Lonely Rock for the Blind.

"... "

Nekoyashiki Haru lowered her head.

"...If I like everyone..."

"... "

Yamada Ryo watched as Nekoyashiki Haru slowly raised her head.

In a world of nothingness, only the chaotic colors of memory begin to appear in my mind.

"Common sense...moral principles...maybe I should choose one of you and politely decline the others...or perhaps I should choose none and just run away..."

"...Ha...This is what we've been asking you to do."

Yamada Ryo looked at Nekoyashiki Haru and said.

"... "

Nekoyashiki Haru stood up from the chair.

"...But if that's the case, I really don't want to."

Yuyo and Nijika both like me a lot, in a way that goes beyond what I initially understood as "like".

If I abandon them... will they still be able to smile?

Maybe... time can heal all wounds...

But it seems I don't want them to diminish my feelings for them?

Contradictory...morally deficient...

This is the answer I came to…

"...I want to be with everyone: Yuuyo, Nijika, Ichiri... and you..."

Nekoyashiki Haru said to Yamada Ryo.

"...Too greedy..."

Yamada Ryo narrowed his eyes.

"Do you want to share your love equally among four people?"

"I asked Yamada Ryo."

"...Then let me raise my love to four times that of an ordinary person...or even more..."

"Nekoyashiki Haru said, covering her chest with both hands."

"...Pervert...Scumbag..."

Yamada Ryo smiled.

"Indeed, it's better to choose me, isn't it? Otherwise, you'll be very tired, in every way."

"...I will try my best to become...worthy of you..."

Haru Nekoyashiki was trembling slightly and seemed very scared.

"...I guess I'm going to turn into a perverted scumbag...I'm doomed..."

"... "

So... what do you think...?

Nekoyashiki asked cautiously.

"...Huh?"

Yamada Ryo closed his eyes.

"...Keep it up...I'll be watching."

A slight smile appeared on Yamada Ryo's lips.

"…Um."

Nekoyashiki Haru nodded seriously.

Chapter 233 My Sister's Hell (Part 2)

"So... what's the next step?"

Looking at Nekoyashiki Haru standing in front of him, Yamada Ryo asked.

"Should we go home separately? Or should I first go on a date with one of my targets to improve my lesbian relationship?"

Yamada Ryo tilted his head, waiting for Nekoyashiki Haru's answer.

“…Ah…that.”

Nekoyashiki Haru cleared her throat.

"Come with me to see Yili."

"...Are you going to try to persuade all four of them?"

"I asked Yamada Ryo."

"...Let's just think of it that way for now. This is also an effort to bring everyone together."

Nekoyashiki Haru requested.

"It would be a little difficult for one person to go there."

"Understand."

Yamada Ryo stood up and grabbed Nekoyashiki Haru's hand.

"Let's go."

"Ah."

Nekoyashiki Haru nodded.

...

……

.........

At the station, Nekoyashiki Haru sat up straight.

"...After you made your decision, did you feel that things had changed a little?"

Yamada Ryo looked at Nekoyashiki Haru beside him and asked.

"...This is the first time I've ever been called a 'scumbag'...Please understand how uneasy I feel right now."

"...Yes, I can understand."

Yamada Ryo nodded.

"It has a lot of rock and roll elements."

"what…"

Nekoyashiki Haru suddenly froze.

"what happened?"

Yamada Ryo looked at Nekoyashiki Haru with a puzzled expression.

"...It's nothing, I just remembered that I secretly resolved to keep you guys away from the dregs of rock and roll..."

"...And now you've become trash yourself?"

Yamada Ryo tilted his head.

"Ah."

Nekoyashiki Haru nodded.

"The three essential elements of a band member...smoking, drinking, and womanizing."

Yamada Ryo held up one finger.

"You don't drink much alcohol, and you don't even touch cigarettes, so you have even more time to play around with women."

"...The band members are awful..."

Nekoyashiki Haru sighed.

"It's a pity you've already made up your mind to become such a rotten person."

Yamada Ryo said to Nekoyashiki Haru.

"To be honest, I didn't expect you to make this choice."

"... "

"After all, in my opinion... you are a rather mild-mannered person... Did you come up with such a radical choice yourself?"

"...For now...yes."

Nekoyashiki Haru nodded.

“I can’t choose anyone, and I can’t run away and leave you all heartbroken, so this is the only choice I have.”

"...Ha...I could tell from the last time you gave up on treatment..."

Yamada Ryo narrowed his eyes and looked at Nekoyashiki Haru with a mischievous smile.

"You... are you rational about small things, but more emotional about big things?"

"I guess so?"

"It's fine, I don't dislike it."

Yamada Ryo nodded.

"...Speaking of which, Liang, don't you feel disgusted?"

Nekoyashiki asked, her two hands quietly clenching together.