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the third time.

In this moment of reality, Hoshino Utsunomiya died right before her eyes.

Chapter 166 Let's see who can hate Hoshino faster.

He ended his sinful life.

Looking back at time once again.

Like the end of a movie, although the credits don't scroll slowly, time seems to rewind.

Backwards, backwards.

Stop at a point later than the very beginning, but much earlier than the start of the story.

"This performance is now over. Please take a short rest and wait for the next show to begin."

Pat-pat-pat-pat.

The lights came on one after another.

What followed was a break-time-like period.

Yukishiro couldn't help but start reminiscing.

Why did it turn out like this?

Ahh.

Because of her angry words, words that were no longer just angry words.

This is the most fundamental and direct reason.

I'm so angry.

The more I think about it, the angrier I get, and the angrier I get, the more I think about it.

When time rewinds to the beginning, while the angry words are still on my mind.

What inevitably arises is the thought, "Love is so tiring."

A feeling of exhaustion arose spontaneously.

Yukishiro realized that she was indeed torturing herself.

He entered under a disguise, supposedly to lower his favorability towards the other prospective witches, and to induce a stress response in them.

But in the end, the result will either be tormenting him or tormenting himself.

Her identity will eventually be exposed, and he will find out that she is not the real girl she is portraying.

She yearns for love, yet resists the love that a false identity might bring, while also being unwilling to reveal her true self.

That's how it's supposed to be.

She brought it on herself.

Instead of torturing each other like this, it's better to let go, to let him go and to let yourself go too.

This is the first time I've had this thought.

A budding idea.

It seems like a pretty good idea.

only......

If she could just let go, Yuki Tsukishiro wouldn't have gone through all this trouble.

They might say things like, "I'm so tired, maybe I should let go."

But instinctively, her hands wanted to grab him tightly.

If, if she really wants to let go.

You need to give yourself a reason.

For example, what should we say?

For example, she doesn't like him anymore.

Yes, Yuki Tsukishiro finally grew tired of Hoshino Utsunomiya's existence, and she began to thoroughly hate him.

It's not just talk.

But how do you start to hate him?

This is a very serious issue.

After all, feelings of liking are very special. Sometimes it's hard to even figure out why someone would like another person, so how could you possibly understand how someone would dislike another?

Self-deception is pointless.

You either like something or you hate it.

but......

Yuki Tsukishiro thought for a moment, and before she was trapped in her memories, she quickly found the memory she was looking for and returned to reality.

Yes, she remembered that she had disliked Hoshino Utsunomiya.

Yes, that's right.

It is possible for a person to like someone, and in the long run, this feeling will always remain at the average level called 'liking', there is no problem with that.

However, feelings, attitudes, and thoughts are all fluctuating and changeable.

Just a moment ago I was absolutely liking someone, but the next second I'll suddenly think, "Why is this person so annoying?"

There is no such thing as being in a state of being in love with someone all the time.

At least Yuki Tsukishiro felt that she didn't.

That would probably simplify things.

Find out her memories of when she hated Hoshino Utsunomiya, and find out why she hated Hoshino Utsunomiya at that time.

Then, I kept trying to reinforce this reason, making myself hate Hoshino Utsunomiya even more!

Once I stop loving you, I will naturally let go!

"..."

In my memory, the first time I started to dislike Hoshino Utsunomiya was...

It was the first day we met and got to know each other.

He treated her like a little girl, saying things like how cute she was.

"......no."

But this sentence won't work.

No, no, no.

Just thinking about it, just imagining him, makes me think that he might be constantly whispering in my ear, "You're so cute," "So adorable," "Xue, you're so cute"...

She had an urge to roll around on the spot.

This statement, this dislike, is outdated!

Let's look again, let's look again.

Ah, found it.

In the days leading up to her suicide, when Yukishiro hated Hoshino Utsunomiya the most, that was probably around that time.

Why do I dislike him?

Because he lied to me, because he approached me with ulterior motives, because he didn't love me at all! He just wanted to die!

I figured it out long ago, you don't love me at all! You just want to find a witch to kill you!

At that moment, the emotion I most wanted to express was probably this.

Well......

If you want to recreate this feeling of disgust, you need to realize that he doesn't love you and you need to observe his repeated suicidal thoughts.

...But that's how it seems now, isn't it?

Hoshino Utsunomiya is also seeking death today.

When has he ever not sought death?

Unexpected.

He made it clear that he didn't like me... he did say that most recently.

......wrong.

To be precise, it was a rejection of his own request for 'love me'.

There's no need to nitpick over the words, focus on the details, or get bogged down in trivialities. Saying that is the same as saying, "I don't like you, and I'll never fall in love with you."

So, that's actually the situation right now.

But it didn't work.

If you want to continue hating Hoshino like this, then either Tsukishiro Yuki should continue to pretend to be Hero or Emma, ​​just like this time, and chase after him begging him to say he loves her.

Who knows, as they talk, he might actually say he loves Xue, or she might actually start to hate him.

But, however...

That's why she felt so tired and exhausted, which is why she wanted to try to hate Hoshino and choose to let go.

Isn't this putting the cart before the horse?

exclude.

What other types of Hoshino do you dislike?

...or perhaps it was Hoshino who sought suicide.

He was suicidal, believed that he could solve everything by dying, and always thought about sacrificing himself to protect others.

I also dislike it.