My Romance Simulation with Them

However, the person in the simulation is not the person in reality.

So it's normal that it can't be resolved.

Nanxiang didn't dwell on the issue, but continued reading.

The simulation has progressed to this point.

Nanxiang Shi naturally had an obligation to witness the final outcome.

The simulation continues—

She didn't understand the meaning of 'love,' nor did she know how to express her 'love' in the right way.

These are probably the regrets she will carry with her from now on.

Even so, just being by your side made her feel a warmth she had never experienced before.

That should be enough.

Time continues to move forward—

Just as you expected.

Matsuzaka Sato's guardian did not appear at the wedding.

The only person she was connected to and who appeared in public was her close friend, Hida Shoko.

Compared to other girls' social interactions and their families...

She looked so lonely at the wedding.

[But Matsuzaka Satou didn't seem to mind. Even surrounded by girls during the wedding photoshoot, her face still wore a gentle, peaceful smile.]

You married them—

[The band members, the two girls from Riko-Riko, Akane Shinjo, Rio Futaba, and Satou Matsuzaka, will now officially change their surname to 'Nango'.]

With such a large new family suddenly appearing, you, as the head of the household, naturally feel the pressure.

But pressure can also be a source of motivation for you.

You started working hard, and in just two years, you grew your small business into a well-known name even in Tokyo.

With your outstanding talent and excellent communication skills, you have enjoyed smooth sailing in your business career.

Similarly, your success in business has extended into your personal life.

[In the past two years, apart from Nanxiang Sugar, his other wives have all become pregnant. Among them, Nanxiang Yili and Nanxiang Liang even gave birth to daughters for you last year.]

You named their daughters Nango Notake and Nango Yuna.

The addition of a new member to the family made his wife somewhat envious.

The joy of becoming a mother for the first time is something they longed to experience but never did.

They adored Nanago Nozomi and Nanago Yuna.

However, Nango Sugar was not among those who doted on their daughter.

She did not have any prejudice against Nanago Nozomi or Nanago Yuna.

On the contrary, as a girl, she was equally curious about her two younger daughters.

She wanted to communicate with them, to connect with them.

But in the end, she hesitated and withdrew her hand.

[Nanxiang Sugar and you have no health problems; not having children was actually her request.]

She tells you that without understanding what 'love' is, and without knowing how to express her own love, she is simply incapable of being a qualified mother and raising children.

Seeing Nango Nozomi and Nango Yuna reminded her of her childhood.

Having no parents, she was confused about her own feelings, and even more unsure how to express her love for the child.

She avoids contact with Nanago Yuna and Nanago Nozomi because she doesn't want the two children to be affected by a woman like her who lacks emotional depth.

Therefore, whenever she saw Nanago Nozomi and Nanago Yuna embracing and playfully fighting with his wife, she would always stop and stare with extreme envy.

Only when you actively encourage Nanago Nozomi and Nanago Yuna to get close to her will she reveal a pure, childlike smile and gently, extremely carefully stroke their heads.

In real life, she is neither as silent as Nanago Ichiri, nor as noisy as Nanago Chizuka.

She's always watching you, and she'll be there when you need her.

To make up for her regrets regarding the child, Nango Sugar is exceptionally proactive in her nighttime intimacy with you, even actively requesting that you be rough with her.

Contrary to her claims, you did not treat her harshly; instead, you silently protected and cared for her.

After all, she is also one of your wives.

To address her emotional deficiencies, you specifically sought out several renowned psychologists, hoping to help her overcome the shadows of her childhood.

But all of these attempts failed.

The only person she looked at from beginning to end was you.

Similarly, only you can have an influence on her.

She remains by your side as always, obediently fulfilling all your requests.

She often tells you that she's already very content with just this.

But you, who have been with her for so many years, understand.

Every time she said something like that, her pink eyes always held an indescribable regret.

She wanted to love you in her own unique way, but she couldn't find the right way to express that love.

This was undoubtedly the cruelest thing for her.

In simulation.

Fragments of memory began to scatter.

"Senior Nanxiang, you shouldn't have married me."

Night falls.

The pink-haired girl lay on the bed, murmuring to herself in an almost calm voice.

"He's talking nonsense again."

Looking at his wife's profile as she gazed out the window, Nanxiang stroked her face tenderly with his palm: "Besides, weren't you the one who shamelessly wanted to marry me back then? Now you want to back out? Too late."

"I was too immature back then."

Nango Sugar murmured to herself, "It wasn't until after we got married that I realized I couldn't offer Nango-senpai anything at all."

"Whether it's the way I love you, or the way you love me... I don't understand it at all."

She turned her head abruptly.

It was only then that Nanxiang noticed the tear stains on his wife's face.

Under the moonlight, the teardrops were crystal clear.

"I thought that as long as I got close to Senior Nanxiang, I could do something for him, but I didn't realize until I got to know them that they could do far more than I could."

Nanxiang Sugar noticed this.

Compared to herself, who didn't even know how to express her love, Nango Ichiri and Nango Ryo were far more perfect than she was.

At least they were able to express to Nanxiang their love for him as surging as a river.

For her, who didn't know how to express her feelings, simply watching from the sidelines was extremely agonizing.

Nanxiang Shi did not say anything, but simply reached out and wiped away the tears from his wife's eyes.

Nanxiang Sugar turned his head to one side.

She only showed him her smooth back.

The air inside the room remained silent for a long while.

Then, when I was in Nanxiang, I heard her voice.

"As expected, it's time to free Nango-senpai from my grasp, isn't it?"

When her pink eyes looked at Nanxiang, they were like stars obscured by dark clouds, dim and lifeless. Her voice was soft, yet for the first time, it carried a hint of pain.

In response to her monologue, Nango simply reached out and held her tightly in his arms.

"I disagree."

He stroked his wife's smooth back: "We've been married for so long, my body is so dependent on you that I can't live without you anymore. You don't want to take responsibility for what you've done to me, and you actually want to skip paying for the ticket? Do you think that's possible?"

He lowered his head and then pointed to two bright morning stars shining in the dark night sky outside the window.

The two morning stars shone brightly.

Like two lighthouses in the night sky, they are trying hard to flash, hoping to make the other notice their frequency.

"Just like stars, as long as they keep shining with their own brilliance, even hearts that were originally not close can understand each other and get closer to each other."

He gently gathered the pink-haired girl's hair: "Sugar, you only need to do this. You'll definitely understand how to express 'love' in the future, just like how I feel about you now."

Your gentle words, like crushed konpeito in the night sky, seeped into her heart, forming a protective barrier.

With your encouragement, she temporarily let go of her inner turmoil.

"Should we put it aside for now...?"

In reality, Nanxiang sighed and tapped the simulation page in front of him.

Matsuzaka Satou already had significant psychological issues.

In retrospect, his interactions with the girls may have actually exacerbated their psychological problems.

after all...

"Being in that kind of environment, where everyone else is living a happy life, but she's the only one who feels like an outsider... out of place. This must have aggravated her psychological problems, right?"

Keep reading.

Time is both impartial and merciless; it neither lengthens the lives of the happy nor shortens the lives of the suffering.

Two more years have passed.