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Whether they were in the audience at the scene or watching the live stream, they all felt different emotions, and everyone seemed to fall into a slight silence.

Because they heard different stories in each of these melodies. It seemed as if Xu Fan was telling a beautiful story, or it seemed as if Xu Fan was using his songs to tell a particularly sad emotional story.

Just then, Xu Fan's voice slowly appeared, and all the viewers in the venue and the live broadcast room fell silent.

……

I walked home alone at night.

A man lay drunk on the sofa

When I'm alone, I sometimes talk to myself.

I'm scared when I'm alone, so I filled my bedside table with stuffed animals.

……

The company was as simple as the story Xu Fan had just told. Xu Fan's voice was still as gentle and tinged with jealousy as ever. In short, Xu Fan's voice became more direct and gentler at this moment.

However, the feeling conveyed in this song seems to be very different for everyone. I was walking home alone at night, feeling extremely lonely.

With no one by my side, no one to keep me company, loneliness after get off work feels like the most important thing in my life.

When I got home, I was still alone. I was too lazy to eat, and of course, too lazy to cook. I got drunk by myself, lay on the sofa by myself, and thought about everyone by myself.

Sometimes I'm in so much pain that I don't know what to do. When I'm alone, I sometimes talk to myself, looking at him in the mirror and thinking about many things.

Sometimes I feel particularly afraid of loneliness when I'm alone. It's as if I'm constantly brainwashing myself, and silence seems to be my greatest weapon. I've filled my bedside table with dolls.

Those dolls accompanied me through every spring, summer, autumn, and winter, through every morning and night. I am lonely because I am silent alone, I am lonely because I am at a loss alone.

Xu Fan's singing was so simple and direct, and his guitar playing looked relaxed and straightforward. As the gentle melody slowly emerged, everyone in the audience fell silent.

Because the scene described in Xu Fan's lyrics seems to be something that everyone has experienced, and everyone seems to have had such a moment.

Or for a period of time, you walk around alone, feel extremely lonely, drink alone, walk alone at night, go home alone and sleep alone, admire yourself in the mirror, or cry occasionally, feel lost and helpless, and have to learn to be brave.

Living alone is always so unsettling, and every day spent alone seems so simple. Often, the stories we experience are actually just the transition between being alone and being with someone.

A person is lonely because of fear, and because of loneliness, they are afraid. Life is often like this, and stories always happen unexpectedly.

You always think that your friends can help you, but when you face danger, you realize that you are the only person by your side.

The person we can trust the most is ourselves, and the person we need the most help in our lives is also ourselves; we are afraid of ourselves.

That's why people buy dolls for nothing and put more on their bedside table, thinking they won't be lonely anymore. But often in life, this only makes them feel more lonely, more sad, and more lost.

The dense yet undeniable loneliness was vividly expressed in Xu Fan's lyrics at this moment. Some people were already in tears, unable to hold back their sobs after just a few lines of lyrics accompanied by that melody.

Some people were filled with emotion, clenching their hands as if Xu Fan was recounting the first half of his life; some were filled with emotion; some were at a loss; some were in pain; and a few simply felt that at this moment, they were not the only ones who were lonely.

But lonely people can never become less lonely, because life is always lonely, and the progress and advancement of many problems in life always require solitude.

We've grown accustomed to loneliness, and we've become accustomed to how we live, so often when we're in despair, we can only grit our teeth and bear it.

Even if we bleed, we can only swallow it down and keep moving forward with all our might. Our only hope is that once we reach the other side, we will never give up.

At this moment, Xu Fan looked at every audience member and sang the song earnestly with his own voice. In fact, when he first heard the song from the system, he couldn't help but shed tears.

It wasn't because he was lonely, but because he empathized with the experience. He, too, had once walked home alone at night, chased after me alone, and occasionally talked to himself on the sofa when he was alone.

Because loneliness made him unable to help but feel afraid, he also had a legal agenda that he remembered vividly.

So at that moment, whatever the reason, he just wanted to dedicate this song to everyone. He sang with such seriousness, and his voice resonated throughout the venue and the online live stream.

……

I'm afraid that one day I won't know where my home is.

I stood under the lit bedside table, wanting to ask my own heart a question.

is not it?

I didn't want others to laugh at me.

(End of this chapter)

===Chapter 832 Overwhelmed with Emotions===

The lyrics seem simple, and the melody sounds simple, but when the lyrics and melody collide, everyone feels something different.

Because the content of this song is so heartbreaking and so helpless, loneliness can be frightening when you are alone, especially when you recall past relationships, failures, and desolation.

The song doesn't offer any solutions; it simply expresses the speaker's feelings of loneliness. Regardless, what this song conveys is a sense of helplessness and solitude.

The love in my heart has nowhere to go. I want to protect the person I love, so I said things against my conscience, but I am conflicted and feel that I shouldn't have done that. At the same time, I am afraid of the outcome.

The lyrics of the song, which even expresses the thought of where one's home is, evoke a sense of exhilaration. However, there's also a deep feeling of powerlessness in the lyrics, with the phrase "not as good as" appearing frequently throughout, which carries a hint of negativity.

However, at this moment, this song resonates with the sense of confusion and powerlessness felt by many young people today. The lyrics are simple yet direct, but the meaning they convey is profound.

Yet it evokes a myriad of emotions in anyone who hears it; the content resonates differently with each listener, and the lyrics inevitably bring a sense of sadness to everyone who hears them.

When I'm scared, I always put a white doll by my bedside, hoping it can keep me company and make me feel less lonely. But many times I'm afraid that one day I won't know where home is.

Whether I'm renting or owning a house, whether I have a partner or am alone, I sometimes lie under the covers by my bedside with the lights on and ask myself if I'm still the same person I used to be.

I never imagined that I would be laughed at like this today. I used to aspire to grow better, to become more beautiful, and to become rich so that no one could say anything bad about me.

The simple lyrics not only express Xu Fan's own innermost thoughts, but also the thoughts in the story he heard.

Xu Fan felt the helplessness in the singer's heart in the parallel world where the system once existed in this song, and countless audience members at the scene felt the same way when they heard this song.

When they heard these lyrics, they couldn't help but feel excited, because when they heard Xu Fan's lyrics, it was like hearing about their own past experiences, when they were also lying alone in bed, feeling lonely and helpless.

He had the light on under his bedside, and the lonely light seemed to be keeping him company. They had sometimes thought that if they could, they would make themselves better.

Do I sometimes think back to my past self, wondering if I could have become braver and better? I used to dream about how wonderful the future would be.

But then everything seemed to change. Life is often like this; we always feel afraid when facing loneliness.

But when facing loneliness, recalling our past makes us even sadder, because we once tried hard, struggled, and strived for progress.

I once gave it my all and kept sprinting forward, but the story has often changed, and many changes are no longer something that everyone can truly accept.

So when everyone hears this song and its lyrics, it's hard to express their feelings in words, because everyone hears their own story in this song.

It is a story about loneliness, about the loneliness of one's own life, about the loneliness of the past and the loneliness of the future. It is the best expression of the loneliness of an official in life, and also the most important story.

When Xu Fan sang this song, all the fans and audience listened intently to every word, every lyric.

I was deeply moved; those simple lyrics always managed to convey the most important and profound things that no one else would think about.

What exactly is contained in this story and what is its meaning? But it must be admitted that the story expressed in Xu Fan's song is really easy for everyone to empathize with.

The key to captivating everyone is that Xu Fang's singing voice remains unchanged.

……

I am dismantling my own lies.

I shouldn't have said I didn't love him back then.

If we really have a tomorrow

It's nothing more than a love-hate relationship.

……

The lyrics tell a story, and the story is about one's own loneliness. The words spoken about loneliness are actually the lamentations of a person when they are lonely and helpless.

Xu Fan used this song to allow more people to empathize with him, and more importantly, the story contained in this song is so simple.

I used to always ask myself if I was the same person I was back then, and I didn't want others to see me make a fool of myself now. But we always end up tearing ourselves apart, just like we are now, and telling all those lies.

I always thought that all of this was in the past, that all the old grudges and wounds could never be brought up again, and that all my thoughts were gradually leaving us, back when we broke up.

We shouldn't have broken up like that. I shouldn't have said I didn't love him back then, because even now, when I think about it, I still like him very much deep down.

Many times we wonder, if we really had a tomorrow, if we really stayed together and didn't break up, would we still be loving and fighting each other now?

Or perhaps we lived together romantically, got married, and had children, but all of that is in the past. The future we imagined can never be realized, nor is it possible for it to be realized.

Everything we imagined has vanished. All we can do now is sit alone by the bedside with the light on and ask ourselves what we should do.

When a person is lonely and without love, they think of him, the past of the hero of the small town, and those scenes that have already left. In fact, everyone likes this song when they hear it.

I was filled with emotion, especially regarding the lyrics of Xu Fan's songs, which were so poignant that I listened intently to each and every one of them.

Xu Fan repeated the verses and chorus of the song over and over again, but no matter how many times he listened, everyone could hear the lyrics changing in pitch and tone.

Yet, it truly captures the emotions expressed in every lyric, which is a delightful surprise, especially Xu Fan's final line, "Where is my home?"

Lyrics ending with such interrogative sentences are actually rare, and everyone fell silent at that moment, each person deep in their heart thinking about it.

I wonder what I should do in the future, and I also fantasize about whether I will have the opportunity to do better, to live a happier life, and to stop thinking about the things that make me lonely and sad.

Many people are like this: everything seems to have already become the final outcome. We fantasize about the future, and we imagine what might happen. Nothing can be decided by any one person. What we need most of the time is understanding.

More often than not, what we can accept is that the occurrence of a story of empathy is not something that can be brought about by one person alone, but rather requires many people and many things to create a story.

When Xu Fan finished singing "What I Want to Say About Loneliness," the audience erupted in enthusiastic applause, shouts, and screams.

All those sounds bombarded each other, echoing wildly throughout the Bird's Nest stadium. Countless people seemed to be going crazy at that moment, stubbornly waving their hands as they stood there.

Waving glow sticks and light sticks, they expressed their love for Xu Fan in their own way, and they also used their voices to express the shock and happiness of the night.

Yes, tonight was truly a happy night for them because they heard so many beautiful songs, one after another. These songs filled everyone's hearts with excitement.

Because each of these songs has a certain meaning, when listeners feel these meanings, everyone seems to be immersed in Xu Fan's singing.

Xu Fan remained on the stage, his calm gaze sweeping over each of his followers. He then slowly bowed his head in gratitude, a gesture he had always made after each song.

All sorts of news are circulating online, from live streams and Weibo to various other online platforms, covering everything from Xu Fan's song to his final bow.

And Xu Fan's other songs tonight, right now the internet is filled with Xu Fan's focus on the first edition of the page. All netizens, regardless of age, are focused on the internet.

Whether in the comment section of Douyin, Weibo, or forums, right now, all netizens are discussing, exploring, and chatting about it.

Everyone's talking about how many new songs Xu Fan will sing tonight, and what will be different about Xu Fan tonight compared to his usual performances. So far...

Xu Fan has already sung three new songs, and more importantly, he has also sung many old songs. Xu Fan has also written an English song, which Greta Thunberg sang. In other words, so far...

Tonight's performance includes four new songs, all of which were written by Xu Fan himself. Each song is beautiful and has a unique meaning.

This made everyone hesitant to act. The audience at the scene and netizens online were expressing their love and liking for Xu Fan in their own ways, which also reflected their thoughts on the songs performed tonight.