Reincarnated as the Death Spider Queen, sacrificing Bibi Dong at the start

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She desperately refused to believe Nan Feng, yet she was also terrified that he would really leave.

She actually wanted to get closer to him.

But every time the distance closes, an uncontrollable fear wells up inside her.

Then, she would instinctively bristle with all her thorns and push him away with the most vicious words.

What are they afraid of?

Bibi Dong looked down at her slightly trembling hands.

Nanfeng knows everything about her, has seen her most unbearable past, and has stayed by her side all these years.

But she was still afraid.

She was afraid that once he got really close to her and became her only support, he would leave without looking back.

Chapter 282 Poseidon: Are you sick? Nan Feng: Nonsense, if I weren't sick, would I come here to die?

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Nan Feng did not return to the hotel.

He arrived at the other end of the coastline and casually sat down on a rock.

He was really tired.

He's been going crazy all these years.

He didn't want to go crazy, but he just couldn't calm down.

Ever since Bibi Dong insisted on entering the Rakshasa Secret Realm and began to engage with the divine test, his mind has never been at peace.

Those eerie, dark, demonic evil thoughts clung to him like maggots clinging to his bones.

He's become neither human nor ghost now.

He knew very well that he simply did not have the ability to withstand the malice of the Rakshasa God's legacy.

He advised Bibi Dong to stop touching that thing.

But Bibi Dong was unwilling.

That was the supreme power she had always dreamed of.

She couldn't give up.

Since that's the case, there's nothing he can do.

Nan Feng lowered his head and took out something he always carried with him as a pendant—the Vast Ocean Universe Cover.

Heart of the Sea God.

He had never dared to touch this thing before.

After all, it's a divine artifact left behind by the sea god. Normally, it's fine to use soul power to activate those few invisibility shield skills.

But if you were to use your spiritual power to probe the interior, it would definitely disturb the divine will of the sea god inside.

What if it's deemed blasphemous by divine will and they kill it on a whim?

But now, it doesn't matter anymore.

tired.

Rather than living like this, tormented by the evil thoughts of the Rakshasa and becoming neither human nor ghost, it would be better to die.

I'm really tired.

Without hesitation, Nan Feng transformed his spiritual power into sharp spikes and probed into the depths of the Vast Ocean Universe Cover.

next moment.

"boom--"

A surge of pure ocean power suddenly erupted, instantly engulfing his spiritual energy.

Even though his mental strength has reached the peak of level ninety-eight, it is still like a drop of water in a ditch in front of this wisp of true divine thought.

Nan Feng closed his eyes.

Waiting to die.

One second, two seconds...

Time passed by, second by second.

The Vast Ocean Universe Cover released a soft blue light, completely enveloping Nan Feng.

But the anticipated devastating psychological attack never came.

Nan Feng frowned and opened his eyes again.

The surrounding dark reefs and sea breeze have disappeared.

His consciousness was pulled into a wondrous space above the deep sea.

He was lying peacefully on the azure sea.

As night fades, it is now bright daytime.

Under the azure sky, the sea was calm and still.

Ahead, a blue light and shadow slowly coalesced and took shape.

Poseidon.

Nan Feng had seen that enormous statue in the Sea God Temple on Sea God Island.

That's how it is.

Nan Feng glanced at him, but showed no panic or intention to get up.

He lay back down, his hands behind his head.

"If you're going to take action, then please do it quickly." Nan Feng said calmly, "I won't resist."

Poseidon watched him silently.

"You really don't want to live anymore?" Poseidon's voice echoed across the sea. "Just now outside, weren't you spouting nonsense, saying you could go crazy at any moment?"

Nanfeng looked at the sky.

"Crazy? How crazy? Really going crazy for once?"

Nan Feng twitched the corners of his mouth, revealing a self-deprecating smile.

"That's a real shame. I can use any means necessary to deal with those powerful and arrogant people, scheming against them and killing them without batting an eye. But I... can't bring myself to do it to those who are powerless to resist."

"Because I was once just as weak."

"Because deep down, I hate those who fawn over their superiors and bully their inferiors."

Nan Feng closed his eyes. "If I really go crazy and kill, then what difference would I make from those things?"

"I can't let go of my pride, and I can't abandon everything."

"What do you mean by 'reckless and disregard everything, dragging everyone down with you'? You're just talking nonsense."

Nan Feng sighed.

"If I were to become a complete beast and do things that even I find utterly disgusting..."

"I can't do it."

"I might as well die."

Nan Feng waited calmly.

"Someone like me should have died long ago."

Poseidon looked down at him, his voice steady:

"You are afraid."

"Your rationality is crumbling, and you feel like you're about to lose control of yourself."

"The evil thoughts of the Rakshasa are pushing you to your limit. You are unwilling to accept this depravity, yet you are afraid that this thing will drive you completely insane."

Poseidon paused. "So, you choose self-destruction?"

Nan Feng did not open his eyes.

"Is that not allowed?"

He said calmly, "This may sound a little awkward, but I am indeed a very proud person."

"I cannot abandon my pride."

"I can't live without any principles."

Poseidon looked at him: "You're willing to do that?"

Nan Feng frowned: "What are you willing to give up?"

"Everything about you."

Nan Feng smiled.

"Everything? I've already lost everything."

"Nothing at all? Really?"