A villainous girl created by paranoia

but...

What does the sky look like outside now? What does the sunrise my sister described look like? What are the mountains and rivers described in the book like?

I want to go out, but I know I shouldn't. I should stay here and atone for my sins for the rest of my life.

Apologizing to the dead is for the living; the people I should apologize to are those I killed with my powers.

'That's not your fault, it's the fault of your superpower.'

My voice rang in my heart for the first time. She seemed to be comforting me, seemingly defending me, but I knew she just wanted me to escape and find relief.

It's not my fault? If it's not my fault, then whose fault is it?

Is Yin Neng mine, and am I also the one who can't control his powers? If I'm not wrong in this respect, then aren't the people I killed the ones who are wrong?

Should they not have come near me? Should they have deserved to be killed by me?

That's not right. I'm the one in the wrong. If I don't admit it, wouldn't that be even worse?

'This is so unfair! This is so unfair to me! Why can everyone else live like ordinary people, but I can't!'

Unfair? Those who were killed by my superpowers didn't even have the right to complain about the unfairness. Who could they turn to for justice?

'I want to go out! I want to go out and play! I want my sister!'

No way! Going out would only bring more disaster, sister? Wasn't my sister already killed by me, the murderer?

'But I really don't want to be locked up here anymore! Why does this have to happen to me?!'

My complaints are useless. Didn't the people I killed ever think, 'Why did this have to happen to me?' What right do I have to shout that I want to leave this place?

I...

We shouldn't have longed for that blue sky in the first place.

I.

He was destined to spend the rest of his life in a cage.

The fact that I'm barely surviving is the greatest concession the world has made to me. If I don't cherish it, why should I ask for more?

How greedy am I?! How ignorant am I?! How many people am I going to kill?!

That's why I think...

That's why I'm thinking of leaving here!

Chapter Fourteen: Is Sister Huagong Not Powerful?

[Lily's Perspective]

"And then? Lily probably didn't stay in that basement the whole time, did she?"

Faced with Sister Hanamiya's question, I could only shrug like she did.

"Later, my grandfather died, supposedly from a car accident. In short, it was very sudden."

I was taken out of that basement by an older sister named Tao Qingjiu, who then set me up in a home there.

As I spoke, I pointed to the small house that was once again surrounded by zombies.

That's my home.

Somewhat strangely, all the surrounding houses were collapsed, but my house was intact, and there were zombies wandering around.

"You were just brought out by that older sister named Tao Qingjiu like that?"

"At first, I didn't want to come out, but that older sister named Tao Qingjiu had someone demolish my basement. After demolishing it, she used the materials from the basement to make me a bracelet that could suppress my supernatural abilities."

As I spoke, I extended my right hand toward Sister Hanamiya, revealing a circular bracelet with a flashing red warning light, reminding me that we were in an area where signals could not be transmitted.

Hanamichi touched her chin and fell into a brief moment of thought. Then she got up and looked down at the zombies wandering in front of my house.

“Lily, do you know why those zombies didn’t hurt you? It wasn’t the zombies in front of your house, but the zombies on the road.”

"Well... I don't know either."

"I see... Lily, were you thinking of going home just now?"

"Even so..."

As I spoke, I stood up and looked down at the zombies.

"But it looks like I can't go back."

"Is there something Lily wants to retrieve from there?"

Seeing Sister Huagong's serious expression, I quickly waved my hand and said.

"No, I just went to see the differences between my home in the real world and the game world."

"Hey, Lily, do you really think this is a game world?"

I was stunned for a moment, not quite understanding what Sister Hanamiya was trying to express.

As if she understood my expression, Sister Hanamiya asked me a different question.

"Lily, do you think this world is fake?"

I looked at the murky yellow sky, then at the surrounding ruins, and finally, I looked at the zombies wandering in front of my house.

Is all of this... fake?

"I think... this probably isn't fake."

"Really? Is that what you think?"

As she spoke, Sister Hanamiya reached out and grabbed the somewhat rusty fence, and then, to my disbelief, ripped it down.

Ah...this...

Even though the fence was already rusty, it shouldn't have been torn down all at once, right?

Seemingly feeling that the fence that had been torn down was too long, Sister Hanamiya broke it into a stick that was one and a half meters long.

"I think Lily, you should go back and take a look. You might find something."

After saying that, Sister Huagong jumped off the six-story building.

"Wait..."

Before I could stop her, Sister Hanamiya jumped off the roof. All I could do was lie on the roof and watch her fall downwards.

Sister Hanamichi...I hope she didn't hurt herself.

As it turns out, my worries were unnecessary; Sister Hanamiya bounced on the wall two or three times before landing.

Although the sound of Sister Hanamiya landing was not loud, it still attracted the attention of a large group of zombies traveling at double speed.

They strode forward with bizarre, clawing movements, lunging at Sister Huagong. But Sister Huagong remained calm and composed, swinging her long staff in the face of these zombies that moved at twice the speed.

Bang!

Like a giant watermelon, the zombie closest to Sister Hanamiya had its head smashed open by her. The headless zombie swayed a couple of times before collapsing helplessly to the ground.

Bang!

Immediately afterwards, Sister Hanamiya swung her stick and smashed the head of another zombie, as if playing a game of whack-a-mole. Sister Hanamiya smashed it with great ease.

Bang!Bang!Bang!

With each blow, one zombie head after another was smashed by Sister Hanamiya. In an instant, Sister Hanamiya cleared a large area of ​​zombies in front of her, but several more zombies pounced from behind her.

"Sister Hua Gong..."

I was about to make a sound to remind Sister Hanamiya, but she turned around and swung her long staff horizontally.

Bang!

With the sound of the stick striking flesh, all the zombies that pounced at them were swept away by Sister Hanamiya's stick.

Then, Sister Huagong suddenly surged forward fiercely. Wielding her long staff, she was like a meat grinder, brutally smashing apart every zombie that stood in her way. However...

There are too many zombies. There were already quite a few wandering in front of my house, and now a huge horde of zombies has suddenly appeared from somewhere...

There were no zombies within three meters of Sister Hanamiya, but there were zombies everywhere beyond three meters. Gradually, Sister Hanamiya seemed to be finding it a bit difficult. She began to slow down the speed at which she swung her long staff, and a little cold sweat seeped from her forehead.

Snapped...

The sound wasn't exactly crisp...

The long stick in Sister Hanamiya's hand suddenly broke.

After only a brief moment of stunned silence, Sister Hanamiya quickly regained her senses. She dropped the long stick that was now only half-broken, reached out her right hand and casually grabbed the arm of a zombie. Then... then she actually used that zombie as her weapon and began spinning around in the zombie horde!

As she spun around, she moved toward a nearby building, seemingly indicating that Sister Hanamiya was planning to retreat.

Upon arriving at the moving building, Hanamiya abandoned her unsuitable 'weapon' and, after smashing down a group of zombies, took the opportunity to climb onto the building's window and then leaped onto the roof in a few quick movements.

Looking at it this way, Sister Hanamiya is really amazing...

However, even though Sister Huagong ran to the rooftop, the zombies still had no intention of letting her go. They actually started climbing up the wall of the building.

Seeing this, Sister Hanamiya seemed to take out a small, round object from inside her skirt and then throw it down towards the bottom of the building.

what is that?

My doubts didn't last long; soon, I found out the answer.

boom!

A huge explosion resounded beneath the building, and the already crumbling structure collapsed instantly towards the street.

What Sister Hanamiya just pulled out from inside her skirt turned out to be a high-explosive grenade.

Would a normal female high school student be able to easily pull a grenade out of her skirt?

I'm not too worried about Sister Hanamiya, because she jumped away when the building collapsed.

As for those zombies? They were long ago crushed into mincemeat by the collapsing buildings.

boom...

The sudden sound behind me made me turn around and look. When I saw that it was Sister Huagong, I felt much more at ease.