So I'm a sheep.

Britney gritted her teeth and said, "Even though I'm not a devout believer, I won't allow you to insult my faith!"

The girl stared calmly at Britney without saying a word.

"Yes, it is abandonment."

After catching her breath, Britney said irritably, "To sum it up in one sentence, the doctrine of the Secret Church is to discard the bad, that is, to discard one's own evil!"

"This is a church that encourages people to do good, not a cult!"

Cast aside the bad, cast aside evil?

"Based on my experience, I speculate that abandoning one's own evil is a definition redefined by later generations, because it is more in line with universal values."

Sasha said, "The most original doctrine should be this—abandon, abandon everything you don't like."

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"It's hard to imagine that a young girl who dropped out of school early would hide in her room and study religion all day long."

"But that's not mentioned in my file, is it?"

"This is a huge oversight!"

"Such an oversight would not occur."

"That's because Ms. Susan deliberately concealed it!"

What's the point?

Seeing Britney glaring at her, Sasha smiled and said, "Let's not talk about anything else, doctor. Let's get back to the main topic."

"..."

"After several late nights reviewing the pseudo-canonical texts recently, has the doctor made any new discoveries?"

"no"

"No? No way."

The girl said softly, "Ms. Britney, after reading through the pseudo-canon, don't you really feel even the slightest bit of disconnect?"

"Angels save the world, angels guide countless intelligent races to move forward bravely."

"But, but—"

"How could such a cowardly doctrine of abandoning everything we don't like possibly become the guiding principle for the angels' actions?"

Britney opened her mouth, but was speechless.

The sense of disconnect—Saya was absolutely right!

The more Britney read the scriptures, the more confused she became.

The doctrines of the secret church today are completely contrary to the actions of the angels described in its scriptures! Why, why is this?

"Is the Hidden Church a newly emerging church with a short history?" Sasha suddenly asked.

"Of course not, the Secret Church is a long-established global church!"

"Is it possible for a mature church to have its own scriptures that tell a completely different story from the doctrines it upholds today?"

"No, it's impossible."

Britney murmured, "It can't be, but, but that's just how it is."

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"Doctor, don't give up thinking, don't accept this absurd 'reality' with a clear conscience."

Sasha said seriously, "There must be some mistake somewhere."

"Yes, yes, there must be a mistake somewhere... but where is it wrong?"

"I have a reasonable explanation, would you like to hear it?"

"..."

Britney's face was grim, and it took her a while before she slowly nodded.

"The angels are not at fault; the Lady of Secrets is."

"What? You say my lord is wrong?"

“My lord is not wrong; the one who is wrong is—the Secret Lady.”

Sasha said calmly, "I don't know which demon king is trying to smear my lord. Most of the content in the pseudo-canon is actually fine, but they deliberately distorted the image of the great goddess in that way."

"The Demon King?" Britney stared at the girl in astonishment.

"Yes, this is all the Demon King's conspiracy."

"He/She distorts the image of our Lord and arbitrarily alters the doctrines of the Church of Goddess. He/She undoubtedly does not want the true glory of our Lord to spread in this world and has been tampering with the Church for a long time."

“Saya, you…”

“My name is Sally, yes, the miracle angel.”

"Because this is the time when the great goddess is undergoing trials, I have appeared in the world in the form of a mortal."

Volume 1: Chapter 539 The Lost Lamb

Upon hearing such nonsensical remarks, Britney immediately let out a sneer.

However, considering her identity as a 'doctor', this behavior seems very strange.

"If you want to know the correct doctrines of the Goddess Church, you can ask me anytime."

Too much of a good thing is bad, so that's about it for today.

Sasha closed her eyes and began to ponder how she, a 'mentally ill person,' could overthrow such a powerful religious organization as the Secret Church.

'Insufficient information. Although I read the newspaper every day, how reliable is what's in the newspaper?'

'I still need to acquire a lot more knowledge. Should I keep asking Susan for help? Hmm, I could actually make that request openly to the rehabilitation center.'

Seeing the girl's thoughtful expression, and no longer speaking to her, Britney remained silent for a long time before leaving the confinement room on her own.

He was quiet and well-behaved, ate his meals obediently, and showed a friendly attitude when Jenny visited him.

The girl was released quickly.

"Welcome back, Saya! I'll make you pudding tonight!"

"Haha, pudding and stuff, um, thanks a lot."

"But I want something else more than pudding."

Jenny immediately looked nervous: "Dumbbells are absolutely out of the question. I'll get scolded if I ask for them."

"No, it's not that kind of dangerous substance."

Sasha stated her plan: "I want to read books, not novels or entertainment magazines; I want history books and religious books, and if possible, I'd also like to get a computer."

In a regular mental hospital, this kind of treatment is just a pipe dream, but here...

"I'll report to the dean later. I can't guarantee that we'll get a computer, but reading books will definitely be no problem!"

Phew, at least Susan and Spark's big spender wasn't a waste; there are advantages to being expensive.

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The matter of reading books was easily approved, and to Sasha's surprise, Dean David actually provided her with a computer.

"I have the computer password. Saya, you can only use my account to speak. You are not allowed to use the computer when I am not around, but of course I am always by your side."

Jenny went on and on about the rules for using the computer, and Sasha nodded repeatedly.

"Don't worry, we're best friends, I definitely won't make things difficult for you!"

Jenny smiled a little shyly, but she was still quite pleased that the girl said that.

And so, the athletic girl Saya transformed into a literary girl.

Except for mealtimes when she would go to the cafeteria to have some ambiguous conversations with other patients, she spent all her other time holed up in her room.

"Saya, what do you talk to them about every day?"

One day, Jenny couldn't contain her curiosity any longer: "I've been listening for so long, but I still can't understand what you're saying at all."

"It's okay if you don't understand. In fact, even I don't know what I'm saying."

While flipping through modern history books, Sasha casually remarked.

Ee-ee-ee!

Jenny was stunned: "But, but I see you two always seem to have a very pleasant conversation."

“It is true”

"But you don't even know what you're talking about, or how you even started the conversation?"

"As long as the radio waves connect, even though I don't know what I'm saying, as long as they can understand."

Similarly, they may not even know what they are saying, but I understand.

"..."

"Haha, Saya, you must be kidding me!"

Jenny suddenly laughed and said, "I'm not falling for that."

"Huh? I'm telling the truth."

The girl smiled enigmatically: "I'll prove it to you sometime in the future."

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'At least in this country, theocracy is under the law; at least the secret church doesn't control powerful supernatural forces; at least, although this cult's influence extends globally, not everyone in every country is susceptible to its influence.'

After doing a set of push-ups, the girl felt much more relaxed.

The Hidden Church may be powerful, but it is not so powerful as to be invincible.

If it were a world ruled by angels, like the Church of Goddess, Sasha would probably want to kill herself.

After much thought, I've decided I should go back to my old profession.