So I'm a sheep.

Yeah, as always, I go punching the punching bag whenever I have free time. I'm now sure Saya is a fitness enthusiast.

Note: Perhaps because she was too tired, Saya was snoring when she fell asleep tonight.

Thursday--

Dean David came to chat with Saya, and I was called to Ms. Britney's office.

Ms. Britney is in charge of the psychological diagnosis of some patients on the second floor; she's basically a doctor.

Although she is a doctor, the hospital director asked everyone to call her 'Ms. Britney,' which was reportedly due to strong requests from some patients' families.

Ms. Britney asked me some questions about Saya, and she quickly concluded that the girl was in a state of severe anxiety.

Severe anxiety...

Suddenly feeling guilty, I decided to try harder to communicate with Saya!

It's Friday, but unfortunately I don't get a weekend off, haha.

Yesterday, Saya talked with Britney Spears for a long time, and I felt that she seemed to be in a better mood.

When we went to the gym, Saya asked me to help her stretch her feet.

Besides hitting the punching bag, the girl started doing sit-ups and push-ups today.

Perhaps inspired by Saya, I also felt an urge to exercise.

In the afternoon, the attending physician that Saya's parents had found arrived. He was an elderly gentleman who seemed very reliable.

Note: Saya didn't snore last night, so she doesn't seem very tired today.

It's finally the weekend!

Ms. Susan and Mr. Spark arrived on time to visit Saya. Knowing that their daughter was living such a healthy life, they could finally rest easy.

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“Saya, this is our second time meeting.”

"Yes, time really flies."

"Isn't it like each day is an eternity for you?"

"..."

After pouring the girl a glass of water, Ms. Britney said, "It's just the two of us here, Saya. Wouldn't it be easier to say some things out loud?"

"Hmph, what did you say?"

For example, what are the reasons for your anxiety?

Britney leaned forward slightly: "If there's anything you can't tell Jenny, you can tell me."

“I can try to persuade Dean David to agree to some of the less unreasonable requests.”

It's nothing.

Sasha leaned back in her chair: "It's just that I'm not used to it."

"What aspects are you not used to? The food, the living environment, the wake-up time, or...?"

"I'm not used to any of it!"

"Everything, huh? Well, let me rephrase the question. Saya, what's the thing you're least comfortable with?"

"..."

"What I find most unaccustomed to and most unbearable is that after losing my power, my consciousness is trapped in this wretched body!"

Sasha scratched her head in frustration: "If I don't eat lunch, I'll be hungry; if I eat too much, I'll feel bloated."

"I get so sleepy at night that I can't get up in the morning!"

"After hitting the sandbag for a long time, not only did my whole body ache, but it also became sticky."

“That’s because you’re sweating,” Britney interjected.

"Yes, I sweated. It's uncomfortable when I sweat, and when the sweat dries, it smells sour and foul."

"Unbearable, absolutely unbearable!"

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“Saya, I don’t quite understand.”

Britney looked at the girl gently: "These are all very ordinary things. What exactly is it that you find so unbearable?"

Let me give you an example.

Sasha pondered for a moment and said, "Ms. Britney, what would you do if you woke up tomorrow and found yourself thirty years older?"

"I'll be very surprised."

"Indeed, I was also greatly surprised when I came to this world."

"Next, what would you feel if you found yourself not only getting older, but also suffering from osteoporosis, migraines, rheumatism, arthritis, cataracts, high blood pressure, and so on?"

"In that case, I'm afraid I'll be in despair."

Sasha shrugged: "Ha, now you understand how I feel a little better, right?"

"..."

Is being human really that bad?

"Doctor, please stop making those racist remarks! This is absolutely awful!"

The girl looked disgusted: "I was just using words to describe how I feel right now, and you immediately assumed that I despise my 'human' identity?"

"Oh, of course not, dear Saya, I never intended to accuse you without reason!"

Britney subconsciously shifted her posture: "I just wanted to ask, um, during the time you were an angel, were you carefree and never experienced pain or trouble?"

"How is that possible?"

Sasha shook her head: "We angels work very hard to maintain peace in the universe!"

"So what do you usually do?"

Britney further inquired, "Fighting against those evil forces?"

"If we're at war every day, that's unacceptable!"

Sasha smiled: "We also have normal lives, normal joys and sorrows, we just have heavy responsibilities."

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“Every angel at every rank has their own tasks to perform, and every angel at every rank has their own troubles, even the legion commanders and even the holy angels.”

"..."

"Perhaps even great goddesses have their troubles?"

The girl recounted her childhood as a little angel, and Britney listened with a smile.

At first it was fine, but the more she listened, the stranger it seemed.

'It's incredibly detailed, and the logic is flawless.'

'This is definitely not ordinary delusions...'

Britney felt a sense of unease. She found the girl in front of her to be intelligent and rational, but how could such a person be so hopelessly addicted to delusions?

"Phew, that's the first story. Doctor, what are your thoughts?"

"Even little angels possess incredible power."

Britney laughed and said, "You even saved a world."

"Haha, looking back, this is nothing at all."

Sasha said softly, "Doctor, I have many more stories to tell..."

"I'd love to hear from you!"

Volume 1: Chapter 536 Clues

"what!"

Using her last bit of strength, Sasha hit the sandbag and fell backward.

Rapid breathing, covered in sweat, fists aching and itchy...

'Even fighting Ain wasn't this tiring.'

Although the girl was burdened with numerous debuffs after hitting the sandbag, her mind 'cleared' despite her extreme exhaustion.

Only those who have possessed power know how painful it is to lose it.

As the girl gained a clearer understanding of her own 'powerlessness,' the ever-increasing sense of anxiety made it difficult for her to think calmly.

Well, although this performance was rather poor, to be fair, Sasha has improved a lot this time.

I still remember the first time when Hill sealed her power, Sasha went straight into a state of being a useless angel and couldn't recover for a long time.

Instead of giving up, they are working hard to overcome their difficulties...

The girl has really grown up a lot!

'But in this way, it will be difficult to complete the trial.'

'To surpass myself, I must first try to regain a calm and balanced mindset.'

Peace of mind, peace of mind.

He accepted that he was no longer the celestial legion commander who could change the fate of countless worlds with a single thought, and that he had lost the power to fight against the 'god above gods' and was now a fragile human being.

'...'

Ah, just thinking about it makes me want to cry.

Suck--

No, Sasha, you need to think more actively!

Eat more meat, exercise more, and once you've got your body in good shape, try to break through to the next level.