Why are you always thinking about dating me?

Lin An was speechless.

"Give me a kiss." Xiao Chacha gave him a quick kiss on the cheek, then mumbled indistinctly, "Aren't we... moving too fast?"

"No, this is a transaction involving sex. You pay me and I do the work. There's no question of speed." Lin An said decisively, and Xiao Chacha gave him a reproachful look. "Of course I know."

"that is……"

"What you call a classic 'after-the-fact' regret mechanism, but what can you do? I warned you in the bathroom, but who told you... to sit on it yourself?"

Xiao Chacha blushed slightly; she didn't want to talk about this anymore—it was too embarrassing. So she reached out and gently pinched Lin An's cheek. "You're quite skilled, aren't you? Looks like... you've slept with quite a few girls?"

"Huh? What does this have to do with how many times you've slept with someone? Even if it's just one person, you'll understand everything after a while."

"That seems to be true," Xiao Chacha muttered to herself.

"Don't say anything now, just go to sleep. When we wake up tomorrow morning, we'll still be strangers to each other and friends to each other," Lin An said softly.

Hearing his cold and indifferent voice, Xiao Chacha's heart suddenly clenched. She was telling herself that love was not something that could grow or sprout, but why did she suddenly feel a pain?

"Can't we just be friends?" Xiao Chacha's voice was sweet and cloying.

"What, am I not bad?" Xiao Chacha muttered to herself, but then she heard Lin An muttering to himself.

"Actually, it's more about my own sudden surge of curiosity, without much of a desire mixed in. I'm curious about the truth about you, so I thought I'd do this. Since it doesn't affect each other, it doesn't matter."

"Besides, I can't be without desires, and nobody can. It's normal to have desires. Everyone has to face their desires and not run away from them. You are no exception."

"But, it's best not to do any more casual sex. Just do it once. If you find it interesting and don't find it offensive, you can flirt with other men and sleep with other men in the future. I don't care. But it's best not to tell me, otherwise I'll still feel a little uncomfortable."

"uh-huh?"

"Men are all like that, they always have possessiveness. I'm okay, I'm pretty indifferent to it, so... that's it, there won't be a next time, there definitely won't be."

Lin An gently stroked her hair; the gesture was warm, but his voice was cold.

Xiao Chacha listened blankly, unable to suppress the sudden surge of bitterness in her heart; it ached unbearably.

She didn't know what was wrong with her. She clearly didn't like Lin An, absolutely not.

........................

"Who is prettier, me or Su Yuejin?" she suddenly asked.

"...Do I really have to compare myself to her? In my opinion, she's definitely prettier."

"What about personality?"

"Ah? Then it must be...you, right? Your understanding of love is more profound than hers, even though it's also distorted. But since our understanding of love is distorted, we have some common topics. However, we are different. You don't have the ability to love, but I do."

"I just lack the ability to be loved."

"sleep."

As Lin An said this, Xiao Chacha had no choice but to lean against his chest and close her eyes.

........................

The next morning, when Lin An woke up, the curtains were not drawn, and the room was gloomy. He glanced at the time and realized he was going to be late for school.

Fortunately, Xiao Chacha's washing machine had a drying function, otherwise he wouldn't know what to do with his wet clothes. He had just started getting dressed when Xiao Chacha slowly woke up.

"Remember to go downstairs to buy medicine later."

"Isn't it said that any guy who makes a girl take medicine is a jerk?" Xiao Chacha's fair and delicate feet gently kicked his waist.

"But I don't think I had time to buy it last night, so..."

"Couldn't you... just go and buy it for me?"

"alright."

Lin An nodded helplessly. After all, this kind of thing might be too shameful for Xiao Chacha. So after he got dressed, he went downstairs, found a pharmacy, bought a box, and went back upstairs to give it to Xiao Chacha.

Under his gaze, Xiao Chacha obediently took the medicine and then looked into his eyes.

She was completely naked.

It can easily arouse people's desires.

So Lin An turned his head away and asked, "Then I'll be leaving?"

"Don't you spend more time with me?" Xiao Chacha pouted slightly.

It was as if she had experienced a dream, and the person in the dream was the one in front of her. Everything happened in just one night. Something had quietly planted a seed in her heart, and then, watered by love, it grew wildly.

"Huh? There's no need. We both understand this principle. There's no need to let false companionship and comfort create the illusion of love. You understand what I mean, right?"

A dangerous wariness had already crept into Lin An's eyes.

Fortunately, Xiao Chacha was indifferent, and smiled as if she was complaining helplessly, "Alright, alright, go ahead."

So Lin An turned and left. Xiao Chacha watched his back from behind, but for some reason, she was a little stunned.

He's gone.

They just drifted away like that.

………………

From the very beginning, it was her initiative. It wasn't because of Lin An's previous verbal guidance. Lin An had clearly told her that psychological suggestion would immediately lose its effect once it was spoken aloud.

Therefore, Xiao Chacha wouldn't blame Lin An. She was just thinking that she needed an answer, although initially she didn't want an answer, she just wanted comfort. She didn't think she could be saved.

But now, it seems she suddenly understands many things.

Moreover, she didn't suffer any loss, because she didn't feel uncomfortable at all. On the contrary, her earnest and serious cooperation with him in doing these things was a mutually comforting and mutually beneficial act.

However, after he left, Xiao Chacha suddenly felt a little empty.

Xiao Chacha took out her phone and transferred 12,000 yuan to Lin An.

Surprisingly, after receiving the money, Lin An transferred 1 yuan back to Lin An.

"I promised to pay for drinking with you, but the rest is free. Get some rest, and then... play games when you have time, Sister Chacha."

"Okay, okay."

Xiao Chacha typed a line of text on the keyboard and sent it to Lin An. She looked at the faint bloodstains on the bed sheet, finally got out of bed, put the sheet away, changed her clothes, and stood by the window.

The sun is shining brightly today, and the light is gentle.

Xiao Chacha stood there, basking in the morning sunlight for a while, stretched, and seemed to be tinged with a bright and lively color. She took out her phone and found Su Yuejin's WeChat.

"Your man is not bad." This message hung in Xiao Chacha's chat box for two minutes, but in the end she still didn't choose to send it.

If she can send it out like this, it probably proves that she doesn't care about Lin An at all, or rather, she doesn't care about herself at all now. After sending it out, she doesn't need to care about Lin An's feelings. She can completely detach herself and look at what happened last night from a higher perspective.

But she can't.

She suddenly realized she couldn't do it. She should have done it, but she just couldn't bring herself to send that message because she knew the consequences.

After sending it out, regardless of whether Lin An and Su Yuejin have a falling out, Lin An probably won't have any contact with her anymore, right?

But this way, she could repay Su Yuejin and obtain the joy she had always wanted.

Xiao Chacha suddenly realized that she was afraid of this future. The person who had pinned her down last night was just an insignificant person, but everything happened so fast, like a flash of lightning.

She doesn't blame the alcohol, because she doesn't regret it now.

But she was afraid of the future.

That person was so clear and so indifferent, having already made the conditions clear to her beforehand: they could not develop even the slightest bit of affection for each other.

It was like a deal with the devil; she seemed to understand what love was... but she could no longer receive love.

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P.S.: Although this book is essentially a harem novel that makes easy money, I still added a lot of interesting things that I wanted to write. What I think is interesting about this book is that it's not that if you have sex with a girl, she will love you.

Some people might think Su Yuejin is just a pushover, but her story has only just begun.

And Xiao Chacha's story begins here.

I think that in this book, love is what we are pursuing, while the strange things we do at night are more of a process. Of course, most of them are just mentioned in passing, and I don't think you all want to see this book again.

Sleep well, goodnight. By the way, chapter 71 of my book was really interesting. There will be a big update in a few days, so please give me your monthly votes! I'll check the votes and decide how many chapters to update then.

Chapter Forty-Five: I'll Bite You to Death

Lin An felt a little regretful.

He quickly regretted his actions because he felt he had wronged Xu Qinghuan. Although Xu Qinghuan was currently stringing him along, Lin An knew that Xu Qinghuan loved him, yet he... had done such a thing.

Last night, everything happened in the blink of an eye. Before he could resist, Xiao Chacha had already taken the initiative. This guy was clearly a virgin, but he didn't seem like it at all. He didn't blush much, and he looked directly into her desire. He could gaze into her eyes and twist his slender and delicate waist.

But Lin An felt he shouldn't have done that. Whether Xiao Chacha was a lesbian or not had nothing to do with him. Why did he go up to her? To put it bluntly, he was just being a slut. He made the decision on a whim and was then overpowered by Xiao Chacha. He was drunk and confused, as was Xiao Chacha. He half-heartedly gave in, and when he woke up, he regretted it.

Very sorry.

Fortunately, the two had already made an agreement beforehand, which relieved Lin An of too much burden. He believed that Xiao Chacha could keep her promise because she simply didn't know how to love; she was incapable of loving.

But since they had already slept together, Lin An felt guilty towards Xu Qinghuan.

Then he regretted a second thing.

He returned the 1 yuan to Xiao Chacha, but not because he regretted losing the money. Lin An didn't care that much about money. What he regretted was that he shouldn't have returned the money.

If he kept the money and didn't return it, Xiao Chacha wouldn't have thought much of it. But if he returned it, something would be wrong. Lin An was a little troubled. But after getting out of the taxi, he still had to run fast and get to school as soon as possible.

Otherwise we'll be late.

But when Lin An arrived at the school gate, he suddenly noticed someone standing there.

She didn't go inside. She was wearing a white shirt, a light pink plaid skirt, and cute pigtails. She wasn't very tall and had a petite figure. She stood there with a quiet and sweet expression.

The sky was overcast today, making the world seem dim, but the girl in front of him was like a glimmer of light in that dim world, brightening his eyes.

Lin An slowed his pace slightly as he approached Xu Qinghuan in a daze.

Xu Qinghuan's eyes were also fixed on his eyes.

"Good morning," Xu Qinghuan said softly.

Before Xu Qinghuan could ask any questions, Lin An had already started to answer, "Do you remember that girl who was a companion last time? She asked me to meet her, and then she drank too much. I took her home, and it was too much trouble to come back at night, so I slept in the room next to hers."

Xu Qinghuan looked at Lin An's face and carefully examined his eyes. After about a second or two, Lin An showed no signs of tension, which relieved Xu Qinghuan.

She nodded. "I know, I'll drink less next time. Alcohol can easily lead to trouble."