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Xu Fan ignored the comments in the live stream and gently pressed the music play button.

The pre-prepared accompaniment began to play.

Xu Fan took a deep breath, adjusted himself, and prepared to sing.

Everyone has probably experienced a relationship they don't want to remember. Everyone has been hurt in that relationship, and some people are even afraid to fall in love again because of it.

So when Xu Fan's voice came on, and the lyrics entered the ears of the listeners in the live broadcast room, many people were subconsciously stunned.

When love is found, rainbows appear.

The flowers are blooming, and I'm smiling even in my dreams.

She cried, and sang a song through her tears.

She forced a smile, pretending she still loved him.

But your love has shifted.

My heart is broken, and even the angels weep.

This song isn't as heavy or as slow-paced as some of Xu Fan's previous songs.

On the contrary, the song's rhythm is actually quite fast, but extremely powerful. The accompaniment with electric guitar and drums, along with every word in the song, deeply resonates with everyone.

When you're in love, the sun shines brightly, rainbows fill the sky, and it's so beautiful it makes people envious.

The flowers are in full bloom, extremely beautiful. The beginning of a story is always accompanied by romance and sweetness. The happy little days have just begun, and even in dreams, one is smiling.

Perhaps this is the most authentic state of newly dating couples: so happy they want to be together every day, so deeply in love that they can't help themselves, and the kind of time when they miss each other even for a second apart—maybe this is something you only experience at the very beginning.

Perhaps later, as time changes.

Love becomes cheap; some people turn their backs on you in an instant, and some people simply stop liking you.

They relentlessly pursue what they have before they get it, but become indifferent after they have it.

In their emotional lives, they will also begin to encounter many crises, arguments, discussions, and even issues related to values ​​and worldviews. Of course, the most important thing is still the so-called practical problems.

While saying "marry someone of equal social standing" might be a bit of an exaggeration, it's actually quite true.

A person who treats tens or hundreds of thousands of dollars as pocket money cannot stay with someone who tries to save money even for a single meal for too long.

The story of the prince and Cinderella can only exist in fairy tales; it simply doesn't apply to reality.

When these things start to affect a relationship, trivial conversations can cause inexplicable anger, then helplessness, and tears will keep falling, yet separation is unbearable.

She forced a smile, a stubborn smile, pretending that she still loved him, but in reality, she was truly reluctant to let go.

I can't bear to leave, I can't bear to let go.

I can't bear to let go of this love that just began, which I wanted to cherish but has gradually fallen apart, and I can't bear to let go of the person I once loved so deeply.

The lyrics are straightforward, but clearly, they also hit home.

Until the very end, when everything was beyond repair, your love gradually shifted, and I gradually gave up, heartbroken.

The future they once envisioned shattered, leaving even the angel protecting their love heartbroken and unable to stop crying.

This is the true expression of most love stories. Xu Fan's voice was still slowly coming over, but every listener was inexplicably drawn into it.

It's not that I don't love anymore, it's that I'm afraid to love anymore.

Falling in love with you made me lose myself and give up on myself.

Passersby were also singing, tears streaming down their faces.

And just like that, love was cut to pieces, slice by slice.

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===Chapter 381, Second Song===

Don't easily become dependent on someone, or it will become a habit. When separation comes, you lose not just a person, but your pillar of support.

In every emotional story, the protagonist has a lover who is heartbroken and whose thoughts are being swayed by their emotions.

Xu Fan's voice was powerful and magnetic. When it came out in the live broadcast room, he emphasized every word and was very serious.

So the fans in the live stream heard it very clearly.

The lyrics are simple, just like the boy in that story: it's not that he doesn't love anymore, it's that he's afraid to love anymore.

I don't know when it started, but it must have started when I fell in love with you. I gradually lost myself, and everything in my life seemed to revolve around you.

But fate always seems to enjoy playing tricks on people's feelings.

Perhaps many people have experienced a relationship they don't want to recall, a relationship in which they were hurt, and a relationship in which they once loved each other earnestly.

Some people are even afraid to fall in love again after this experience. But in reality, there is no such thing as a sudden loss of love. It is only due to the accumulation of disappointments over time. Repeated disappointments make people disheartened, so they build a wall in their hearts.

Silence, rejection, liking, but not knowing how to express it.

It's not that I'm annoyed, it's just that I've forgotten what it should be like to love you.

Xu Fan's singing voice remains unchanged, and the live stream chat is filled with comments. Perhaps some people are already in tears while listening to the song.

"This song is so sad. It was written based on a story, but the song itself seems to be a story."

"I dare not love anymore. Yes, daring not and not loving are two different concepts. I miss you so much. You are the love of my life and the person I can't let go of. Loving you is too tiring. I dare not love anymore. Maybe it's better to cherish the memory than to meet again."

"I've lost the person who loves me most, and I don't know if I can ever find them again. All I want to say now is: friends, cherish the people who love you most, don't be like me and lose them before it's too late to cherish them."

"It sings of the hearts of so many men who have loved so deeply and sincerely, always deluding themselves into thinking that she would like them back. I was wrong. Are all men this sentimental and emotional? I'm always the one who gets hurt."

"I love you, but loving you has made me give up myself. My heart aches so much, yet I'm still foolishly thinking about you and our past. I'm so pathetic. I have the ability to love, but not the ability to forget. It's ridiculous. Brother Fan, is your song about me?"

"I suddenly wanted to go find him, but fate is always unpredictable. She has really left me, and I think I will never find her again."

""

Besides praising Xu Fan's singing, the live stream chat was filled with people expressing their own emotions.

Perhaps this is what it means to cry while listening to something.

The songwriters have stories, and the listeners are the stories.

As Xu Fan sang this somewhat sad and helpless song, his gaze would occasionally sweep across the comments section. The line, "I can never find her again," inexplicably struck a chord with many.

It is said that everyone who doesn't understand love will meet someone who does, then experience a heart-wrenching love affair before breaking up. Later, the person who didn't understand love slowly comes to understand.

A song can't convey too many profound truths, but it can help more people in reality understand their actions and whether they will regret them in the future.

Love is not a game, but reality often feels like a farce.

It ended with a joke.

Xu Fan didn't reply; he continued singing earnestly.

Singing the second chorus.

I loved with all my heart, and I hated with all my might.

I only realized how naive I was after loving and hating.

I struggled free, but I hadn't forgotten...

Your name is deeply etched in my heart.

Never fades

The lyrics are straightforward and simple, not exactly a masterpiece, but the story is quite fitting. This song has a relatively smaller audience, but good songs always attract people, especially a sad one.

Just like "Autumn Never Returns," I always fall in love with a song because of some story.

Xu Fan sang the song earnestly, paying close attention to every lyric. He not only wanted to sing the song well, but also to convey some of the meanings within its story.

When Xu Fan finished singing this song, the comments in the live stream were varied.

Some praised it for being beautiful, while others said that Xu Fan had sung another sad love song.

Some people were moved by the song, and their comments suggested that he must have been crying his eyes out in real life.

Xu Fan couldn't see the vast number of netizens, but all the viewers in the live stream could see him clearly. He said to the camera, "I don't know who wrote that letter to whom, nor do I know who and whom are in that story, but I hope everyone can learn to be brave."

Everyone knows the saying, "Never forget your original intention, and you will achieve your goal," but many don't know the next line, "It's easy to have an initial intention, but difficult to maintain it." Be brave, keep your passion alive, and keep going!

As soon as the voice faded, Xu Fan's live stream chat was flooded with cheers and messages of encouragement for him.

Looking at the various topics, Xu Fan continued, "I hope everyone likes this song."

"Brother Fan, this song is really good, I really, really like it."

"Having broken up not long ago, but still loving him, I truly understand this feeling. Fan Ge's song touched my heart."

"I've already cried my heart out. My favorite song is Fan Ge's 'Autumn Never Returns,' and today I have another song to add to my collection."

"Brother Fan, play one more song, it's really good."

"Yes, Fan Ge, sing one more song. Fan fans are all looking forward to your comeback."

"Brother Fan, the song is good, but it's too sad. I'm not really moved by it. Maybe I'm a bit heartless, but that's really how it is. So, Brother Fan, please sing another one. We're all looking forward to you singing another song."

""

The live stream chat was full of comments, and Xu Fan had already planned to sing another song. So when he saw the messages in the chat asking him to sing another song, he nodded.

Actually, some people in the live chat were commenting that the song was too sad and they didn't like it.

Every song has its own audience. You might really love a certain song, but some people might not feel anything for it.

Everyone's emotions and experiences are different, and they will express different feelings when listening to songs.

Xu Fan knew that not everyone would like this song, but he still chose to sing it. Sometimes, singing doesn't necessarily have to be a classic; it's enough if you like it yourself.

The story this song represents is good, so it seems quite normal to sing a song about it.

Xu Fan nodded, then smiled calmly and said, "It's been a long time since I've done a live stream, and one song is naturally not enough, so there will be more tonight."

Xu Fan spoke slowly, even pausing twice before finishing the six words, "So there are still six words left tonight."

As soon as he finished speaking, the live stream was instantly flooded with "666" and "Brother Fan is awesome".

Of course, a large portion of the comments were mixed in with "Kris Wu is awesome" or "Kris Wu is going to sing a new song again?"

Xu Fan said with a smile, "As you all know, I not only acted in the movie 'Lost and Found,' but I also directed it. So I believe you all know about my new movie 'Dying to Survive.'"

The live stream chat exploded instantly.