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But he had done his best. He understood that no one in this world is unique, and he also understood that no one in this world is invincible. He knew what the greatest pain and helplessness in this world were.

Sometimes parting is inevitable, and death is also part of life. We will always encounter people who come and go, and some people who exist in our world, even if they were never real.

Xu Fan felt deeply about the lyrics of this song, wanting to understand every single word. It was precisely because of this understanding that he gained a more thorough understanding of the song, which is why he was able to sing it so well.

That feeling was just like being caught up in that relationship. You once had the most beautiful love, the sweetest memories between two people, something worth remembering and unforgettable from your youth.

You may have heard the most beautiful melody in the world before. Maybe I sang that melody, or maybe someone else sang it. In any case, this melody is the one you recognize and love most deep in your memory.

It's also possible that you've experienced the fear of loneliness alone. It's the helplessness of being alone, the bewilderment of being alone, the loneliness of living alone in a desolate city, the helplessness of being abandoned and left behind. It's fear, it's sadness, it's helpless despair.

Of course, it's also possible that you've seen some of the most beautiful scenery in the world, whether it's something you like or something that you like, whether it's a beautiful mountain landscape or a calm sea.

You may like him, so you feel that world is the most beautiful. It is precisely because of this feeling that you like Xu Fan singing this song even more in the current situation.

He was completely absorbed in the lyrics, as if he were part of the song. Every listener in the audience was captivated by the song's simple and unpretentious lyrics.

Unable to contain their emotions, they watched Xu Fan's intense focus as he sang, wanting to applaud countless times, yet afraid of disturbing the perfect melody.

Xu Fan's voice continued to drift out slowly, and everyone listened intently.

At that moment, Xu Fan's voice suddenly changed, becoming more like a scream, more like a heart-wrenching cry.

I stumbled and staggered toward you.

You cannot leave alone.

We talked about it together.

No matter what, we've been through thick and thin together.

To grow old peacefully and quietly.

Xu Fan's sudden change in voice sounded overly lonely in this setting; it was a helpless bewilderment, a sadness amidst joy and sorrow, a genuine grief that had reached its extreme.

Xu Fan used words like "stumbling" in his lyrics, which describes a state of running towards you, a shout, and a sprint.

The moment I stumbled and staggered towards you, I was powerless to resist. Because I love you, nothing could stop me. Even though my body was swaying and stumbling, I wanted to find you, to run towards you, and to hug you tightly.

Everything I do is for you, and you can't leave alone. When you leave this world, leave this city, leave me, I feel like I'm completely broken down. This is the kind of emotion Xu Fan expressed at the company.

Others may not understand, but every listener seems to hear it; those deep inner feelings, some even feel a sense of empathy for the person they once liked.

One day, he suddenly leaves you, and you no longer have the right or ability to find him. When you come back, you feel helpless and at a loss. You stumble and run towards him, but you still can't keep him.

I just hope you can tell me when you leave. I also hope you can stay and be with me, because we worked hard together, we said we would go through so much together, we went through our whole youth, and we spent all the time we could be together.

We've said before that our future doesn't need to be spectacular, just peaceful and quiet. This sentiment resonates deep within everyone's heart, and listening to Xu Fan's lyrics makes us tremble.

Actually, many times we don't need that much. All we want is to grow old simply. As long as you are with me, I feel that nothing in this world is a problem.

Everything we had is in the past, but there is still so much future we want, which requires the two of us to build together and work hard together.

But the key question is why, at this time when we need to work hard, you left me alone. At this moment, Xu Fan thought of Xia Ziling, Chen Yuanyuan, and those who might leave again. Actually, Xu Fan wasn't complaining.

Because these people don't have the kind of feeling that makes them worth complaining about, but the key is that each of them is very important to them.

Xia Ziling has left this world, but her departure was because of me. This is what I blame myself for the most, and it is also what I feel most helpless about. I don't know where Chen Yuanyuan went when she left. I have no reason to look for her. I can only accept this reality.

Xu Fan's voice became hoarse and helpless. He sang very seriously at this moment, and every scene deep in his mind seemed like a movie.

With the song playing and flashing continuously, Xu Fan was doing her best to sing it well. It was precisely because of this state of mind that every listener listened very attentively. More importantly, there were simple images in Xu Fan's lyrics.

Those images seemed to suddenly appear in Thor's mind, so clear and vivid. It was precisely because of this feeling that everyone's experience seemed somewhat similar, yet also somewhat different. It was a sense of joy and sorrow, a feeling that was hard to explain.

Xu Fan's voice continued to drift out slowly, and everyone listened intently.

We hugged each other desperately.

Leave no room for loneliness.

Helplessness is our inevitable final fate.

The final sound seemed to carry a special emotion; it was particularly sorrowful when sung by Xu Fan, leaving everyone stunned at that moment.

They had never heard a song that could resonate with them so deeply, drawing them into its world. It was an emotional connection, a unique expression of their feelings.

At that moment, Xu Fan wasn't thinking about any problems; he was just focused on singing, hoping to express the feelings in the song in his own way.

He also wanted to express his feelings at this moment through this method. He knew very well that the departure of Xia Ziling and Chen Yuanyuan was just a temporary beginning, and he did not know if there would be other people leaving in the future.

Just like how he used to be terrified of his mother leaving this world, except that he used to become better and better because of the system, but now he seems to be getting closer and closer to collapse. He understands that he wants to change all of this.

Then you have to find that unattainable answer, the legends of this planet, the news of that parallel world, and even the questions about the relationship between them.

If one day I can find the answer, then perhaps I will no longer hesitate, and I will no longer have this kind of emotional entanglement.

Standing there very seriously, when the last line of the song was sung, everyone began to applaud, expressing the simple emotions contained in the song.

It seems like I'm using my last bit of strength to describe a certain relationship. No matter what, all the storms we went through together seem to have faded into ordinariness since then.

Just like the line in the song, "Growing old peacefully," we once desperately embraced each other and desperately stayed together. Our goal wasn't to have many regrets, but simply to leave no room for loneliness and to allow the two of us to walk happily to the end.

But sometimes fate makes us feel powerless, which is the inevitable end for us, and the only choice many of us can make in the end.

At that moment, everyone's eyes were on Xu Fan, and they were all applauding vigorously. Xu Fan stood there, bowed slightly, and after he stood up, he neither said thank you nor goodbye.

He simply looked at everyone with his own eyes until he saw the young man. After handing him the guitar, he said earnestly, "The world is vast, but emotions are insignificant. I really want to embrace you in this ordinary life, but often all of this is the loneliness that we cannot avoid."

===Chapter 737 Conversation with Mother===

Xu Fan left this place, departing alone.

He certainly wouldn't leave with a trace, nor did he say much to the people present. He simply sat in this corner of the city, holding a street musician's guitar.

Then he sang a beautiful song, turned around and left. He said goodbye to every audience member without saying much. As he left, everyone else was cheering earnestly and saying goodbye.

The young man stood there, looking up and standing on tiptoe to say goodbye. Xu Fan ignored him and didn't say much to anyone else. He watched the cars coming and going on the surrounding streets and the people walking around.

A faint smile played on his lips. He didn't know what life would hold from now on, but he knew he would do his best to do even better.

He walked for a very long time on the streets of Yanjing, until it got late and dark. He arrived at the airport on time and returned to Zhonghai from Yanjing.

When I returned to Zhonghai city, night had already enveloped the entire city. I liked that when I walked out of the airport, I was still surrounded by colorful and dazzling sights. The difference was that my eyes were filled with Chinese-style architecture, which evoked a longing for the ancient world.

Or perhaps it's a kind of historical appreciation of the ancient times, but Zhonghai is completely different. As an international financial center, Zhonghai seems to have a more lively and tense atmosphere, and every pedestrian seems to be in a hurry, perhaps because they have a lot of money that they cannot control in their lives.

Xu Fan, of course, didn't spend too much time. He hailed a taxi from these people and went straight home. The moment he drove off, Xu Fan carefully considered the time it would take. But when he opened the door, he was surprised to find that his mother and Shui'er were still awake and sitting on the sofa chatting quietly.

When Xu Fan walked in, both his mother and Shui'er looked at him at the same time. Xue'er excitedly raised her head and said with a smile, "Big brother, you're finally back."

Xu Fan smiled and walked over, picked up Shui'er, nodded, and asked, "Shui'er, have you been studying hard while I was away?"

Xue'er smiled and nodded, saying earnestly, "Of course I do! I study hard every day. Big brother, I miss you!"

"I miss you too, big brother misses Shui'er too."

After Xu Fan finished speaking, he looked at his mother, put Shui'er down on the ground, and at that moment, his mother asked, "I know you've been through something recently, but Xiao Fan, there are always big waves in life. You'll grow after you've experienced them. You must not be discouraged, okay?"

Xu Fan nodded and seriously agreed. He knew that his mother had recently visited his maternal grandmother's house, but she didn't say much or ask what the purpose of the visit was.

He was slightly unsettled as he looked at his mother, because he suddenly noticed that some of the hair on her forehead was turning white, something he had never expected before.

Essentially, Xu Fan knew that during the time his mother was sick, his body was very weak and his hair had already turned white. However, after he recovered from his illness, his hair gradually returned to normal. But he didn't know when his mother's hair started to turn white again.

Xu Fan walked over with a touch of heartache and stroked his mother's hair, but his mother shook her head and said, "It's just that I'm getting old, it's nothing serious. What have you been up to lately? I heard you've been filming a TV series."

"Yes, filming for the TV series 'Mom' has been completed, and it's now ready to air. You can watch it when it airs; it's an excellent series, and I think you'll definitely enjoy it. Most importantly, I not only directed it myself, but I also played one of the main characters."

Xu Fan patted his mother on the shoulder, said his words, and then sat down on the sofa. His mother nodded, promising to watch the TV series. However, the series is currently still in the editing and review process, and it will likely be some time before it is actually broadcast.

Shui'er carefully poured a glass of water and placed it in front of Xu Fan, then obediently turned around and left him, returning to her room. Xu Fan didn't say anything more.

At this moment, only Xu Fan and her mother remained in the living room. As if knowing something she liked and wanting to know something, her mother looked at her silently for two seconds and then said, "If you have any doubts, you must tell me."

Xu Fan nodded, a turbulent feeling welling up inside him. He knew he had many questions he wanted to ask, but when facing his mother, he couldn't bring himself to ask them. He wanted to know if this world was real or fake.

He wanted to know where his father had gone, and he wanted to know if his mother in that so-called parallel world knew about these questions. The reason he suddenly wanted to ask his mother was because throughout the whole process, he felt that his mother seemed to know all these questions, and that he was like a test subject, constantly being controlled by certain people.

But seeing his mother's face at that moment, he ultimately chose to remain silent. He didn't ask those questions, but simply asked softly, "Mom, have you been feeling any better lately?"

Her chest visibly flinched for a moment, but she nodded anyway, indicating that there was nothing wrong, which put Xu Fan at ease. The two didn't talk about many things or issues. After sitting on the sofa for a while, they said goodnight to each other and went to their respective rooms to rest.

Xu Fan was unaware that after his mother returned to her room, she lay on the bed and tears streamed down her face. She suddenly thought of her husband, but she didn't know where he was now. Looking at her son who had come to her that night, she felt a pang of guilt.

He really wanted to talk about some issues, but he didn't know how to begin. In fact, he didn't know much; he only knew about his son's changes, which might be related to someone else, and that was all.

Xu Fan knew that person, but she was just a little girl. What great power could a little girl have to control all this? He didn't want his son to be controlled by others in the future, but at this moment he couldn't find any way to stop it.

After returning to his room, Xu Fan punched his fist hard. Looking at himself in the mirror, he couldn't understand it. He was in a daze, not knowing where he was headed or what he had been like before.

He suddenly thought of Xia Ziling and Chen Yuanyuan, who had left, and he also thought of the doctor Quinton from before.

Xu Fan and his mother were each in their own rooms, pondering their own questions. They each had their own considerations and ideas, and both mother and son hesitated. Xu Fan didn't really want to ask his mother.

However, there are some issues that seem a bit off if you don't know them. He certainly doesn't mean he suspects his mother is mistreating him; he has never thought of that. He just feels that his mother might know his father's whereabouts.

Perhaps he could find some answers from this, such as who wanted to assassinate him. This was actually the question he was thinking about the most right now. If it weren't for An Lanyue, he might be dead by now.

This was a problem he had to take seriously; it concerned his life. But in the end, he didn't come. Just as he was hesitating, he suddenly heard a knock at the door. Xu Fan opened the door and saw his mother standing there. He was stunned for a moment.

Xu Fan's mother gestured for her to come in, and Xu Fan readily agreed, inviting her into his room. She sat down beside him and said, "Xiao Fan, there's something I feel I have to tell you. Although I don't know if there's any connection behind this, I still have to tell you."

Upon hearing this, Xu Fan's heart skipped a beat, but he still looked intently and asked his mother what it was about.

Xu continued, "There's a girl you know. She visited me at the hospital once, and you even brought her to my home later. Do you remember that girl who liked to carry a backpack?"

She's been to Glen Country, she's been to every place you exist, and she told me you were almost shot, but an adult took the bullet for you."

Xu Fan was stunned when he heard this, because he knew who his mother was talking about. It was Song Runrun.

So Xu Fan nodded repeatedly, frowning as he thought about Song Runrun's question.

Even if his mother didn't bring it up, he was still full of curiosity about everyone because he discovered that all his masters knew about all his problems in advance.

Whether it was about himself or other issues, the creature seemed to know everything, as if it were always following behind him, always by his side, which made him feel a sense of pressure.

The most crucial point is that Song Runrun's appearance was quite sudden. He met her by chance when he went to Xue Laiyi's concert. The key point is that the first thing she did after that meeting made him feel a little strange.

He actually asked to go to his home, which made him think that Matsutake had a purpose back then. What's more important is that he went to the hospital to see his mother and also saw Shui'er's eyeshadow. Even more importantly, Song Runrun seemed to disappear from his sight afterward.

He came to me as a college student, but he kept appearing in Gran Country, and he even knew that Chen Yangyang had taken a bullet for him.

But in reality, this matter is a secret, and very few people know about it. More importantly, Sun Wukong wrote four poems for himself under the pretext of writing poetry.