A villainous girl created by paranoia

Just as Ye Zi was about to continue speaking, a delicate shout interrupted her.

"That's all, Yoko Honda."

Looking at the newcomer, Ye Zi couldn't help but curl her lip and say disdainfully.

"I thought it was someone else, but it's just Dog Chun."

The person who came was naturally Chun. Chun was still the same as before, a very cute girl. Her fluffy, soft, brown hair was styled into an adorable bob, and her delicate, doll-like face was charming and cute. Her amber eyes were looking at Yoko with disdain.

"Yoko Honda, I don't mind you joking about my surname, but could you please stay away from Elena?"

"It's you, you hypocritical bitch, who should stay away from Elena."

"Ha, do you think Elena wants to be with a piece of social trash like you? You'll only corrupt Elena. How could you even think of something like bullying classmates?"

"What? Because the other person is an orphan like you? So you stood up for justice?"

"you..."

Seeing that Tsubaki and Yoko seemed about to continue arguing, I quickly stopped them.

"Stop, stop, stop! Tsubaki, Yoko, stop arguing! Aren't we good friends?"

"Heh, I'm only friends with Elena, I don't make friends with dogs."

After saying that, Yoko walked away without looking back. I was about to chase after her, but Tsubaki stopped me.

"Elena, ignore that madman. He'll only tell you how to cause destruction. That kind of person is not Elena's friend."

As she spoke, Tsubaki pulled me away. As I watched Yoko walk further and further away, I felt an indescribable sadness in my heart.

I feel that there must be something between Tsubaki and Yoko that they are hiding from me, and it is because of this that they are so hostile to each other.

From that day on, Tsubaki and Yoko never spoke to each other again, and they even acted like strangers when they met.

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When we first entered high school, Tsubaki filled in "murderer" as her ability in the ability section, while I was forced to fill in "no ability" instead of "murderer" by Tsubaki.

The teacher knew, of course, that we were faking it, but because of my special circumstances, the teacher tacitly approved of Chun's actions.

Indeed, because of Chun's actions, there were significantly fewer people around me who harbored ill will towards me, but there were many more people who harbored ill will towards Chun. However, unlike me, Chun easily dealt with this ill will.

In my second year of high school, I had a crush on a boy named Gao Gui. He was a sunny and cheerful handsome guy. I knew he wouldn't like someone like me, so I never bothered him and just watched him silently.

I won't stalk him or anything like that, because that would bother Gao Gui. I just need to glance at him when I can see him, and that's all I ask for.

Perhaps it was because Takagi was too outstanding that both Tsubaki and Yoko started pursuing him. In the end, Tsubaki won and started dating Takagi.

I admire her, but I'm not jealous or resentful. Because Chun is my best friend, seeing her happy makes me happy too.

And it started when I entered high school, no... maybe it started in middle school, but it just got worse in high school.

I always felt that Tsubaki and Yoko's eyes lacked the sparkle that a living person should have. Even though I could see some light in my own eyes and other people's eyes, Tsubaki and Yoko's eyes... were like they were dead... devoid of any light. But Tsubaki and Yoko's behavior was normal, so I didn't pay much attention to it.

I thought my life would just pass by uneventfully, but I never expected to encounter that accident, that accident that changed everything.

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"Elena...Elena...please kill me...let me be free...and then...take my face away..."

We were in a car accident. The bus that Chun and I were riding on fell off a cliff when it turned a corner on the mountain road. Chun reacted quickly and smashed the bus window and threw me out, but Chun didn't escape. Now, her lower body is completely crushed under the overturned bus.

As for the other passengers on the bus, none of them are alive. Now, only I am alive, along with Chun, who is trapped under the bus and barely alive.

I wanted to lift the bus, but I didn't have the strength. I wanted to pull Chun's body out from under the bus, which I could do, but I didn't dare to, because after I tried to pull her, a piece of flesh was torn off her abdomen.

I was afraid... I was afraid I would tear Tsubaki's body apart, so I didn't do it. Now I'm just kneeling blankly in front of Tsubaki, looking at her with a smile on her face. I don't know why, but only now do I see a bright light in Tsubaki's eyes, completely different from the dead look in them before.

"Elena, Elena, I'm dying, I'm in so much pain, could you please kill me? After you kill me, take my face, take everything I have, and live on in my place."

I wanted to refuse, so I refused to say it. I tried to coax Chun, saying I could get her out. But Chun was smart; she ignored me and kept talking to herself.

"Elena, Tsubaki is selfish. Tsubaki doesn't want to die, doesn't want to disappear, so Elena, please don't let Tsubaki disappear?"

"Tsubaki wants Elena to become me, to become Tsubaki, okay?"

"I still have so many things I haven't done, and so many things I want to do."

"I want to grow old with the person I love most. I want to buy a garden and watch the flowers bloom and fade."

"More important than anything else is that I want to live, I want to live happily, I don't want to die, I don't want to disappear, Elena, please, let Tsubaki live."

“Elena, I know this is selfish. Elena has loving parents, but Chun doesn’t want to be forgotten.”

"So, Elena, use Tsubaki's face and become Tsubaki."

"Elena, you must live, you must live, you must live happily."

"Elena, no, Inukai Tsubaki, live happily forever, never disappear! Live with the person you love most! Live on as me!"

"Tsubaki, please, please kill me quickly. I'm in so much pain, I can't take it anymore. Become me, replace me."

I refused countless times, I kept shaking my head, I kept rejecting, but Chun still defeated me. I was defeated by her will to live, I was defeated by her obsession with not wanting to disappear.

Most importantly, she is in so much pain, I know she is in so much pain. She can't go on living. Even if an ambulance takes Chun away now, Chun won't survive.

So, I killed Tsubaki. After activating my supernatural killer ability, I killed Tsubaki. I stabbed Tsubaki in her instant-death point with a shard of glass, and Tsubaki died without pain. Her body exploded into countless pieces of flesh after I stabbed her in her instant-death point with the glass shard, and even her bones were shattered. I also successfully activated another skill, appearance stealing.

Perhaps it's just my imagination, but I feel like Tsubaki has been looking forward to this moment for a long time.

I transformed into Tsubaki's appearance, with fluffy, soft brown hair and a delicate, adorable face. Reflected in the lake water, I was stunned for a moment before realizing that the adorable face was mine. I was no longer ugly, but had become incredibly cute. However, I wasn't happy at all, because Tsubaki was dead.

No, it was Elena who died, my best friend. I am... Inukai Tsubaki, Takagi's girlfriend, an orphan, a child without parents. Someone who must live.

From today onwards, I am Inukai Tsubaki.

Chun, you won't disappear, you absolutely won't.

Because I will live on, I will live on no matter what, even if it's a tough life, I will live on. I will not let Inukai Tsubaki disappear, I will definitely fulfill your wish.

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People came to my funeral... No, very few people came to Elena's funeral. Seeing Elena's parents crying, I wanted to go up and comfort them, but how could I, in my position, say anything to them?

I am Tsubaki, Inukai Tsubaki, Takayuki's girlfriend, someone who wants to live, someone who doesn't want to disappear.

Just as I was looking at Elena's parents, Yoko suddenly stormed over to me and grabbed my collar without saying a word.

"Inukai Tsubaki! Why didn't you protect Elena?!"

Seeing Yoko roaring at me, I was at a loss for what to do. Just as I was feeling bewildered, Yoko's fist slammed into my face.

Yoko hit me hard; the punch knocked me unconscious.

When I woke up again, I found myself in the hospital, and the person guarding me was none other than my classmate Gao Gui.

After becoming Tsubaki, I felt that becoming Gao Gui's girlfriend was the most dreamlike thing. Before, I... no, Elena... Elena didn't even dare to imagine being with Gao Gui, because Elena was ugly, Elena was insecure, and Elena didn't have any good points.

Gao Gui is really gentle and always takes care of me. I'm really happy to be with Gao Gui.

I now have everything Elena never had: a cute and lovable face, a boyfriend I love and who loves me back. Apart from my parents, I am truly happy. If I could, I would want to live like this forever.

But reality is always malicious; this world is neither gentle nor kind.

I killed someone. Because of the rampage of the killer's superpowers, I killed someone.

When my superpower, the serial killer, went berserk, the urge to kill was rampant in my mind. I tried to stop myself, but my body wouldn't obey my commands. I only regained my senses after killing that person.

I killed a homeless man. His death was the same as Elena's. His body exploded into many pieces of flesh, leaving no bones behind. Blood was splattered everywhere. At least, I managed to prevent him from dying in agony.

I didn't mean to! I didn't want to kill him! I really didn't want to kill him! My powers went berserk! That's why I killed him!

I returned home in a daze. I didn't dare to call the police, I didn't dare to turn myself in. I wanted to forget, to forget all of this, to pretend that I had never killed that homeless man.

A week has passed, and just when I had almost forgotten about the homeless man's death, the killer's superpower went berserk again.

I... I killed someone again. I killed one of our high school classmates, who was Gao Gui's good friend.

I don't know what to do anymore, because I've killed someone again, turning a living person into a pile of minced meat once more.

Later I discovered that the killer ability requires me to kill someone every week to maintain my sanity, otherwise I will become a killer and start killing people.

I've killed five people. Five lives have been lost at my hands. I can't control myself. The police almost came knocking on my door several times.

I'm afraid, afraid of killing someone in public, so I decided to kill someone before the next serial killer goes berserk. I want to stall like this for now and find a way to solve the problem.

I know this is wrong, and a normal person shouldn't do this, but I had no other choice. I didn't dare call the police or see a doctor because I was afraid they would discover my secret of murder, and then I would be arrested, imprisoned, and eventually executed.

The curse of 'survival' still lingers within me. I am Inukai Tsubaki! I don't want to die! I don't want to disappear!

This time, my target is a silver-haired girl. I know this girl; I even knew her back in junior high school because she is Hanamiya Karen.

There were two reasons for choosing her. The first was that she looked very delicate and I should be able to defeat her easily. The second was... I might actually have a bit of a desire to bully this very pretty girl deep down.

Why...why do you have such a beautiful face, and why can't Elena?

I've activated my killer mode. With just a light poke of my finger into the fatal spot on Hanamichi Karen's back, she'll explode into a pile of minced meat.

However, I was wrong. The speed at which I leveled up didn't allow me to defeat Hanamiya Karen; instead, I was completely overwhelmed by her in terms of strength and speed. Then, she used a poison needle to knock me to the ground, and I couldn't move any part of my body except my head.

She made a demand of me, asking me to kill someone for her. I refused, and as a result, she locked me in her basement.

Later, Gao Gui was also tied up in this basement by him. Then, in front of me, Hanamichi sawed off two of Gao Gui's fingers. I was afraid that she would continue to hurt Gao Gui, so I agreed to her request to help her kill someone.

After helping her kill the person and resolving the problem of the serial killer's rampage, I tried to escape with Gao Gui. However, we couldn't escape Hanamichi's grasp, and I was captured again and locked in the basement. But Hanamichi released Gao Gui, for no other reason than that I agreed to her conditions.

When Gao Gui's finger was cut off, he was blindfolded and had his ears plugged the whole time, so neither Hanamichi nor I were afraid that Gao Gui would find out anything.

When I helped Hua Gong kill the sixth person, I had a nightmare. In the nightmare, the people I killed came to take revenge on me. In the dream, I was unable to resist them. In the end, they tore me into several pieces like a rag, stuffed me into their mouths, and devoured, chewed, and swallowed me. They ate me, along with my blood, flesh, and bones.

I was terrified. I couldn't keep killing. I told Hanamiya that I didn't want to kill anymore. I thought Hanamiya would be angry, but she just smiled and patted my head. She said, "If you don't want to kill, then don't."

Just when I thought I was about to be free, Hanamiya took out three fingers again a day later. I knew they belonged to Takagami. In the end, I still agreed to help Hanamiya continue killing. I was afraid, afraid that my favorite, Tsubaki's favorite, Takagami would get hurt again.

Because Gao Gui was not only the person I loved, but also the person Elena loved, I agreed to continue helping Hanamichi kill people. At that time, I naively thought that as long as I killed all of Hanamichi's enemies, I could be freed.