So I'm a sheep.

Eat slowly and savor every bite.

Since you can't express your most urgent desire, then temporarily satisfy another desire with dessert.

Helen said gently, "Sasha, a little angel your age should still have an appetite."

'I've come today to seek help from Bishop Helen; let's go along with her for now.'

With that in mind, Sasha patiently started eating the cake.

Strangely enough, after slowly enjoying the delicious food, the little girl's irritability dissipated considerably without her even realizing it.

"How are you feeling? Have you calmed down a bit?"

The little girl nodded: "Bishop Helen, I'm in trouble."

"I'm listening, please continue."

"A few days ago, we were attacked by a superhuman in front of the church..."

Sasha concealed her own strange behavior at the time and told the Star Spirit in front of her the rest of the story.

"No wonder you couldn't bring yourself to say to your senior, 'I want to eat you,' you just couldn't say it."

Helen looked at the little girl thoughtfully for a while, then suddenly asked, "So, Sasha, do you want to eat me now too?"

"..."

The little girl looked distressed and didn't say anything, but Helen immediately understood what she meant.

"You should know the gap between us, but you still can't control yourself?"

Absolutely not.

Sasha sighed, "Your Excellency, I'm thinking that since sealing that power isn't working, we might as well just erase it completely."

"Bishop Helen, could you...?"

"Unseal it first, and I'll see what kind of power you've just awakened," the Celestial Spirit interrupted her.

"it is good"

The little girl quickly stretched out her hand, and a small red dot of light appeared in her palm.

"..."

After a moment of contemplation, Helen said, "Sasha, I think the root of the problem lies not in your newly awakened power, but in yourself."

"Huh?"

"Since this power has been sealed, theoretically it can no longer affect you."

"Moreover, based on my observation, this is not some evil force, but simply pure life force."

"But if it's not some evil force, how did I end up like this?"

"There's something I need to tell you, but don't get agitated."

"Ok?"

Helen glanced at the little girl and said very seriously, "Have you ever thought that evil is not your power, but your nature?"

"I am an angel!"

Sasha jumped up immediately: "I'm a righteous, kind, and adorable little angel! How could you say that to me?!"

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"Don't get excited, don't get excited."

Helen said in a calm tone, "I am discussing this issue with you very objectively. What I said just now didn't mean anything else, Sasha, don't overthink it."

"Angels are righteous; there are no evil angels!"

"Have you heard of fallen angels? Those corrupt individuals who have joined the ranks of purgatory."

"Fallen angels are not angels!"

"..."

That makes perfect sense.

'Fallen angels' are indeed not 'angels', but that's not the key point.

“Sasha, I think you made the right choice in coming to see me this time.”

"actually......"

"I think I've come to the wrong place!"

After saying that angrily, the little girl was about to run out the door.

"Don't run away!"

Helen stood up and beckoned, and the little girl involuntarily flew into her arms.

"Help!"

"There's a female pervert here! Senior, save me!"

"What are you saying, you little rascal?"

Helen was both amused and exasperated. She tapped the little girl's forehead and shared some of the memories sealed in her own mind with her.

"..."

Gunfire and artillery fire;

Flames, mountains of corpses;

A mad army, a woman laughing maniacally.

The little girl looked dazed for a moment, and when she came to her senses, she found herself sitting opposite Helen again.

What are your thoughts?

"Well, your experience is truly extraordinary."

"When you're young, who doesn't make mistakes?"

"Yes, yes, you're right!" the little girl nodded repeatedly.

"Pfft, actually I still don't think I was wrong."

Helen laughed: "I enjoyed it then, and I will enjoy it now."

"There's nothing I can do about it; after all, I'm an inherently evil Protoss."

The little girl stood by with a forced smile, but she couldn't have been more regretful now.

'How could I have been so foolish as to ask her for help? Goddess above, please bless me and help me get through this ordeal!'

"Ahem, I've lost my composure in front of the younger generation."

After laughing for a while, Miss Celestial Spirit put on a dignified appearance.

What I really want to say is that although I still enjoy doing those things now, I won't do them anymore.

"Having loved the battlefield, I've been exiled to this boring world for nearly fifty years..."

"I really regret it, and I have truly reflected on it."

Helen let out a long sigh: "Sasha, seeing you is like seeing myself back then."

"I really don't want you to walk the same path I've walked."

"But I am not an evil angel."

The little girl said earnestly, "I will never, ever do those terrible things."

"I used to think the same way, but the result of enduring it all was a complete explosion."

Helen pointed at Sasha: "Don't lie to me, you're about to lose control of your impulses, aren't you?"

"No way!"

"Hmph, that look in your eyes that wants to devour me hasn't changed at all."

"Wrong, an illusion!"

"Haha, Sasha, I always felt that we were very compatible, and today I finally figured out why."

Helen's expression turned serious: "Being inherently evil doesn't mean you can't be a bright and righteous angel. I can help you, but the question is, are you willing to accept my help?"

Volume 1: Chapter 177 Life Absorption

When Miss Celestial Spirit said that Sasha could leave at any time, the little girl hesitated and didn't leave immediately.

Compared to the sickly Protoss I glimpsed from my memories, Bishop Helen before me is practically 'normal.'

'She must have some way, no, she definitely has!'

"Bishop Helen, how do you manage to stay normal?"

"My secret is to enjoy desires in moderation."

Miss Celestial shared her experience: "Don't treat your desires as bad things; suppressing them is not advisable."

"But you can't get addicted to it. If you do, you'll suffer the consequences sooner or later. I'm the best example of that."

"The key is how you grasp the 'degree' in it, which actually tests your willpower a lot."

Willpower? The little girl's expression became subtle.

So, how strong is my willpower, really?

It shouldn't be too bad, considering how tough it was when I first started running with weights in the morning, I gritted my teeth and persevered.

But it was by no means that strong; after the urge to devour life surged from the depths of his heart, he couldn't bear it for more than a few days.

"Sasha, how do you feel about your willpower?"

Coincidentally, Helen also asked this question.

"A little above average...maybe."

"Above average, that's a bit troublesome."