My Romance Simulation with Them

It will not affect reality.

If you're hesitant and timid even in simulations, what can you possibly accomplish?

He originally conducted the simulation in order to explore a way to allow Matsuzaka Satou to coexist with other simulated objects.

If she were to abandon the other simulation subjects and run away with Matsuzaka Satou...

Isn't that putting the cart before the horse?

"So now...it's time to use this..."

Nanxiang muttered to himself as he looked at the bottom option among the three choices.

[IV. Personal simulation.]

Yes.

The heart rate has always been insufficient during simulations.

Therefore, he basically never selected the 'personally simulate' option.

After all, the 300 heart points required for a normal simulation, plus the 1200 heart points for a 'personal simulation', directly bring the total to 1500 heart points.

This amount of "heart points" can be considered a huge sum.

The pressure was so intense that Nanxiang could hardly breathe.

So every time I see the 'Simulate Personally' option...

He could only sigh, "Too poor, I can't afford it at all," before putting his finger down and studying the other options.

If he had tens of thousands of points.

Do we really need to analyze the options?

The next step was to personally simulate the process, simulating the entire journey.

Even if the system rating for a simulation is only in the sixties, he is confident that he can raise the rating to ninety or higher by using the 'personal simulation' option.

But there is no way.

There is only one disease in the world that is incurable.

That's poverty.

I happened to contract this disease when I was in Nanxiang, and it was a terminal illness.

"But that's all in the past."

Nanxiang glanced sideways at his "heartbeat value" savings.

He still has about 1200 Heart Points left.

There is absolutely no problem in personally simulating this scenario.

Nanxiang looked up at the simulation options.

He had previously used a simulation to experience a happy married life twice.

I also saw Nanxiang Liang and Nanxiang Yili living their married life.

But this time is different.

This time, I personally simulated the scenario, guiding the entire simulation onto the right track and avoiding both ordinary and terrible endings.

These two are fundamentally different.

"I wonder how long I'll be able to exist in the simulated world after spending 1200 Heart Points..."

Nanxiang stared at the simulation page, lost in thought.

If it were just like the previous personal simulation, with only a 12-hour time limit, then many of the things he wanted to do would be impossible to carry out.

but--

"No matter what, let's give it a try first."

As Nanxiang spoke, he found a comfortable sleeping position and lay down, then stretched out his finger and tapped on the simulation page.

'Would you like to spend 1200 Heart Points to personally simulate the experience? Yes/No?'

'Yes! '

Press down with your finger.

At the same time, Nango Toki clearly felt a strange energy pulling his consciousness away from his body... and projecting it directly into the simulated world.

However, this kind of detachment is completely different from the 'personal simulation' of married life before.

Even while he was in the simulation, he could still feel his own body in the real world outside the simulation world.

This feeling is quite wonderful.

It's as if the perspective has split into two people, presenting a completely overhead view.

With a mere thought, one can switch between their perspective in the simulated world and their real-world self.

Unlike the previous 'personal simulation' where you could freely choose the time and stage of 'high school', 'adulthood', or 'married life', this is different.

This time, there is no time or stage to choose from.

Nanxiang felt as if she was stuck in the period before the college entrance examination season.

"So that's how it feels."

Nanxiang became interested and nodded slightly after switching perspectives twice.

If that's the case... then it's not bad.

He slowly closed his eyes, immersing himself completely in the simulation.

......

The sky was pure white, as if it had just snowed, making it resemble a mirror of ice.

The clothes on her body were clean, having just been washed in the washing machine, and even the square collar seemed to exude an indescribable fragrance.

The room was quiet, the floor was sparkling clean... everything seemed so clean and beautiful.

however--

"But I'm not like that..."

Matsuzaka Satou muttered to herself, gazing intently at her reflection in the mirror.

Her light pink long hair fell over her shoulders.

Her pink eyes were large and bright.

His slender eyebrows were slightly furrowed, conveying an indescribable sense of sadness.

Tranquil eyes and nose, soft ears and lips.

Anyone who sees this will probably praise the beauty of the pink-haired girl.

But Matsuzaka Sugar doesn't have that feeling.

In her view, outward beauty cannot compare to inner purity.

But she is no longer a pure person.

The 'love' she had been pursuing since childhood had become something else.

When I saw the black-haired young man smiling and interacting with other girls.

She would feel a heart-wrenching pain, a dark, bitter feeling, an indescribable emotion that made her throat ache, and this would brew in her heart.

This is an emotion called jealousy.

It was an emotion she absolutely shouldn't have had when facing Nanxiang and the other girls.

You have to understand, she has absolutely no right to have such emotions.

Because Nanxiang was the one who stayed by her side the whole time, helping her slowly regain her emotions.

Without Nanxiang, she would never be able to perceive emotions and feel the changes in her own feelings as she does now.

And those girls around Nango Toki... whether it was Yamada Ryo or Goto Ichiri, they were all trying to accept themselves in their own way, drawing him into their circle with warm laughter and joy.

You should know that she was the one who came later and wanted to steal and divide up Nanxiang's love.

These girls who arrived earlier not only did not reject them, but also showed them the most sincere kindness.

During the time spent with the girls.

She became a close and sincere friend to everyone.

For Matsuzaka Satou, who has only ever had one friend, Hida Shoko, this is undoubtedly a rare and precious friendship.

That's all.

Matsuzaka Satou felt that she had no right to face them, let alone be jealous of them.

These emotions within yourself are wrong.

She knew it perfectly well.

However, no matter how hard you pull, you can't get rid of all the weeds.

It always chooses to grow fiercely in the dark and damp corners of a person's home, as if it will take over her whole body in the next second.

She was very grateful to the girls and did not want to ruin their sincere friendship because of her own emotions.

Slowly standing up, Matsuzaka Satou went to the balcony and looked out.

It must have just snowed outside.

The soft snow covered the entire land, turning Tokyo, a city built of reinforced concrete, into a pure white landscape.

The fluffy, soft snow resembled shimmering, gathered sugar, and beneath this pure white sugar lay a ground tinged with gray-black...

Matsuzaka Satou felt it was time to set off.

These past few days, she has been feeling the emotions in her heart.

The possessiveness and jealousy that shrouded her in darkness seemed to taint everything from her past.

Her 'love' is definitely not like that.