Perilous Deep Love

My name is Shen Lu. Does it sound like "shenlu"?

The name was given by my grandfather. From my years of experience as a child, grandfather is not a good man.

Let's just say my name. His own name is very nice. He has to make my name so strange.

But every time I go to my grandfather to protest strongly, my grandfather always says, if you want to blame, your father is not a girl, otherwise the name will not fall on your head.

Clearly, such a bad name was taken by his old man, but in the end he put the blame on my father.

Ah, speaking of now, I forgot to introduce.

My grandfather, Shen Xiujin.

I heard he was very charming when he was young.

My grandmother, Jane Tong.

I sometimes wonder why these two eight poles do not seem to match at all, so they come together.

My grandfather and grandmother divorced before my dad was born.

After divorce, my grandfather did not remarry, my grandmother did not remarry.

Looking at it should be a different two wide, their own well-being, but grandfather is extremely shameless, everywhere to grandmother.

Since I can remember, my grandfather has been courting my grandmother.

My grandfather Yuxing said that your grandfather had never given anyone a low head in his life. He was very tough and others were afraid of him.

But how I look at it, I feel that my grandfather Yu line is not reliable.

If my grandfather is really such a cow, how can my grandmother stare at him, and he is as good as the family's golden hair?

What's more, what kind of man have you ever seen who has the skills of a five-star chef?

Since I was a kid, my grandfather's cooking skills are the best in my family, even better than the hotel chefs employed by my family.

Grandfather went to walk the dog in the morning. When he came back, he had a lot of food in his hand.

When my grandfather was busy working in the kitchen all morning, when my grandmother got up, there must have been a steaming hot meal on the table at home. It was not necessarily rich, but it was very warm.

My grandmother didn't touch the spring water with her fingers. When she touched the water most, she just watered the flowers in the garden. Grandfather said that grandmother was very good.

I secretly asked my grandfather, you get up early to cook, eat three meals a day, and go to work every day. Even if you go to work seriously, there is also a legal holiday. If you don't fall behind for a whole day, won't you be tired?

Grandfather looked at his grandmother in the garden, eating his own afternoon tea. He laughed like a silly fork. He said, "your grandmother likes it. I'm happy with everything I do. I'm willing to spoil her. I'd better spoil her. She despises other men, so your grandmother will have no time to think about leaving me in her life

Besides that, there are other small things.

All I know is that grandfather dotes on grandmother, which can be described as "Crazy".

I always feel that my grandmother is so affectionate. Such a good grandfather would not remarry. I told my grandfather that my grandfather had never blushed at me. That time, he slapped me on the buttocks. My grandfather said, "you little bunny, if you think about your grandmother again, I can't beat you.

Your grandmother is the best grandmother in the world.

Remember, be filial to your grandmother.

I'm fine if I'm not filial. If you're filial to your grandmother or not, I'll cook you chestnut roast meat.

I was very aggrieved at that time. I was clearly complaining for my grandfather.

Later, I learned that there was such a past between grandfather and grandmother.

One night, when I was hungry, I got out of bed to look for food. I passed my grandmother's room. The door was open. I peeped into it curiously. As a result, I almost didn't startle me.

Grandfather, he held grandmother's foot in his chest.

I felt incredible at that time. I ran to my father's bedroom and asked, "is grandfather a pervert? I see him holding grandmother's feet. Grandfather has a foot fetish

"Your grandfather is covering your grandmother's feet. Your grandmother is not in good health and her hands and feet are cold all the year round. Your grandfather loves her. If you see it, don't tell your grandfather about it. "

"Why?"

"Because your grandfather will punish you to write big characters."

"Dad, how do you know so well?"

"It's a sad story. Dear, fawn, your mother and I have business to do

Grandfather did not remarry, grandmother did not remarry. My memory as a child was the daily routine of this non husband and wife grandfather and grandmother.

Grandmother was a man of few words, but every time she said a word, the family did not dare to refute.

It's not because I'm afraid of my grandmother, but because my grandfather is partial to my grandmother. This is a well-known thing in my family.

Children have never felt much about time. When I do, it is the day when my grandmother passed away.

When I was eight years old, that year, my grandmother passed away.

It was a day in early spring. My grandmother, as usual, sat under the big tree in the garden, eating afternoon tea made by my grandfather. My grandmother's favorite all year round is the rocking chair. When I was tired, she would lie down and take a nap.Grandfather would build a thin blanket for grandmother, count the time, to wake grandmother.

But on that day, my grandfather was never able to wake up grandma.

Grandmother then in the wind blowing rocking chair a shake, in the green of the recovery of all things, lying on the rocking chair, quietly left.

Grandmother did not have any sudden illness, she left the world peacefully on this spring afternoon.

Left my grandfather.

I will never forget my grandfather, who was always strong, with tears wet and sobbing. He squatted beside his grandmother's rocking chair for a long time. I will never forget that my grandfather is no longer young. I firmly hold my grandmother's cold but stiff hand tightly. At that time, my grandfather cried like a child.

My parents were standing not far away, but they didn't step into the small garden. I didn't understand at that time. Didn't my parents feel bad?

Later, I learned that my parents left the last space for my grandfather and grandmother to be alone.

Grandmother's funeral was not grand, but the whole city of S, well-known families, came.

Grandmother's funeral was arranged by grandfather.

After seeing off grandmother, my grandfather's body and bones began to deteriorate inexplicably.

Can not find out the cause of disease, but the body bone is much weaker.

My dad said, your grandfather, he's sick.

What is heart disease?

I dare not ask.

It's just that every year after grandmother died, my grandfather would hold a picture of her grandmother and look at it carefully, as if she were still alive.

Occasionally, my grandfather would talk to his grandmother's portrait as if he were talking to her.

The spring of another year brings all things back to life.

Grandfather pulled me and said, "like."

"Like what?"

"Like your grandmother."

"Don't be sad, grandfather." This year, I have been 14 years old, and I know more. From other people's ears, I hear more stories between my grandfather and grandmother.

It's incredible. When I first heard the story of my grandfather and grandmother, I was also angry that my grandfather didn't know people well and didn't know what was good or bad. My grandfather was too conceited and didn't know anything clearly, so I took care of everything and hurt my grandmother.

When I heard about it later, I felt that my grandmother was so heartless. If I were to be my grandmother, I would not see my grandfather again, and I would not be able to do so.

I was up and down with their stories.

I blame grandma for her lack of personality.

Later, my grandmother Su Meng said that your grandmother gave way to the love hate entangled emotion.

Your grandfather also learned to cherish. He didn't like many men in the world. Once he got it, he would no longer cherish it.

The way your grandfather dotes on your grandmother is like a pet wife possessed by a demon.

When I heard the story of my grandfather and grandmother at the end of the story, I was silent, no longer blaming my grandfather for not seeing my heart clearly, and no longer blaming my grandmother for not being firm.

As my grandmother Su Meng said, between the two people, a person no longer the point of the bull's horn, let go, just had the final satisfaction of this relationship.

I can't help thinking, if my grandmother doesn't look back, will they become two unfortunate lives?

"Grandfather, I've heard the love story between you and grandmother, and I was not happy at the beginning."

my grandfather laughed and touched my head: "thank you for your grandmother's concession, which made my love complete. Your grandmother didn't want to marry me again. I know why. She thought I didn't know that little secret

"What little secret?"

I asked curiously, but my grandfather laughed and said nothing.

"By the way, grandfather, why do you love your grandmother so much, but I'm so old that I haven't heard you say love words to grandma?

Once, my grandmother complained to my grandmother Su Meng and grandma Vivian, saying that you did everything for her, that is, "I love you." why didn't you tell Grandma, grandfather?

Grandmother wants to hear it so much. "

Grandfather laugh, laughter, old but happy, like a prank child: "I know, I know she wants to hear."

"Then why don't you say that?"

But grandfather stopped smiling, cautious and firm:

"she wanted to hear those three words so much that I couldn't say them to her.

Otherwise, if she hears too much and enough, she won't want to hear it in the next life. What if she doesn't come to me?

I don't say, she always remembers that in the next life, your grandmother will still be mine

With these words, grandfather's face was full of thieves.

Grandfather seems to be a little tired, from the stone table took a snack to me, tired to wave his hand: "good boy, take it to eat."

I was the favorite snack my grandfather made. I was happy to run away with it.

That afternoon, I took the original English book to my grandfather, and asked him to read Shakespeare to me in a pure English accent. My grandfather's rich tone made it very pleasant to read English.

"Grandfather, read me Shakespeare." I reached out and pushed my grandfather who was sleeping on the couch, but in any case, I couldn't wake him up.Grandfather left, in the same spring afternoon, under the garden tree, in the reclining chair where grandmother died, just like the grandmother of that year, he left peacefully in his sleep.

Grandfather's hand, holding a pocket watch, pocket watch, is a picture of grandmother, in the photo, grandmother gently smile, on the couch, grandfather's old lips, gently hook shallow smile.

The sky was blue and the breeze was gentle. Grandfather was gone.

I know that my grandfather left without a trace of regret. He followed his grandmother, the most precious person in his life.

This life, grandfather did not marry, grandmother did not marry, who did not mention the year, but spent the rest of his life envied by others.

"Grandfather, you went to grandma, didn't you?"

I can't hear my grandfather's answer, but I know that one of the most serious and persistent things that my grandfather has done in his life is to seriously spoil my grandmother.

Finally, I saw the last note left by my grandfather in his remains --

"Shen Xiujin loves Jane Tong for generations to come.

I've come to see you, old lady

I was a little stunned. My grandfather didn't say a word "think" from the beginning to the end, but a short sentence revealed the deep feeling of missing.

"Grandfather, don't bully grandma again in the next life."