A villainous girl created by paranoia

Upon hearing this, Lily's smile became even brighter.

"Sister, do you still remember our promise?"

"This... of course I remember, but what does that promise have to do with the present?"

"Then let me ask you a question, sister. If the game ends and I'm still alive, would you be willing to stay in this world and spend the rest of your life with me?"

I fell silent.

I know that if you don't want to suffer, then you should go along with Lily's wishes and tell her you're willing, but...

What about the toon tree? What should we do with it?

I don't want to. Chun is the one I love, the one I want to spend my life with. As for Lily, although I like her, my feelings for her are only at the level of sisters.

Moreover, I knew it was an illusion, so I didn't care anymore. After the pain subsided, everything would disappear.

So, this is how I answered her.

"I'm sorry, Lily, there are people waiting for me in the real world, so I can't grant your request."

Upon hearing my words, Lily's face lit up with an even brighter smile, as if I had not rejected her but rather agreed to her request.

"How can that be? My sister promised me that she would stay by my side as long as I live. But even if my sister breaks her promise, I will not hate you."

Because I have my own ways of keeping my sister by my side.

hum!

The roar of chainsaws!

Lily started the chainsaw in her hand. The chainsaw, which was bigger than her whole body, looked so out of place when Lily lifted it up.

I knew what was going to happen next because I had experienced this feeling many times in faceless hallucinations.

I relaxed my body because I knew what kind of pain I was about to suffer, and keeping my body tense would only make the pain worse.

"Sister, I don't really want to do this, but if you don't cooperate with me, I have no choice."

As she spoke, Lily came up to me and raised the chainsaw, slowly lowering it toward my right shoulder. It seemed that Lily intended to saw off my entire arm.

Watching the chainsaw slowly descend while trying to stay relaxed was pure torture, but I had to endure it.

I intended to crush the unease and fear in my heart, but I was shocked to find that all my self-suggestion was ineffective.

I'm used to not being able to use pain blocking, but why can't I even use emotional crushing?

Finally, amidst a flood of questions, the chainsaw landed on my shoulder. I had expected it to feel similar to Faceless, but...

!!!

It hurts! It hurts! It hurts!

The chainsaw's sharp barbs easily sliced ​​through my skin and sawed into my flesh; the pain was several times greater than the pain inflicted by the faceless man.

I dare say that during this hallucination, my sense of pain was amplified many times over.

Tears welled up instantly, her mouth opened wide, and a small, suppressed sob escaped her throat. Her body was completely tense, with no room for relaxation.

My legs instinctively tried to come together, but I failed because my ankles were tightly locked in shackles.

After that, I began to struggle desperately, trying to escape, but the shackles were tightly locked around my hands and feet. No matter how much I struggled, it was all in vain. The chains on the shackles only made a 'clattering' sound, showing no sign of breaking because of my struggles.

Honestly, this is pain I've never experienced before. Even those hallucinations that doubled the pain didn't make me suffer like this.

Splash...

Finally, after my desperate struggle, the chainsaw severed my entire right arm, and the severed arm was pulled to one side by the shackles and chains.

Sweat soaked my clothes, my hair clung to my cheeks, and blood splattered all over my body.

I must look incredibly disheveled right now.

I wanted to faint, but in the hallucination, I didn't even have the right to faint; I could only silently wait for the pain to come.

That kind of pain... I don't want to experience it again.

Although blood is still gushing from the cut on my right shoulder, I no longer feel any pain. Or is it that the pain is so intense that my pain receptors can no longer bear it, and I've reached a point where I need to stop working?

I don't know, but I don't want to go through that again.

I wanted to beg for mercy, I was scared, I didn't want this pain anymore.

Lily, she's such a gentle child, she'll definitely let me go.

"Lily...Lily...I promise you...I promise you...please stop."

Upon hearing this, Lily paused slightly as she was about to cut off my other arm with her chainsaw. I thought Lily was going to let me go, but to my surprise, this was Lily's answer.

"No, my sister is a big liar, so I can only keep you here in my own way."

After saying that, Lily slowly lowered the chainsaw in her hand, and I once again felt that indescribable pain.

I thought it would end, it would end.

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[Shuna's Perspective]

“31556885、31556886、31556887、31556888、31556889...

Ah, another year has passed.

As I sat in my wheelchair, I murmured softly, "I am in a garden, and I am in a wheelchair that was specially made for me."

Lily was worried that I would fall off the wheelchair after losing my limbs, so she specially installed a guardrail in front of the wheelchair. That child has always been so thoughtful.

A gentle breeze brushed my cheek, bringing with it a fragrant floral scent.

Another year has passed. How many years have I actually been a teenager? I've almost forgotten...

"Sister, we've been together for sixty years now."

Lily's familiar and gentle voice came from behind me; it was the voice I heard every day.

Yes, it's been sixty years. I've been counting it silently for sixty years.

Right, why was I silently counting these numbers? Oh well, it must be something from the past, I'll just forget about it.

Just focus on the present. I'm already so happy to have Lily. She doesn't mind that I've lost my limbs; instead, she takes such good care of me. I really...

[Extremely happy]

"Ah! There's a lovely flower over there, perfect for my sister to wear as a hair accessory."

As she spoke, Lily, who was pushing the wheelchair behind me, ran with light steps toward a small white flower that was in full bloom.

It's quite a strange thing, isn't it? Lily and I haven't changed at all in these sixty years. She's still that little, adorable child, while...

I am still me

After picking the flowers, Lily skipped over to me and tucked the little white flower into my hair.

After finishing all this, Lily took two steps back, put her hands behind her back, and said with a smile.

"This flower is perfect for you, sister."

Tears welled up in my eyes without my noticing, and Lily rushed to my side to wipe them away. As she wiped them, she asked me a question, puzzled.

"Sister, why are you crying?"

I cried, I guess I cried, I think...

[So happy I cried]

So I told Lily my truest thoughts.

"Hey, Lily, please let me go."

--split line--

The next chapter is an interlude.

Let me think, how many chapters do I still owe? Wow! Fifteen chapters to go!

Interlude: I will always be with my sister.

[Lily's Perspective]

Actually, I had this feeling a long time ago that my sister didn't belong to me, but that's not the outcome I wanted. What I wanted was for my sister to belong to me and for her to be with me forever.

Even though my sister and I are lying in the same bed right now, within arm's reach, I still feel like she's so far away.

My sister probably doesn't know how important she is to me right now. She... she's really, really important to me.

Although Sister Tao Qingjiu gives me a sum of money every month, she doesn't have much contact with me anymore. She probably doesn't need me.

I'm a burden, nobody needs me, I'm useless, but... my sister can use me, she can exploit me.

The clear moonlight shone into the room from outside the window, and it was because of this moonlight that I could see my sister's beautiful face clearly.

Her long, silver hair was dazzling and had a metallic sheen; her skin was even whiter under the moonlight; and her eyes shone slightly in low light.

My sister... she really is a great beauty.

Right now, my sister is gazing at me tenderly, but even as she looks at me like this... she doesn't belong to me.

Goodnight, Lily.

A beautiful voice, gentle words, and a warmth that feels so close.

If only I could have all of these for my entire life.

Unfortunately, I only have five days left to live. In five days, I will die for my sister.

Goodnight, sister.

As I spoke, I closed my eyes, intending to drift off to sleep.

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