Lonely Rock for the Blind.

I never eat it.

But I still bought one in the end.

Maybe it really does taste good? Or maybe I was just too prejudiced when I was a child?

I tried it at noon, and it was awful! I couldn't even bite into it.

Is this really food?

I bet he bought this thing just to use as a model for his paintings.

Or perhaps a self-defense weapon?

June 31th, weather: cloudy.

I didn't run into him today.

It seems he didn't come to school?

I waited all day but didn't see him.

Lately, I've noticed the school security guards are giving me increasingly strange looks...

From now on, I'll wait somewhere farther away.

June 12th, weather: cloudy.

I met him.

Did you see him go to the art supply store with someone else?

Three girls were surrounding him! He's quite the popular guy.

However, he seems indifferent to everyone.

Haha, those girls look pretty anxious.

That's only natural!

However… seeing him with so many girls, I really couldn't feel happy.

April 11nd, weather: sunny.

I missed him again today.

He was silently counting something, but I couldn't hear him.

But I heard his voice again.

It's so heartwarming. Just imagine if my name came out of that mouth?

That would be the most wonderful thing... No, thinking like that is so unlike me.

I'll tear this page out later.

April 27nd, weather: sunny.

They went sketching today too.

His pen fell.

It fell on the ground, and I picked it up.

This is the first time... I've had indirect contact with him.

I think I should find an opportunity to return it later.

But now...it's mine...

What I mean is! Safeguard...

June 11th, weather: cloudy.

I went to a comic convention.

I didn't run into him.

That's true, he doesn't seem to be interested in anime or anything like that.

How strange, this is clearly a national treasure.

I really hope he comes to the comic convention with me.

He can cosplay so many characters... and I'm responsible for making his cosplay outfits.

That wouldn't be bad, would it? And then they could naturally end up together.

No... why would you get aroused by a child...?

April 12nd, weather: sunny.

I really do like him, don't I?

No matter how much I deny it, he's the only person on my mind right now.

Is this really just lust at first sight?

No, if there is true love, then it is love at first sight that is destined!

Age isn't a problem; it's not like there's no precedent for it.

April 31nd, weather: sunny.

My freckles are gone!

In that case, the day I officially meet him will be soon, right?

Really been waiting.

April 3nd, weather: sunny.

I looked for an opportunity for a long time, but he had so many people around him.

He seems pretty annoyed too.

Ugh, I wish I were really a yandere.

I'll help him get rid of them one by one!

Dismemberment...head smashing...heart dissection...

Just kidding, I'm not a psychopathic killer.

April 7nd, weather: sunny.

I learned guitar so that I could perform at comic conventions.

But I also wanted to play it for him.

Will he like it?

This trick works really well for girls, but whether it will work the same way for boys... I have absolutely no idea.

At least I practice guitar, not bass.

What I mean is that the appreciation of guitar music has a lower barrier to entry...

June 8th, weather: cloudy.

I went to see the art gallery at his school today.

They said all the money spent would go to charity.

I saw his painting, and I originally wanted to buy it.

But the guy next to me was faster than me!

Damn it... Should we kill him and rob him?

Oh…he didn’t do anything wrong, I can’t do that…

But who knows if he actually did it?

Okay, I was just taking it out on myself.

I'm so sorry... I really loved that painting.

April 6nd, weather: sunny.

He looks like he's grown a lot taller.

After all, boys grow up at this age.

Ugh... I've already wasted so much time, I can't waste any more.

Tomorrow! I'll go say hello to him tomorrow!

January 7th, the weather... I'm too lazy to write about it...

I stopped him.

A polite smile and an elegant posture.

I think I performed perfectly... I wore what I thought was my best outfit.

I was waiting for him to say something like, "Long time no see..." with surprise...

Or perhaps they would frown and ask, "Have we met before?"

But the result was...

"Hello, how can I help you?"

He acted as if he had seen a complete stranger!

stranger!!!

I ran away.

This is exactly what I can't accept! After all this time, he still doesn't recognize me?!

I think about him every single day!

But... looking back, it seems like it was only natural.

I... have never had any contact with him.

Aside from that first meeting, I've only ever been spying and stalking.