"Disappearance, I never thought that someone would suddenly disappear. The appearance of this word left me at a loss. I never thought that someone close to me would suddenly leave this world. This kind of departure means that you can no longer touch them. To truly touch their disappearance is to truly disappear in poverty, leaving nothing behind, not even a memory of them."
"I know I can't tell these so-called stories to make up for what's lost and irretrievable. I also know that those who have left are gone, and I can't hold them back. I can't keep them here. I know this outcome is inevitable. But I still wonder, if I had tried to keep him here, if I hadn't truly connected with him, if we had no relationship whatsoever, then could we still be living our separate lives in another world, never having met?"
(End of this chapter)
===Chapter 1070 Photos===
Xu Fan's voice never stopped, or rather, at this moment, he still had a lot to say to his fans or readers. Deep within his WeChat was a wealth of stories. He knew that this speech, or this live broadcast, was actually to tell his fans about this period of time and what had happened, about the departure of friends, about those who were once very close to him but were ultimately lost. He wanted to have a detailed conversation with these people about that past time. So tonight, he didn't want to interfere too much; he just wanted to seriously talk about that period of time, about the differences, the good and the bad, in that story.
No one can truly control how this matter is handled or how it will turn out. No one knows how to control it to achieve a good result. At least for Xu Fan, the ultimate goal of everything he did today was simply to make most people understand his current state. He had no other thoughts in his heart; he only hoped that his words would help more people understand.
Deep down, Xu Fan was actually quite nervous. This nervousness was indescribable and impossible to truly explain, but at least one thing he was certain of was that when he seriously considered this matter, all his thoughts had been incorporated into every word he uttered. He hoped to become better, he hoped to do better, and he hoped to become a better person in this time. Of course, the premise of all this was that he hoped every word he uttered in the time to come would make everyone a better person.
His voice was calm and gentle. Everyone online, or rather, everyone listening to Xu Fan at that moment, was utterly astonished. They listened to every story he told, and they all felt that Xu Fan was completely different today, unlike anyone they knew before. It was as if he were saying something, or even leaving a will. Every word he uttered was a story. But for many of Xu Fan's fans, they had never imagined they would see this, never thought he could tell so many stories, say so much. And at that moment, his usual demeanor didn't stop; he continued to tell his story in his calm and slow-burning tone, recounting his past, or perhaps imagining the future he had envisioned.
"You probably wouldn't imagine what I used to be like. Actually, you all know that besides running with all my might to do something well, what we tried even harder was to make that thing more courageous. Later, I met many other people, like Chen Yuanyuan, but you probably don't know this name, or even know what kind of person he is, or you don't know anything about him at all. So I can only say this: he is a friend in my life, to be precise, he is Xia Ziling's best friend. If you say it like this, you will definitely understand me. I met him by chance, but it was never through Xia Ziling's introduction. I met him during a trip to Gran Country. At that time, I played some guitar music, I sang some special music, and of course, I also played some piano pieces. From this point of view, what I want to know is that any event that happens, in a sense, is okay. No matter what you do, no matter what kind of achievements you should have in the future, at least during that time, when I met him, every day we experienced was happy." There was no sadness to speak of, nor any other thoughts, but at least one thing was certain: when we met again, when our time crossed paths once more, when we began to struggle with how to work together to create, we suddenly realized that many things could be improved by considering a different perspective or approach. Later, on the way to help me find that answer, the salesperson disappeared, and now he has vanished as well. I can't find him, no matter what I do. I've searched in many places, I've inquired many times, but if he can't find him, he can't find him. This is a given fact, an unchangeable fact, something that has already presented itself to reality.
"If Xia Ziling's departure was destined, then I can admit that it was my unintentional act. Sometimes I truly regret it. I regret knowing him, regret meeting someone like him who would give everything for Xia Ziling, his friend. Yes, his excuse was for Xia Ziling, but I know that many times it was for me. Of course, I'm being narcissistic here, not saying he did anything because he liked me, but you know, when he decided to help me find that answer, he relentlessly forged ahead. He went to many places—the Arctic, the Antarctic, England, and many other countries around the world. He was just a small, weak woman, without any power, but even so, this young girl went to so many places, just to find that answer, just to find an answer she didn't even know what it was. She didn't know what was behind it all. She only knew that this unfinished answer had caused her best friend to leave, so she had to find it. Of course, that's the most compelling reason, but at least for me, finding..." I can't find him anymore, I can't find this friend, I can't find his existence. It's like he disappeared from this world. I can't do anything about it. And then there are so many more people. It's like my world suddenly lost so many people. They all disappeared so suddenly. For example, there's another person. You all probably know that I own Fanxing Film Industry. There's a girl who works at a vocational school and helps me run this company. That person is, of course, very well named Han Zilu. He almost jumped off a building because of the pressure he faced last time. I didn't think too much about it at the time and sang a nice song to comfort him. That's when Han Zilu started his journey of reversal. He became braver and more dedicated. He did his best in everything he did. He wanted to do better, and that's why there were these kinds of results. Later, I didn't think too much about it, but at least he did very well. I met him, and we went to another city. We saw so much, but in the end, we came back here. But the result was already shown, and he disappeared.
Xu Fan certainly didn't cry, because his live stream today was actually to let more people know that there was something special behind this matter.
Fate always provides many inexplicable answers. Sometimes, Xu Fan even wonders if his ability to sing so many songs in this world, to have so many people like and deeply love his work, whether it's movie music, novels, or other things, is all due to his own abilities or the system he relied on. He wonders if he can accept such achievements with joy. What he has always wanted to do most is to create a story about himself, or a song about himself, or even a song that is uniquely his own. But for so long, he has never been able to fulfill this dream. This dream is like something hidden in the deepest part of his heart. He never thought that on such a day, all the questions would be indescribable in the end.
It was such a struggle to discover this process, so every word he spoke was carefully considered. He finished talking about how he met those girls. Of course, this wasn't to say that he was a womanizer or anything like that, but rather that he knew very well that these girls had disappeared this time. Perhaps this way, more people would know about their existence, and maybe they would suddenly see them somewhere. That would be news to him, so he liked to find all their photos early on. At this moment, his gaze calmly looked at the camera. He first showed a photo and then began to speak.
"The person projected on the big screen right now, I believe everyone recognizes her, it's Xia Ziling. This photo is a screenshot I took during her live stream. I believe many people have seen this photo, and some, perhaps even many, have actually participated in a similar event, 'Your Answer.' Back then, I was wearing a mask, while she was smiling and leading the conversation in the live stream. Yes, it's this girl. Although I witnessed her death, I still believe that perhaps it was all my imagination. If you have any clues or have seen someone similar or resembling her anywhere, please tell me. Of course, I know it's very difficult, but I must tell you the following with absolute certainty." They must be living somewhere where they have no interesting stories or problems. They have no issues right now, but the only problem is that I can't find them. So, if anyone sees their photos or spots them somewhere in reality, please let me know immediately. Thank you so much. The next photo shows Xia Ziling's best friend. Besides her, Xia Ziling is also in the photo. This girl has a round face and narrow eyes. Her name is Chen Yuanyuan. So, if anyone is interested or knows anything about her, please respond promptly. If you see her anywhere, please let me know immediately. Thank you.
Xu Fan spoke very seriously because she knew that only if she was serious enough would her fans take the matter seriously, and naturally they would be more likely to help her pay attention to their existence. She hoped to find them in this way, no matter who they were. Although it was very difficult, she would do her best to try as long as she had a way.
Xu Fan had never thought of a better way to make himself braver, but at least he knew one thing: only in this way could more people know about their existence. Chen Yuanyuan's photo was taken with Xia Zilin. Xu Fan found the photo on Xia Zilin's old QQ space. Xu Fan felt that perhaps their appearance had changed over time, but at least this was the only photo Xu Fan could find. Xu Fan's family photo was displayed on the big screen. After he finished speaking, he found another photo. His gaze was calm, but when he saw this photo, he suddenly became quiet.
The photo is filled with yellow sand and mud. A girl with long, flowing hair is quietly playing the guitar. Everyone in the photo can clearly see the traces of a mudslide. The person in the photo is Li Xiaoran. Her long hair flows freely, her gaze calm and serene. She is playing the guitar at the scene of the mudslide in Zhoucheng, with a group of children around her. Xu Fangfang knows when this photo was taken, but it must have been taken during that mudslide. She kept this photo on her phone for a long time. Today, when she finally showed it, netizens were deeply moved. Perhaps, upon seeing this photo, some netizens felt a slight tremor in their hearts. A girl as beautiful as an angel, like a princess, was working as a volunteer teacher in Zhoucheng, Gansu Province. The seemingly mundane job of a teacher was suddenly interrupted by the sudden disappearance of this very teacher. Netizens launched into a flurry of thoughts, each expressing their deepest respect for the young woman. Many also said they would immediately inform Xu Fan if they saw her anywhere. Xu Fan's feelings stirred slightly. His gaze calmly fixed on the horizon. He zoomed in on the photo, allowing more people to see the details and recognize Li Xiaoran as she truly was. Her temperament, her gentle manner—all the images seemed to converge at that moment. Xu Fan, however, didn't simply put the photo down. Instead, he looked at it, feeling he had something to say, or perhaps something he wanted to express.
Only in this way can more people get to know Li Xiaoran. Only when they understand her deeply and thoroughly will they realize her identity if they happen to meet her again.
(End of this chapter)
===Chapter 1071 The Word "United as One"===
Many things that happen are meaningless to Xu Fan. Or rather, no matter how these things turn out, he hopes that everything can pass normally and quickly. In a sense, everything Xu Fan does has its reason. Whether it's showing these photos and hoping that netizens can see them in the process or in Lan's Encounter, and tell themselves that they exist, no matter where they are, no matter where they disappear, no matter where they came from or disappeared, as long as there is some news, it is good news for him. It is precisely because of this thought that Xu Fan talks about this matter in this process and tells everything seriously.
Xi Jinping never imagined that when he said these words, countless netizens would be moved and saddened. At that moment, when he spoke those words, he was filled with unimaginable sorrow and pain. He stood there trembling, and one could even say that he was in so much pain. In fact, when netizens looked at Xu Fan, they saw his eyes were moist, but he was at a loss. They could see the worry in his heart. Yes, although we could not see his worry, we could see the pain and helplessness in Xu Fan's eyes.
In an instant, all sorts of messages appeared from netizens, everyone expressing their own thoughts, everyone using their own words to comfort Xu Fan. Those words were simple and sincere, or rather, earnest and earnest. Xu Fan read them very carefully, Xu Fan spoke very earnestly, he continued to tell the story, his gaze casually sweeping over the comments, looking at those deep feelings he didn't know how to describe, he didn't know how to do it, he didn't know what to do, he didn't know how to make the world better, he even knew what to do about all of this. Fate is often like this, the answer is never normal or anything, but at least one thing is certain: everything Xu Fan did was an effort to strive forward.
That's always what I can get, but the key isn't that. These so-called good or bad things, for Xu Fan, all he did was to strive for the best result, hoping to see or call back those he had lost in the future. At this moment, every word from netizens was in his eyes. Every time he typed out a word, he was both excited and sad. He didn't know how to describe the depths of his heart. He liked her because he knew these netizens, or rather, these fans and readers. He was most serious about every word he said. He thanked Egg, he was grateful to the depths of his heart, yet he was still proud and looked at that scene, feeling helpless and sad.
"Brother Fan, I don't know what you've been through, I don't know what happened to make you suddenly so sentimental and despicable. When I saw tears welling up in your eyes, I suddenly realized that you really are just an ordinary person, an ordinary person who cries and laughs, who feels helpless and sad, just like us. We used to idolize you, and we still do. We thought you were invincible, we thought you were perfect, but I realized that we are all the same. We really do get sad and helpless over certain things, we really don't know what to do because of these things. All the answers seem to be right in front of us, all the questions are right in front of us. If this is how it ends, then we really shouldn't make any mistakes. So be it."
"No answer can lead us to the most sincere thing. I know that Fan Ge is very sad inside, and I also know that it is difficult for you to express the emotions you want to convey at this moment. But no matter what, what I want to say is that even though no answer has given us any, leaving us at a loss, it has also helped us find the most solid and perfect thing, just like those songs you once sang. Facing the wind, everything will have an answer. Those answers may not be perfect, but at least the ending is there, at least our goals and directions are consistent, at least what we have tried and searched for has finally yielded the answer we have now. Thank you, Li Fan Ge, for letting me know so much. I hope that at this moment, I can face any problems you encounter with you. I believe that we will definitely go all out to overcome all difficulties."
"Fate always leaves us without fault, always leaves us at a loss, always leaves us unsure of what to do. The answer seems to be right in front of us, and the ending is always the same. In those angry times, each of us uses our most sincere words to describe everything. But I know at least one thing I've done well: when I think seriously, when I look at you, listen to your songs, watch your movies, read your poems, I understand that this world still has beauty sometimes. I believe your existence has brought us boundless love. Thank you for existing. At this moment, when I see you sad, I am also very sad. I don't know how to comfort you, and I don't know how to describe the emotions in my heart at this moment. But one thing I am very sure of is that when I think seriously, when I think seriously about you, I hope that you will feel the same way in the future. No matter what problems occur, I believe that in the future we can find that most sincere answer."
"Fate is like this, and so is the ending. The answer seems to be presented before us, but we don't know what to do in the end. We don't need to describe too much. At least one thing is certain: our ending is slowly unfolding, and our answer seems to be the same. When dreams suddenly appeared, I couldn't solve them, but at least one thing, Fan Ge, you did a really good job. Or rather, your existence made us braver. Your existence allowed me to give my all in any situation. So, at this moment, I want to say thank you for your existence, thank you for your songs, thank you for those songs that once left us bewildered but made us braver. Because of those songs, I am now giving my all and have never regretted it."
"Brother Fan, thank you for existing. Thank you for still liking us at this age. Thank you for bringing us so many songs. No matter what happened to you today, no matter why those friends you lost disappeared, I believe that we, your fans, will definitely go with you to find them. Anyway, there are so many of us, countless people, countless fans who like you. We are all over the country and even in every corner of the world. If we find these friends of yours somewhere, I believe that whether it's me or any of the other fans, everyone will immediately keep this information and tell you. I believe that at this moment, I believe that all of us have the same direction and goal in our hearts, because we have always stood with you and are with you from the beginning. We like you very much."
"I've never been this sad before. Yes, even though I've been through so much, I've never felt this sad as I do today. I've encountered so many things, but it was after I got to know you, every song you sang, every movie you watched, every song you listened to, every film you saw, and every poem you wrote, that I suddenly realized that time really can make us braver. Everything in the Phantom of the Opera tells us that every minute, every second spent with you is so beautiful. I hope the time ahead will make us even braver, and I hope our time together will find a very good outcome in the future, and that outcome is finding the answer you want to know."
"Brother Fan, although we have never met these people, I believe that whenever I see them or find any clues about them, I will tell you immediately. This is my promise and my goal. I will even spend most of my time helping you search, even if the search is aimless and without any goal. But I am still willing to do it because I like every work of yours, I like every song of yours, and I want every one of your works. All questions are actually answers, and all results are things that we recognize and understand."
"Brother Fan, I want to say this last thing to you: no matter what, we'll always be there. We'll always support you, love you, and cherish you. No matter what happens, we'll always be there. No matter the sky's the limit, no matter the mountains crumble, no matter everything in this world disappears, no matter where I am, whether I'm alive or dead, I can say in the strictest sense that I love you. I love everything about you. So I'll always be behind you, always by your side, encouraging you to find what you're looking for, to find the answers you're seeking. We'll do our best to do better, just to let you know, or rather, to let you know, that we're always with you. You're never alone; you're not lonely."
The top student's gaze was fixed on every single word on the screen. He read, looked, thought, and spoke simultaneously, his heart filled with a mixture of excitement and speechlessness. He didn't know how to describe his feelings at that moment, but at least one thing he was absolutely certain of was that every word he said had been heard by his readers, his fans, and his music lovers. Everyone had heard and understood what he was saying. He felt comforted and happy, yet also overwhelmed and heartbroken. So he continued, saying that he had more to say. There was one more person he hadn't introduced in detail, because that person was the most important person in his life, someone he could never erase, never let go of, never forget, never leave, and was even inseparable from. His name was Pu Sihan.
His girlfriend is his, and his son is still not married, but the ending has already been decided. Regardless of the answer, we know at any time that he is too serious about liking someone. No matter what story happens or what changes occur in the ending, as long as we establish a goal, all of our goals are already presented before us. Regardless of whether this matter happens or not, no matter how the ending should be, at least one thing is certain: everything Xu Fan did was really just to make more people understand that behind this matter, all our imaginations are to make all the problems better. That's what he does. He is serious and average but fearless. So at this moment, his gaze is still calm, but when he looks at the camera, he seems more serious and more uneasy. In most of the things he does, he is serious.
"Deep inside me are many files and many thoughts, but I don't know how to express them, or what kind of thoughts to use. They've all told you, but when I see you using your thoughts to express your affection for me, deep down I'm happy and excited. I suddenly had an idea: maybe this approach really can find them, even if it seems a bit naive or ridiculous. But I feel that this method is perhaps the most acceptable and only one I can think of so far. So be it. Thank you for existing, and thank you for each and every one of your contributions. If you can see that person's existence, or find each person's perspective or direction, I believe that whatever I do, I will do my best to do it well and find them."
Even after Xu Fan finished speaking, netizens continued to share their thoughts on the first floor. Everyone was expressing their deepest, most genuine feelings in their own way. They also wanted to help Xu Fan find the answer, no matter where the people who had disappeared in the original time had gone. They all wanted to do their best to help Xu Fan. At this moment, the phrase "everyone is of one mind" was truly fitting, because everyone's goal and thoughts were completely aligned with Xu Fan's. They all wanted to help Xu Fan and find those missing girls together. No matter where those people were now, as long as any one of them could find any clue, they would immediately tell Xu Fan. For them, making Xu Fan happier and bringing back the happy Xu Fan who had disappeared was their common goal.
The phrase "united as one" is so apt at this moment, because everyone's goal has indeed become the same.
===Chapter 1072 New Song===
Xu Fan should be grateful. He should be grateful for tonight's live stream, which allowed more people to understand his current situation. This simple live stream allowed more people to help him find the missing people. He should be grateful for the existence of his fans, which made him braver and able to do better in the face of any situation or problem. He should be grateful and deserves to be grateful.
His presence was filled with gratitude and appreciation for his fans. He was grateful for their support and love, and he was moved that they continued to support him wholeheartedly no matter what state he was in. At this moment, he was no longer the same as before, but at least one thing was very clear to him: when he was willing to genuinely connect with his fans, they would reciprocate with the same sincerity. No matter what he said or did, when he truly put his heart into it, his fans, his admirers, and his readers who loved his books would treat him with the same seriousness he showed them.
Xu Fan looked calmly at the camera. He didn't care about the people in the camera; all he needed to do at that moment was tell the whole story he wanted to tell. After he finished speaking, he took out the photos one by one, including those of Han Zilu, Chen Yuanyuan, Xia Ziling, Li Xiaoran, and even Pu Sihan. He showed them all without reservation. For netizens, these were certainly familiar faces. Perhaps for most people, some of these people, such as Chen Yuanyuan and Li Xiaoran, were completely unknown. But that didn't mean they were useless. At least for many fans and music lovers, Xu Fan's actions and the photos he released today were things they would remember for a while to come.
They may not be able to truly search for him, but if they happen to see him, if they suddenly see him around the next corner, they will definitely inform Xu Fan immediately without hesitation. That's why Xu Fan is standing here today to tell this story and to share all the photos with netizens. It's also the main reason why he's grateful for this incident. No matter the final outcome or the final method, at least Xu Fan feels that everything he has done is right and normal.
Fate never gives us so-called answers. When the answer appears in front of us, all the problems we have encountered are actually not problems. We should do what we should do and how we should do it to achieve certain results. At least Xu Fan felt that there was no problem that he could not solve.
The West found an answer, an answer that might be irrelevant to him and his fans, but at least once the decision was made, he knew that he might receive some very good news in the near future. Of course, what Xu Fan knew most clearly was that three days later, a netizen from Gran Country suddenly sent him a message, telling him that he had found Chen Yuanyuan. This news shocked Xu Fan and filled him with excitement at the same time. He knew that his time to go to Gran Country was approaching.
Of course, these questions will arise three days later. At this moment, Xu Fan is unaware of this. He is still in the live stream room, calmly looking at everyone. He knows that since he has come today, or rather, since he has started the live stream, it is impossible for him to just chat with the netizens and then end the broadcast. He has a lot to say, and he has indeed said a lot.
Deep inside, he was incredibly excited. He didn't know how to describe it, but at least one thing he was certain of: what he said today, the stories he told, were both related to him and unrelated to him. All his questions and answers were actually meant to tell everyone who liked him that their existence had a reason because of his love and his persistence. Xu Fan didn't think too much about this; he simply laid out his story and everything he wanted to say. He knew some people would like to hear these words, some wouldn't, some would treat them as a joke and move on, while others would listen attentively. He also knew that those fans and readers who truly loved and liked him, even those who were anonymous, would seriously understand what he was saying. He had so much to say today, so he spoke at length. Next, he would talk about his vision.
Calm and gentle, he said, looking at the camera.
"Tonight, after I finish telling these stories and saying these words, I will sing a song from the heart for you all. I hope you will like it. Of course, if you do like it, please help me. If you see any of these friends I've mentioned, or anything similar, on a street corner, in a certain direction, or at a certain corner of the street, or if you happen to turn around and see them, please tell me immediately. My email address is here. I hope you can give me the most truthful answers and information as soon as possible. Of course, I will also see your comments in the live stream and on Weibo. If you have any real information, please give me lots of likes so I can see it as soon as possible. Thank you very much, thank you again."
Xu Fan thanked them twice, or rather, he had said it many times before. Each time he expressed his gratitude, it was sincere and earnest, because he knew that only the most sincere and earnest thanks could touch these people's hearts. He didn't know if the ultimate purpose or result of doing this would be good, but at least he knew that everything he had done was worthwhile. He continued to tell his story, which had nothing to do with the others. He just wanted to tell what was most important in his heart, simply and fearlessly, he said.
"I used to be so aimless and unproductive. I don't know what I've done all these years. I can't even remember what stories I had during those times. Some people's days are different every day, but for me, it seems like every day is the same. For some people, a year is truly 365 days, but for me, it seems like every day is a repetition of 365 days. Every day seems to have the same events: passing by, chatting with friends, having meals, all the questions tangled together, and the final answer always seems the same, simple and meaningless. I want to go and find some different places, some different things."
He had never taken the setup for the event so seriously before. He had never thought about anything before, since it could be done this way anyway. So at this moment, all his thoughts were already in his painting. His gaze was on his friends in the lens, constantly developing important ideas. He had no opinions of his own. Everyone had their own ideas. He didn't say anything. He just simply described all the stories in his heart.
"Thank you for all the love and support you've given me. Thank you for existing, and thank you for every second you spent listening to my music. I am very grateful for any form of support you have given me, whether it's through chart rankings, liking my music, buying my albums, subscribing to my channel, or anything else. I am very grateful for your existence because it makes me braver and more willing to do special things. Today, I am very grateful to be here for this live stream. It's hard to describe, but at least one thing I can say for sure is that I am willing to exchange my passion for your sincere thoughts, and I am willing to do something special in this way."
"Actually, I've never felt my world was lonely. It's just that sometimes, when I truly reflect on this world, when I truly observe it, I suddenly realize that those who want to leave, or those who will eventually leave, are simply beyond our control. When they truly want to leave, no matter how much I try to hold them back, they will still leave. So sometimes what we call loneliness is just the most common thing in our lives—light. Everyone might encounter it, and everyone might miss it. Sometimes I even wonder, if we meet again, should I say hello or 'long time no see'? Actually, those things we once thought were very important, when we seriously consider them now, we find that many problems aren't as we imagined, or as we thought about them." What we imagine are actually things we couldn't face or seriously consider before. Only after leaving, when we can no longer face them, do we truly begin to resolve those imagined things. Sometimes we ponder whether there's darkness or light behind the light, and sometimes we wonder whether our future would have been filled with joy or sorrow if we hadn't left. We experience different emotions and different processes. Everything we have is meant to be bought at this moment. Back in our youth, we couldn't imagine, couldn't consider, couldn't truly accept those people or things we've lost or are about to lose. Everything we encounter seems insignificant at this moment. I can't do much; I can only choose to accept it. This is the only thing we can decide and choose at this moment.
The student's voice was calm, revealing no other emotion, but every word he uttered conveyed the deep turmoil and sorrow within him. At that moment, some sensed Xu Fan's uniqueness and the despair and helplessness he felt. Many had heard every word Xu Fan had spoken; they knew he might sing a song tonight, a new one at that. Everyone was anticipating it, curiously waiting to hear it. They didn't know how good the song would be, but they all believed that anything Xu Fan produced was a masterpiece. His songs, poems, films, and television series never disappointed, at least not most people. Each of his songs had its own audience, and perhaps this song would resonate with them.
People in their 20s and 30s might really dislike this song, but those in their 50s and 60s might love it. Similarly, people in their 50s and 60s might not be able to truly accept it, but people in their 20s and 30s might listen to it on repeat every day. Although Western songs are indeed very unique, each of his songs has its own characteristics and features. Every piece of his music proves his reputation and understanding of a certain group. He understands what fans in their 20s and 30s like to listen to, and he also understands what older women and men in their 50s and 60s like to listen to. It's as if every song of his is tailor-made for them, and it's as if everything Xu Fan does is actually to make them more perfect and excellent.
Sometimes Xu Fan even wonders, what if one day I don't do well enough? What if one day I can't face our goals and dreams? What if I suddenly start struggling when solving certain problems? What should we do then? How can we solve the most important issues? Actually, all the answers are already very obvious, but unfortunately, light has become a special kind of answer that I can't solve. I can only choose to accept it. So when Xu Fan tells his stories, everyone who likes him becomes serious because they all know the people in the story. They all know that the people in the story are intricately connected to those who have been lost and to Xu Fan, the storyteller. No one guesses or doubts their relationship; it's already there, undeniably, that they are friends.
Whether lovers or family, everyone has their own role to play. No one is curious, nor is anyone truly moved. They simply made a perfect decision at that moment: from now on, everyone in those photos will be etched in their hearts. If they were to suddenly meet in some street, in some scene, or at some corner, they would immediately tell Xu Fan. At that moment, Xu Fan didn't know the netizens' answers, but deep down, he felt excited. With the story finished and all the topics covered, he knew the last thing he had to do tonight was sing a new song. He had already chosen this song. At that moment, his gaze calmly met the camera, and he said, "Thank you for listening to my kind and sad story tonight. Now, let me bring you a different kind of new song, a song that was just created not long ago. I hope you will like it."
===Chapter 1073 The song is called "Ordinary"===
Xu Fan finished telling the story, and then he prepared to start singing.
This song is the same as his previous ones, nothing special, but at least one thing is certain: he is very sure that this is a song he likes, a song he is willing to sing at this moment, and a song he is willing to work hard to dedicate to everyone.
Xu Fan didn't start singing right away. He found the song that had been hidden deep in the system in his mind for a very long time. In fact, he had sung this song before, but he had never sung it with anyone. When he was lonely, when he felt that the world had nothing to do with him, he had sung it more than once. Now, when he was facing everything, he seriously thought about these things.
When he was thinking about the many unique aspects of this world, he began to try, or rather, to think seriously about it. So he decided to sing this song. At that time, the song title was very simple, just like eating and drinking. Everyone had said it, or rather, many people were like the song title. Xu Fan looked at the camera calmly and gently, and said.
"We are all ordinary people, and everything we do in our lives is different. But no matter how ordinary we are, there will always be times in our lives when we shine and amaze everyone."
"I hope you like this song, and I hope it can truly give you a different kind of power in your lives. I hope that in the future, this feeling can fill every day, every minute, and every second of your lives. The song is called Ordinary, but I hope that each of you is extraordinary."
Xu Fan's words instantly invigorated everyone. At least at this moment, everyone in the live stream was incredibly shocked, because they had been waiting all this time. Tonight, those who enjoy singing, or rather, most people, were looking forward to tonight's live stream.
So when they started talking, important messages kept popping up all around them during the live stream. Everyone was expressing their thoughts, looking forward to Xu Fan singing a new song tonight. They didn't know how good Xu Fan's new song would be, but at least they felt a special feeling just from those two words. Favorite songs always have a special characteristic: their titles are always the finishing touch, very good. At least for many people, the song title was really ordinary, just ordinary. It was precisely because of this ordinary song title that the song seemed different, very extraordinary. So at this moment, everyone's voices were all over the place. Xu Fan hadn't even started singing yet, but the live stream room was already filled with people.
"I'm really looking forward to Fan Ge's new song tonight. I've been waiting for it for so long, and finally I can hear it! Fan Ge said the song is called 'Ordinary,' but I swear it will never be ordinary. I hope Fan Ge's song will once again amaze everyone. I believe everyone will love it."
"Although I haven't heard it yet, I have to admit that while the song title is ordinary, the song itself is truly extraordinary. I hope it will continue to be as good as ever. I believe that Fan Ge's songs will definitely get better and better. Tonight, we are truly fortunate to be able to listen to Xu Fan Ge's stories in this live broadcast room, to hear him talk about the past and the future. And in the future, we will also be able to hear Kai Ge's songs. I think this is a very lucky thing. I hope that we can be together in the future."
"What an unusual song title! It's just 'Ordinary.' Fan Ge always manages to come up with such unexpected answers. I really didn't expect it to have such a good effect. I hope Fan Ge will continue to improve in the future, and I hope every song of his will get better and better. I hope this song, 'Ordinary,' will be even better. It's really great, I'm looking forward to it! I'm really looking forward to it!"
"My trainee wrote with great excitement because at this moment, I feel that there is a very extraordinary song. Suddenly, Nanfang Fange said that the song title is 'Ordinary,' so I think it must be a very extraordinary song. Let's look forward to it together and let's listen to it together."
The message from the live stream wasn't something he was paying attention to at the moment. He wasn't thinking too much about anything else, because he had been preparing this important song for a long time. Of course, he wasn't just singing it tonight, or just searching for those people, but because he felt it was time to finish the last of his songs. At this moment, the system's avatar had completely different ideas from him, so it wanted to complete some tasks and do something. Sometimes, what needed to be done wasn't what he had imagined. Therefore, he hoped that through this method, more people would like his music, and that tonight's song would be enjoyed by everyone.
Xu Fan reached into his printer and computer, then clicked to play a special piece of music. It was incredibly simple, yet instantly evoked a feeling of youthful exuberance, a music that evoked enviable youthful days. The moment the music started, the entire live stream chat exploded with excitement. No one had ever imagined a song so full of youthful inspiration. Although Xu Fan hadn't sung his song yet, the music already conveyed a fiery, self-transcending power, a feeling that instantly resonated deep within their minds. For a moment, the viewers were abuzz with excitement. Xu Fan, however, wasn't thinking about that at all; at this moment, all his thoughts and ideas were...
As his most natural approach, he hoped to let more people hear or feel a different story through this method. His voice continued to appear, and when the first lyric appeared at this moment, everyone was stunned because they never thought that Fan Ge could sing such a youthful and inspirational song, singing out the passion of young people in their youth, the courage to pursue their dreams. At least at this moment, netizens were excited and moved, feeling what everyone needed most. So, Xu Fan's voice flowed slowly at this moment, falling into everyone's heart.
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If all positions seem like an empty dream, if you once thought I was just an ordinary person, there are so many people in the world, mediocrity doesn't seem so scary. Who dispelled my unrealistic dreams, imagining myself drowning in the sea of people countless times?
……
The moment Gauss's lyrics appeared, every line instantly captivated netizens, seeping into their minds and resonating deeply. The feeling was truly exhilarating. All the issues seemed to revolve around the word "ordinary," yet the lyrics evoked a myriad of emotions in everyone who listened. Ordinary people lead ordinary lives, but extraordinary people also experience ordinary things in their lives. Whether ordinary or extraordinary, all the problems encountered are related to the ordinary. If all positions seem empty, or if all futures are unattainable, then those things are unrealizable, empty and meaningless. If you once thought I was ordinary, if everything we experienced during that time made you feel my world was simple and materialistic, then you thought my world was so ordinary—my person, my body, my life, the stories in my life.
If that's the case, when we seriously consider this matter, when we seriously consider the whole world, we suddenly realize that so many people in our world commenting on this matter doesn't seem scary. What's scary is never mediocrity or ordinariness. All the problems seem to be simply discussing the final outcome with us. Everything we expect seems to have become inexplicable at this moment. This is something deep in the hearts of many people. Now, they are thinking about some special things, such as ordinary stories, intercity stories, we also study in school in an ordinary way, have ordinary relationships, have ordinary interactions with teachers, occasional mischief and rebellion. All the problems seem to be waiting for a certain answer, but it seems that the answer is never so simple. What we think is ordinary is actually the simplest, most mediocre, yet most poetic and life-affirming feeling in life. We may live a very simple life every day, the people we meet and the things we do every day.
When we seriously consider these questions, we realize that everything is getting better and better. The story is always so simple, without answers, and all problems are so easily solved. It's always been this simple. What we expect and what we understand seem to never be the same. In this situation, all we need to do is try our best to do better. Even if we seem ordinary to many, when we give our all to do something well, we will achieve something that will impress everyone. Perhaps this is what being ordinary means, perhaps this is everything. Who extinguished our unrealistic dreams? We can't describe the time we spent striving and the reasons behind our efforts. I don't know who easily destroyed those reasons and dreams, but at least we worked hard together, struggled together, and gave it our all.
We had worked and struggled towards the same goal, and back then we never thought too much about anything else. But at this moment, when the song of knowledge came through the microphone in the live broadcast room, the netizens were incredibly surprised. More importantly, they never expected such a result to suddenly appear. As they were thinking seriously, all the things they imagined in the depths of their minds made them more exciting and made them work harder and strive harder.
Xu Fan's voice slowly drifted through the live stream. He sang every word and lyric with utmost seriousness, pronouncing each word clearly. At this moment, no one had ever imagined that if they could become so hardworking, they might no longer be ordinary. But Xu Fan's voice still made everyone more courageous.
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Who dispelled my unrealistic dreams? Countless times I imagined myself drowning in the sea of people, occasionally feeling that I was different from others, becoming the person someone talked about, even if I was still mediocre, even if you said I was just daydreaming.
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It's hard to pinpoint a single answer to what constitutes an ordinary life, and equally hard to define what constitutes a remarkable one. Many things we experience in our lives, or everything that has ever existed, seem far from simple or ordinary. We can't solve them, or even say who shaped our dreams. We do know that some things, or all the things we've experienced countless times and imagined to be wonderful, ultimately reveal themselves to us when fate presents the final outcome. We realize how ordinary we are, lost in the crowd, unable to make others notice our lives. It seems that despite our best efforts, we remain ordinary and powerless. We thought we were connected to this world, but in reality, the world has no connection to us without us.
We can't do better, but sometimes we feel that we are different from others in this world. When we suddenly strive in something, or when we suddenly have a great idea, these are all wonderful moments in our lives. At that moment, in that second, we are no longer just ordinary. We also have our moments in the capital, even if it's just an occasional sales champion or a moment of growth. The growth we experience seems to prove that we were once wonderful and truly entered the lives of certain people at a certain stage. Maybe there was only one person, maybe that person was a relative or friend, but at least we are never that simple. Our lives will never be monotonous. Every moment we experience proves that everything about us is getting better. We can't help it.
We may become the "child" in everyone's eyes, but we can't become the "someone" in their eyes. Our lives may remain mediocre in the future. Even if everyone talks about us, they will still say that we are just daydreaming when faced with any problem. But no matter what happens, we are just ordinary people, but we have never given up.
Because we clearly understand that the world is vast, and we will never change, we must bravely stand at the forefront. All our efforts to overcome challenges are for the sake of becoming more courageous.
(End of this chapter)
===Chapter 1074 Striving and Effort===
The internet was flooded with messages, comments, and discussions. Xu Fan's live stream went wild. Everyone was overwhelmed, expressing their thoughts and opinions. They didn't know how to describe him. At that moment, everyone used their simplest yet most genuine language to express their love for the song. Just like when Xu Fan said the song was called "Ordinary," everyone shared the same thought: this song was anything but ordinary. When he started singing, they realized how true their thoughts were. The songs they liked were never simple or fake. This song was truly different. The melody was simple, the rhythm was simple, there were no complicated melodies or rhythms. But it was this ordinary song, with its ordinary lyrics, that brought everyone back to a magical moment in their youth.
They couldn't imagine what they encountered or lost during that time. I imagine the stories that unfolded around them during that period. At least for them, the most important purpose of everything they did was to make things better and more beautiful in the time to come. So, when Xu Fan's songs kept playing, for everyone online, for netizens and fans, Xu Fan's songs were as beautiful as ever. Xu Fan's movements still seemed somewhat lacking, but when he looked at the camera with a calm and gentle expression, they found that Xu Fan was still so handsome, still so alluring, still so radiant. Xu Fan was still wearing those glasses; the dark circles under his eyes conveyed his inner thoughts. But how can we understand this? At least one thing is certain: when he sang, he truly gave it his all. He sang earnestly, and the way he sang so earnestly attracted everyone who liked him.
At this moment, netizens went wild. Deep down, they were incredibly excited. They never imagined they would hear Xu Fan's new song in such a live stream, in such a sudden and unexpected setting. The song seemed ordinary, but behind that ordinariness lay a profound and unique feeling. It wasn't just an ordinary song; it was anything but. From the melody and lyrics to Xu Fan's singing style and skill, and even from the public's feedback, it was clear that the meaning behind the song was truly extraordinary. So, at this moment, netizens were shocked and excited. Each of them expressed their deepest affection for Xu Fan. Xu Fan, however, was unaware of all this, or perhaps he didn't know how to describe his emotions. He simply wanted to sing his favorite song to the audience. Therefore, he sang every lyric with utmost seriousness, every word with genuine sincerity. Everyone present was incredibly excited.
As Xu Fan's voice rang out again, everyone listening fell silent countless times. They were constantly describing or expressing their own thoughts, but when Xu Fan's voice came on again, they subconsciously remained silent because they wanted to hear what Brother Fan, or rather, their greatest singer, was like. Regardless of the song's feel or anything particularly special about it, everyone was extremely focused.
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Even if I am destined to be ordinary, I will still look up at the starry sky. Even if you say it's useless to dream and end up with nothing, there will always be wind on the lonely road. I will not be swayed by fate, and I will rush forward even if there is only 1/100 million chance.
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