Perilous Deep Love

"Creak ~", harsh brake sound, the driver stretched out his head, angrily scolded: "sick, want to die, Huangpu River is in front of you!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Jiantong said hello, but he was a little lucky. Fortunately, the driver braked fast and only suffered some injuries.

Xiao Heng gave the driver a cold look: "can you talk? Is it reasonable to bump into someone? "

Xiao Heng was fierce, and the driver was afraid of him, swearing and cursing: "little couple quarrel, go home noisy, run on the road, trouble." As he spoke, he drove away.

Although Xiao Heng's attitude is fierce, but also know that this is not to blame the driver. Another look at Jane Tong, she fell not heavy, but the skin injury is sure.

He rushed to run toward Jane boy, "Jane boy, you don't move, I'll take you to the hospital."

"Don't come here!"

Jian Tong fell down on the ground, and her expression became calm.

in the heavy rain, on the muddy ground, she looked up through the rain curtain, and the rough sound sounded slowly:

"Mr. Xiao, I don't need any happiness. I don't need redemption. Now my life, very good. Please don't disturb my life Don't break into my life at will.

When everything is in the dark, that beam of light, not redemption, but error and sin.

Xiao Heng's face changed again and again. He lowered his eyes and swept at the people in the mud in the rain. The heavy rain also hit him and wet his eyebrows. He ignored the woman and walked towards her.

Jane Tong's face changed greatly: "don't come here!" Her coarse voice, roared!

Refuse this man with practical actions and break into her world.

"Mr. Xiao, do you know who I am?" In the rain, she chuckled, the rain covered the pain of her eyes, but her smile was more brilliant: "Mr. Xiao, do you have money? You have money, you are the master. I only take money. You bring money to the emperor, and I won't let you down. "

She said, "Mr. Xiao, I'm waiting for you in the East emperor."

Xiao Heng was shocked to see the woman in the mud. He got up from the ground inconveniently and limped away in the rain.

Her words still echoed in her ears: do you have money? If you have money, you are my uncle. The emperor will not let you down with his money.

Qin Mumu said to him that Jane loves money and can do anything for money.

At that time, he did not agree, but also understood the dilemma of Jiantong.

However, when he confessed to her today and held his heart in front of this woman, he never thought that even so, the woman also chose to love money more.

Xiao Heng doesn't blame Jane Tong for her love of money Is there anyone in the world who doesn't love money?

However, she lost some of the choices Jane made today.

In front of her, one is the feeling that Xiao Heng decided to take seriously for the first time in decades, and the other is vulgar money But this woman seems to love money more.

Xiao Heng was stunned in the same place, until he could no longer see Jane Tong's back in the distance. He was suddenly surprised. When he wanted to chase him again, he lost her trace.

He reached out and knocked on his head: "it's wrong If this woman really loves money, she should pay more attention to herself? "

It's not to push him out, to hold on to him is to hold on to money, isn't it?

Then Xiao Heng began to wonder again Why? Is it because of Shen?

The more he thought about it, the more he felt right. Xiao Heng's face showed confidence: "Shen, Jane Tong will accept me sooner or later."

……

Jane boy hurried back to the dormitory. As soon as she entered the room, she immediately closed the door, as if there were beasts chasing her.

The clothes on her body were worn out during the wrestling just now. Fortunately, the driver stepped on the brake in time. Fortunately, her clothes and trousers were not seriously injured. The skin of her palm was rubbed in the heart. It was not a big deal.

Hastily dealt with the palm wound, picked up the mobile phone on one side, hesitated, and called Su Meng: "I I want to ask for leave today. "

Su Meng was surprised. She took the mobile phone away and took a look at the screen of the mobile phone. She was sure it was Jian Tong who called. She was also surprised: "little boy, what happened?"

“…… No, I'm tired. I want to have a day off. "

Su Meng "um" a, some gratified: "that line," she is very forthright to agree to come down: "you, finally know to have a rest. Well, have a good rest today. You can leave the affairs here alone. "

Hang up.

Jane stood up, went to the small wooden table beside the bedroom window, sat down, slowly opened the drawer, and took out a notebook from it.

After she was released from prison, she had no hobbies and no spare time activities. This notebook became her only recreation, accompanying her boring life after she was released from prison.

She has not kept a diary for a long time. The latest one is: I saw him again after three years' absence.

No unnecessary description, no description of mood, is just a statement of this matter.Unfolding the notebook, holding a ball point pen in it, Jian Tong picked it up and wrote slowly:

Xiao Heng suddenly appeared, and he asked me if he would like to be his girlfriend.

I always thought that the first inquiry was just a whim of the big boy.

I didn't see him again.

But today he appeared in front of me and asked me the same question.

I really want to take it as a joke.

But Xiao Heng no, I see his eyes so serious, so persistent.

He said he was serious, and his eyes told me that he didn't lie.

He said you don't need to try to get close to me. He said that he would make me happy and not make me cry.

Happy Who doesn't want it?

There is such a moment, I am the heart of the bar, otherwise, I think I will not suddenly ask him: your eyes Jane Tong is what kind of If I had not been so excited at that time, I would not have asked this question. My heart is not Xiao Heng, but Xiao Heng's happiness.

I want to see how much less I am in his eyes than I am in reality.

He said that I am strong, brave and brave This is not me.

I am really selfish, I can tell his humble face to face, his embarrassment, the most embarrassing side, in front of him. I can tell him face-to-face: No, I'm not what you said.

I can let him see who I am now: humble, cowardly, incompetent, indifferent And selfishness!

When I wanted to tell the truth, I saw the sincerity of this big boy's eyes. He looked at me persistently, seriously, firmly and absorbed.

At that moment, I had a selfish heart, I suddenly did not want to let him know my ugly appearance.

I know, I will not fall in love with him Because long dead heart, with the installed pacemaker, can only mechanical beat, no love ability. How can I respond to a sincere feeling?

But now there are few people in the world who would like to look at my eyes without colored eyes, seriously, attentively and sincerely I was suddenly very afraid, such a look into the same as all other people disdain and disdain.

He said: try it. If you don't try, how can you know you won't be happy?

I just know - never happy!

I such a person, carrying the life debt, what qualification to live in the sun to enjoy happiness?

With a Lu for my life, to happiness?

Ridiculous!

But I hate my own dirty!

Although I refused to admit it for countless times, this is the fact -

I ran away It's not just because I don't dare to hope for happiness because I owe a Lu. I know I'm dirty. In the end, I have to use a dead person to escape Xiao Heng's feelings.

No more contact. He shouldn't be in front of me again.

That's good.

Life can not afford a pool of stagnant water, is what I need most now.

I can't stand the storm and raise enough money. When the man is tired of all this, it's time for me to leave.

Close the notebook, the woman stood up, pushed open the window, let the rain into the house from time to time.

The cold rain, frozen through the bones, she shrunk, holding her arm, the brain is unprecedented sober.

She's awake, what she's doing now, she's awake, everything she's doing.