Perilous Deep Love

Bai Yuxing and Xi Chen don't know what kind of mood Jiantong has in this lonely time.

When the door opened again, it was Shen Xiujin's rescue again.

In the corridor the sound of hasty footsteps, every rescue, people are worried.

Jane Tong seems to be forgotten, all people's minds are in the man who is in emergency.

No one spoke, and it was only in the evening that the doctor announced the temporary relief of the crisis.

But it didn't end. During the five days and five nights when she arrived at his side, such as this one, the crisis of dying had been hanging over his head.

Five days, five nights, eleven times.

She counted, and every time she rescued, she counted a number in her heart.

She didn't know why she did it.

She didn't even know if she had the strength to keep on hating him in her heart.

She couldn't even understand herself. How could she understand Shen Xiujin.

It was an early morning, with a glimmer of hope.

She stayed by his bedside, and was used to staring at his bleeding and emaciated cheek all night long. She watched quietly until she could not bear the fatigue and still did not dare to sleep deeply.

At the end of the night, she just sat in front of his hospital bed, looking at the face that she knew so well that she would never forget. Sometimes she would be possessed by a devil, and she would be free if she died.

But whenever she thought, this person will die, will leave the world, the heart rolling pain, almost let her breathe.

Even she didn't know whether she wanted him to live or not to wake up again.

"Don't you expect him to wake up?" Bai Yuxing asked her with gnashing teeth.

She couldn't give an answer.

"If he can't wake up, it won't hurt here!" Bai Yuxing excitedly pointed to his left atrium with his finger and questioned the woman who had no tears.

Yes! It will hurt! Almost not, he thought, her soul had already cried out: Yes! It will hurt! It hurts, it hurts!

"I've tried many kinds of pain before." She just said this, do not know that Bai Yuxing does not understand, whether it is to Bai Yuxing to listen to, or to her own.

I've tried many kinds of pain before, and I've had many kinds of pain. You asked me if he couldn't wake up and if it hurt. It will, but it will hurt. Anyway, the pain of what, already numb.

Yeah, numb. Say it to herself again and again. As if that would not hurt, but how she felt that the air was heavy and anoxic breathing was not smooth: "I go out to blow the wind."

Bai Yu line clenched his fist behind her. He had no right to blame her, but he resented her indifference.

But if she is cold and heartless, for several consecutive nights, she would not leave the hospital bed, guarding the people on the bed.

Bai Yuxing turned his head silently and looked at Shen Xiujin lying on the hospital bed.

……

It's the night

it's the only night she sleeps through with exhaustion.

So tired, lying on the edge of his bed, so sleep in the past.

In the morning, she was woken up by a noise.

Open your eyes, the bed is surrounded by people.

First of all, she saw Bai Yuxing and Xi Chen on the opposite side of the bed, but their faces were very excited and seemed to be watching She followed their eyes and looked to the hospital bed Come on!

The pupil shrinks suddenly!

She was so stupidly open mouth, stupidly did not blink, looking at the man on the hospital bed, blinking at her eyes.

Blinking???

Suddenly wake up, all the drowsiness in the brain all of a sudden run away!

Shen Xiujin, wake up!

Her heart suddenly filled with joy, but the next moment she realized that her heart endless joy, a sense of self disgust filled her heart Why happy for him?

What makes him happy?

She took this self disgust out on him, turned it into language and attacked the past:

"I didn't shed a tear for you. I won't cry for you

At the moment, all the people glared at her, and Xi Chen pressed his anger and said, "you go too far!"

"Ah Xiu just woke up, and you were so irritated? Do you really want to piss him off? " Bai Yuxing followed.

After finishing the fairy tale, Jane immediately regretted, but refused to show weakness. She did not say a word of apology, and stubbornly closed her lips.

Suddenly a voice:

"big sister, do you hate me A big man's voice, but aggrieved and sad, like a wronged child.

Jane Tong stares at the aggrieved and sad man on the bed: "you..."