Planned Love

This evening, we talked about the whole three hours, the topic around Xiaoyun and Duoduo, also around our future.

All of Sheng Yun's words and emotional reactions made me suddenly realize that this man is not as perfect as I imagined. In fact, there can be no perfect person in this world.

Even if he is usually impeccable, he is also a person, an ordinary person. When all the aura is removed, when he starts to trust you and show the most real side in front of you, he also has his emotions and weaknesses, and his helplessness and one-sided.

We all show a hysterical side, showing that we have never had the appearance, the so-called rationality sometimes can not solve the problem, a hearty quarrel, a thorough storm, the heart of those anger, those forbearance, those grievances will be washed away with the rain.

This is the first time we have quarreled since we fell in love. For the first time, I realized that hegemony is a double-edged sword. It is true that hegemonism adds incomparable charm to him, but at the same time, it means that he can not compromise or easily change his original intention or principle for anything.

In my rage, I threw out the photo, pointed to the person on the photo and asked him, "is this photo, since you and Xiaoyun separated from each other, you have been taking it with you all the time?"

When I took out the photo, he was silent for the first time. He looked at me and asked me with a frown: "Xu Shubei, is it meaningful to investigate the past all the time? I thought you were not such a woman, but I didn't expect that you were no different from other women. "

This sentence completely hurt me.

Yes, I also think that I am different from other women. I think I can easily handle the heat of my feelings. I think I can treat my feelings as rationally as I do with my work. But when it really broke out, I found out that I couldn't.

I have a passion for emotional cleanliness. I can't accept even a little bit of emotional flaws. I can't tolerate my beloved man being nice to another woman. I can't accept that my man and other women have a common child. I can't bear that child appearing in our world again and again I thought I could be powerful enough to do anything. I thought I could deal with all problems without emotion. I thought I could exercise rational restraint in my emotions.

However, I overestimated myself and Sheng Yun.

We are all ordinary people, we are also influenced by the seven emotions and six desires, we can not treat our feelings according to the way we treat work. These two seem to be the same, but they are too different.

In a flash, I restrained all my emotions, and my face returned to the unprecedented calm. I looked at him like water, and suddenly there was no wave.

Xu Shubei, who once disdained to care for feelings and left love behind, came back.

I don't want to be tired because of the emotional fetters. I have a lot of other things to do. If I can't deal with the relationship between Sheng Yun and me well, I'd rather take the lead to leave. I'd rather step back and stay in a quiet mood to deal with my own affairs.

Sheng Yun was stunned by my sudden calm. He tried to approach me. He grabbed my shoulder and said, "what I said just now is heavy I just don't want us to waste our time and energy on these trifles. I'll take care of them. Don't worry so much, OK

I subconsciously stepped back two steps, I smile, looked at him and said: "at this stage, do you want to focus on your career, or do you want to be overwhelmed by the emotions of both sides?"

"Do you need me to answer this question? You should know what a sensitive stage the heyday is in. " Sheng Yun looked at me and said helplessly and heartily.

"Can you ignore Xiaoyun and Duoduo completely?" I looked at him and asked again.

"I said, when I settle them down, I'll stop asking," Sheng Yun saw me mention this incident again, and his face suddenly showed a trace of impatience. "Don't waste our time and energy because of these unimportant things, OK?"

"Well, you can give up me and Zai Zai Zai." I looked at him and said calmly.

He was stunned.

"What do you say?" He couldn't believe it. "It's impossible, Xu Shubei. Don't think about it."

"Since Xiaoyun appeared, we can't go back to the past," I said with a bitter smile. "First love is a man's heart can't go, but now she has many flowers, you can't get through."

"No matter what you say, I will not give up on you and Zai Zai Zai." He grabbed my shoulder and forced me to look him in the eye, and he said, "have you forgotten what we said in the warehouse those days? We said that the three of us will never be separated, no matter what happens

"You can't have both fish and bear's paws. I'm tired. Let's forget it. " I reluctantly smile, "I will take Zai Zai to live a good life, I will still work hard at work, but emotionally I'm sorry. I'll take back all my love for you

"Xu Shubei, do you think you can really do it?" His eyes immediately cooled down, for his overbearing and aloof personality, he would never say export to retain."I'll try to do it." I looked at him and said firmly.

"Xu Shubei, we have to work together every day. You should consider it clearly." He looked at me and said again.

"I think it over." I said resolutely.

He was stunned violently, and his cold eyes reflected a trace of pain. However, he soon recovered his overbearing and non-negotiable nature: "if you take back your feelings for me, I will also take back my feelings for you. I hope you can think about it well."

"I can say it. The natural representative has already thought it out. The last thing I can't do is to compromise. It's impossible for anyone. " I said, with a chisel.

"Good!" His "good" character has a very heavy articulation.

"It's impossible for anyone to be wronged. I thought I would have weight in your heart. I didn't expect But so it is. " He said coldly, then turned his head away from me.

"I will not force any woman to stay with me. You can go if you want, but it is not so easy to return to my heart." Sheng Yun turned his back to me and said in a deep voice.

"It's not just your heart, it's mine. You can't compromise. I can't do it. "

The heart is like being pulled in general desperately pain, but after saying these words, although the heart is painful, but a lot of happy.

"OK, you can take it back if you want, but Zai Zai I'll take it. " He looked at me calmly as if he had made a decision.

"No! You can't be separated from me I strongly disagree.

"You can't help it! When I was not born, I decided to take care of my baby! " He said without hesitation, and then added, "I have made a detailed plan for all the follow-up education, including the issue of raising children. You don't have to worry. Since you decide to separate from me, I will not detain or hinder you. But Zai Zai is a child of the Sheng family. I have to take it away. "

I thought we had gone through so many things, and finally we had a bright future. I didn't expect that after such a big circle, we still returned to the original origin. Heart, really good pain.

"Let me go and let Zai Zai go." I looked at him and said with a bitter smile, "he is still young, and you don't have much time to accompany him. It's better to let me take care of him than to let the nanny take care of him. Although I work in the daytime, I can take care of him at night."

"You have suffered a lot when you gave birth to him. Let me take care of him. I will take good care of him. You can come anytime you want to see him." Sheng Yun suddenly softened his tone and said to me.

I didn't expect that behind his tough tone, it turned out to be such an intention. I was stunned.

In my stupefied gap, he had already walked to the next room, wrapped the sleeping baby in swaddling clothes and held it carefully in his arms.

I wanted to stop him, but when I saw him holding him carefully and looking at him gently, I couldn't say what I wanted to say.

"You can have a good rest. I'll take care of the task later. What I said just now is angry words. If you really need a period of time to get rid of it and want to be more calm in your mind, then good, I'll give you time. " Then he said softly, "maybe we are all too tired this time. I just hope you will always understand that no matter it is Xiaoyun or Duoduo, I do not want them to appear subjectively. I am also passive in accepting them. "

As soon as he heard this, he had already carried him down the stairs. When I got to the bottom, he had already carried him out of the gate and got into the car directly.

I ran to the car in my thin pajamas. He locked the door, leaving only a small gap. Through the gap, he said to me, "go in and sleep. Don't worry about the baby. I'll take good care of it."

With that, he directly started the gas pedal, quickly exited the courtyard door, quickly turned around, and drove away from my villa.

The moonlight in the courtyard was so cold that it seemed to put on a false coat for the whole yard. I stood in the middle of the yard with my hands around me, and suddenly realized that I would be the only one left in the house from now on.

I didn't expect that Sheng Yun would take Zai Zai away. What's more, I didn't expect that we would suddenly make things like this.

What happened to us? Why do we have such a violent quarrel? Am I really right in this decision? And he and I, it's true Love?

As soon as Sheng Yun left, I received an anonymous message that said, "Xu Shubei, this is just the beginning."

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