Why are you always thinking about dating me?

No, it really wasn't true. Lin An really did it. Even if he lied to Xu Qinghuan, Xu Qinghuan would believe him. Lin An even believed that she wouldn't seek the truth from Su Yuejin; she would believe him completely.

However, Lin An did not do so because of Xu Qinghuan.

It's because of Su Yuejin.

Su Yuejin is currently acting foolishly, thinking that as long as she can keep him by her side, she will do whatever it takes. And the only thing she can think of, the only thing she believes can keep him by her side, is her youthful and alluring body.

But Lin An understood that this was wrong. He had to be responsible for Su Yuejin, not in the sense of being responsible in a romantic sense, but in the sense of being responsible for her after he left. So he couldn't do this.

"Aren't you going to sleep yet?" Lin An whispered in her ear.

"I can't sleep. I'm used to sleeping alone... If I sleep with you, I just don't want to sleep." Su Yuejin's voice became sweet and coquettish, with a hint of pleading. She tilted her head back, wanting to kiss his lips.

This time, however, Lin An was more proactive than her. As she watched Lin An slowly approach, she obediently closed her eyes.

When Su Yuejin was feeling a little dizzy from the kiss, she opened her eyes. But Lin An didn't seem to want to take it any further. Su Yuejin's legs moved uncomfortably, and she moved closer to him.

"Really... not going to do it?" Her voice was alluring, as if it had warmth, igniting an unusual atmosphere.

"Because I'm someone who doesn't love you, you idiot Su Yuejin."

"Then why are you still good to me...then why are you still good to me..." Su Yuejin's fingers gently poked his chest, one after another.

"Because I owe you... and maybe because you're so cute, I've been thinking these past few days that I should be nicer to you. If you want, I can be nicer to you for the next few months, but you must remember one thing: I will definitely leave."

Su Yuejin felt as if her heart had been pricked by a needle, looking at his seemingly indifferent and cold expression.

"I don't want... you to leave me."

"It's fine to treat it as a dream, so that neither of us will be too sad when we wake up," Lin An said, gently stroking the girl's back.

"Would you like to tell me your story, Su Yuejin?"

Do you want to hear it?

“I’m willing to listen, anything, as long as it’s about you,” Lin An said.

Chapter Thirty-Nine: But Please Kiss Me First

Su Yuejin murmured her story to him.

In fact, everyone's life is a story, both interesting and uninteresting. Su Yuejin's family was quite well-off; her parents' combined annual income exceeded five million yuan. She was raised in luxury from a young age and received a superior education.

She only remembers things when she was six or seven years old. At that time, her parents argued every day, and sometimes they would even fight. After the argument, they would be indifferent to each other. But she was not the link to ease her parents' relationship; she was just a helpless girl caught in the middle.

Su Yuejin took her mother's surname. Her father always wanted another child, but her mother didn't, so they had a disagreement. Later, perhaps because marriage gradually eroded their love, they argued more and more. It started with infidelity, followed by repeated arguments, and eventually they simply gave up on each other. They realized that divorce was not suitable for them, as it would have a significant impact on their property and company.

So her parents later separated and Su Yuejin lived with her mother. Her mother had high expectations of Su Yuejin, and Su Yuejin tried her best to meet them all in order to earn her mother's praise. But in her mother's eyes, everything was just as it should be.

Later, her mother went abroad, and Su Yuejin has been living alone since junior high school. Back then, she needed a nanny, but now she doesn't need one anymore. Su Yuejin can manage her life on her own.

Regarding her social circle, she is somewhat unsociable, not because of social anxiety or poor communication skills. On the contrary, Su Yuejin is very smart and can see through the essence of many relationships, so she is too lazy to socialize. She thinks most of the people around her are silly and there is no need to.

Su Yuejin spoke softly, and Lin An quietly looked at her face, occasionally responding with a word to show that he was listening attentively.

However, Lin An couldn't offer any life advice. He didn't like to interfere in other people's lives. But he gently embraced Su Yuejin's delicate and soft body, leaned close to her ear, and whispered, "Alright, alright, it's all in the past. Now you can completely control your own life, so there's no need to be sad about past experiences anymore."

"I know," Su Yuejin replied softly. She was not a fragile little girl; she rarely cried. In fact, she was very strong most of the time, with a commanding and mature aura. However, she was mostly vulnerable and sentimental in front of him.

"And you?" Su Yuejin looked up into Lin An's eyes.

"I don't have any good stories to tell, but I'll tell you next time I think of one."

"I'm a little sleepy, shall we go to sleep?" Lin An looked into her eyes and said softly, his gaze gentle. He hoped that Su Yuejin would nod and say yes, so that he wouldn't think about any more strange things.

"Is it just sleeping?" Su Yuejin's voice sounded a little empty.

"All you want is liking, not desire, right?" Lin An gently stroked her dark hair.

"But if you're willing to do it with me, doesn't that mean... you like me a little?"

"That's not necessarily true. Maybe I'm just trying to take advantage of you and run away. Su Yuejin, let me teach you a little lesson."

"Ok?"

"To tell if someone likes you, you don't look at how good they are to you, but rather what they lack and are willing to give you. If they lack time, they are willing to spend time with you; if they lack money, they are willing to find ways to earn it for you. That's what liking someone is. Although liking someone isn't just about giving, doing so can greatly reduce the chances of being deceived."

"So are you a liar, Lin An?"

"Of course I'm a big liar, otherwise, why would you like me?"

"But you've already told me all the lies, yet I still love you. What should I do?"

"Get some more sleep and calm down." Lin An gently stroked the girl's earlobe with his fingertips. Su Yuejin liked this gentle feeling, as if she had been embraced in a warm hug.

But his words were chillingly cold.

“You just said…it’s like a dream, then I don’t want to wake up, never.”

"People change. Maybe you'll get tired of this feeling soon. You can just tell me then, Su Yuejin."

Why... just won't you believe it?

"People tend to speak more emotionally at night because the night is when they are their true selves and don't need to be bound by the social and moral constraints of the day. Therefore, it's easy to become emotional at night, say a lot of strange things, and make a lot of decisions that you'll regret. It's not that I don't believe in love; I've told you before that I do."

"I just don't want to get hurt again. This isn't some 'scumbag' quote, really not. I've been in relationships before, and it's because of that one time that I've become like this. Before, I was just someone who thought that as long as I was good to the other person, it didn't matter if I got hurt."

"Because of your ex-girlfriend?"

"Yes."

"You said last time that I might know her, who is she? What's her name?"

"I don't want to mention her anymore. There's no point in mentioning her. I will never allow her to appear in my life again, absolutely not."

"I really hate her. If it weren't for her, would you like me?"

"Who knows? That's what makes life interesting. There are always surprises, interesting, and twisted encounters that make everything unpredictable. Everything is so wonderful."

"Just like when I met you." He said this, and for some reason, he lowered his head and gently kissed Su Yuejin's forehead.

"Su Yuejin, sleep well, goodnight." He gently patted her back, and Su Yuejin obediently pressed her cheek against his chest and closed her eyes.

....................................

The next morning, when Lin An woke up, Su Yuejin was still fast asleep.

He glanced at Su Yuejin's face. Some sunlight streamed in from the window, and the girl's bra straps came loose. She wasn't wearing a bra. What girl would sleep in a bra at night?

The girl's shoulders were smooth, and her collarbones were delicate and beautiful, making her especially sexy.

Lin An began counting her eyelashes, one by one. When he counted to the sixty-seventh eyelash, Su Yuejin slowly opened her eyes. Lin An was looking at her, and Su Yuejin was stunned for a moment before their eyes met.

"Good morning," Lin An said softly.

"Good morning..." Su Yuejin subconsciously reached out and pinched her face. This was not a dream. She was always groggy when she first woke up, and then she remembered everything from last night. She slept very peacefully last night, without any dreams, but it was very warm, and her whole body felt warm.

Su Yuejin then released Lin An, who was still clinging to her in her sleep. Lin An sat up in bed, looked at her, and suddenly said, "You snore when you sleep."

Su Yuejin was stunned. "How, how could this be?! No way! Absolutely not... No, no way... Could you really be snoring? My God..."

Su Yuejin suddenly started rambling incoherently, and a few seconds later Lin An put away his previous determined expression and smiled, "Just kidding."

Su Yuejin was taken aback, then breathed a sigh of relief, and gently stepped on his back with her fair feet.

Lin An turned his head back.

Because she lifted her foot, the hem of her white skirt cascaded down her thigh. Her legs were truly beautiful—long, straight, and fair. However, this action of hers probably caused Lin An to see something he shouldn't have.

Lin An gently grasped her small, beautiful feet and looked into her eyes.

The girl's beautiful feet were fair and soft. Lin An slid from the instep and palm of her foot all the way down to her ankle, then gently pinched it, and then moved down to her calf and thigh. Su Yuejin didn't move at all, only her cheeks became a little more flushed.

Then Lin An withdrew his hand.

"it is good!"

He didn't seem embarrassed at all. Su Yuejin turned her face slightly away and muttered softly, "Aren't my legs pretty?"

"nice!"

"Do you like me?"

"dislike!"

"How annoying." Su Yuejin lightly hit his arm with a pillow. Lin An got off the bed. "Well then, Miss Su Yuejin, it's time to get up. There are forty minutes left before we have to go to school."

"There are still forty minutes left, it's so early." Su Yuejin seemed to want to stay in bed a little longer.

"But don't you eat breakfast?"

"I haven't eaten breakfast in ages."

"Let me tell you something from scientific research: people who skip breakfast are more likely to gain weight than those who eat breakfast, because you have to eat something in the morning for your entire body system to start working properly and efficiently, including digestion and energy metabolism."

To put it simply, eating breakfast is good for your health.

Lin An reached out to her. Su Yuejin was still lying on the bed, like a delicate doll, hugging her teddy bear and not wanting to get up. She turned her face away and said, "I don't want to move."

"Then what else do you want?"

"You help me get dressed... then I'll get up." She started to whine again, completely unrestrained.

So what are you going to wear?

"My clothes are all in the closet, you can help me choose."

Lin An opened her closet and saw a row of clothes, which were neatly categorized. He picked out a light blue sweater and then a beige JK plaid skirt. The hem of the skirt should be just above her knees, which was the perfect position.

Then Lin An took off her clothes. The process was actually very quick, not as slow as Su Yuejin had imagined. He took off Su Yuejin's camisole as if he were playing with a doll, then pulled her shoulders to make her sit up and put a white lace bra on her. He could fasten the buttons with one hand.

Then she was made to raise her hands high, put on her sweater, and then take off her panties.

The panties she's wearing now are probably the same style as the ones she wore last night. It doesn't really matter, but they probably won't be very comfortable to wear. Lin An didn't do anything during this process; he turned his head away. Just as Su Yuejin was about to act cute and act spoiled, Lin An gave her a kiss on the cheek.

"obedient."

Then, Su Yuejin very sensibly put on her panties and skirt, got off the bed, and wore a light pink hair tie on her wrist. She suddenly tilted her head slightly and asked, "Do you think I look better with my hair down or tied up?"

"Everything is fine, you're naturally beautiful."

So which one do you prefer?

"People who like you should like you no matter what you are like," Lin An shrugged, adding, "Anyway, I don't like you."

Say it again.

"I said I don't like you, Su Yuejin."