Aspiring to be a girl in a band

It seems... it's not a big deal.

But... looking back now, my decision to quit Crychic was indeed quite naive.

Everyone must be very hurt.

I was the one who hurt everyone first...

If... we could find a chance to make up...

Although Shoko was indeed very upset when she heard Kasuga Kage at the live performance that day, she also experienced new growth from that day on.

At first, she was running away from the past...

Later, I faced the past squarely.

Now... Xiangzi has begun to want to reconcile with the past.

Only in this way can she start forming a new band without any confusion.

Volume 1: Chapter 139 The Pink Hero

Seeing the slightly ajar door, Aine breathed a sigh of relief.

Xiangzi is so kind... she even left the door open for me, Ai Yin thought happily.

Pushing open the door, Ai Yin tiptoed into the room.

"Um...excuse me?"

Ai Yin carefully surveyed the interior environment, even though she had been here before.

Arakawa Kirika sat upright on the sofa. Although the giant screen television in front of her was making noise, her attention was clearly not focused on the screen.

But... Arakawa Kirika completely ignored Aine.

Well... being ignored was to be expected, so Aine wasn't discouraged. Instead, she mustered her courage and took a few steps forward.

Then, Arakawa Kirika looked at Aine with great impatience, as if something dirty had walked into the house.

It was composed of three parts disdain and seven parts indifference, and ten parts disgust.

Faced with that cold gaze, Aine couldn't help but shiver.

But... it's okay. Aine told herself this.

When she decided to launch an attack on Wuhua, she had already made all sorts of preparations. The fact that the other party did not immediately kick her out, and even let her into the house, was already an unexpected development.

So Aine forced a smile and continued walking forward.

Even though the road ahead was covered in snow, she wanted to melt it to make a path.

"May I... sit down?"

Aine cautiously struck up a conversation with Arakawa Kirika, constantly observing her expression.

Arakawa Kirika withdrew her cold gaze and seemed to be deep in thought.

After a while, Aine finally received an answer from Arakawa Kirika.

"up to you."

Yay!

Ai Yin gently clenched her fist, and even had an urge to make a peace sign.

Because she felt that the current pace was much better than expected.

So Aine sat down with a smile on her face on the sofa on the same side as Arakawa Kirika.

This made Arakawa Kirika frown.

Although she allowed Aine to sit down, her intention was clearly for Aine to sit opposite her.

But should we say this pink-haired girl is incredibly audacious, or... incredibly stupid? She seems to have completely misunderstood what she meant.

And... this pink-haired guy started sticking up to me again with his signature silly grin.

So annoying.

He watched as Aine took advantage of the situation and moved her buttocks closer to him.

Arakawa Kirika immediately showed a look of disgust, and then put some distance between them.

But the more she tried to back away, the more Aine followed her, insisting on sitting with her.

Ultimately, Arakawa Kirika had no way to avoid it, so she could only glare fiercely at Aine.

Ah 8 厁〇 slip air ji{u filth 〣 stop % 囷……

Ai Yin timidly shrank her neck.

I think I've gotten a little carried away?

Seeing that Arakawa Kirika's brows were already showing some anger, Aine quickly retreated... a little bit.

"Enough, what exactly do you want to do?"

Arakawa Kirika rebuked.

Startled by the sudden rise in tone, Ai Yin shrank back a little, but quickly picked up the conversation again.

"I...I want to know...why Kirika dislikes me, specifically what aspects of me she dislikes..."

Can't they just change it...?

Aine's tone sounded very aggrieved, but Arakawa Kirika remained unmoved.

"I hate that you're alive, can you change that?"

Arakawa Kirika gave a cold laugh.

...Aine suddenly became very silent.

The courage I had just mustered seemed to have vanished without a trace.

Because even if that sentence was a joke, even if it was said intentionally to embarrass her, it was still a bit too harsh.

Ultimately, Aine is just an ordinary girl, and one who grew up in a warm family, bathed in love.

Even if Aine does her best to be resolute in the face of such blatant malice, she will still feel sad.

I hate that you're alive.

To change this extreme aversion...

All I can do is die.

Does Wuhua really hate me to that extent?

Ai-yin's mind went blank.

All the possibilities I had rehearsed in bed last night were forgotten.

Seeing Aine's stunned reaction, Arakawa Kirika quickly lost interest in her.

Last night, when Mu reported to her, she was still wondering what tricks this silly dog ​​could possibly pull.

From Mutsu's words, Arakawa Kirika could sense that Mutsu seemed to have a high opinion of this stupid dog.

But that's all it is... It's such a waste of my time. I might as well keep Xiangzi to play with.

Arakawa Kirika stood up and walked straight to the wooden staircase.

"I need to rest, you can go now."

……

The soft creaking of the wooden staircase echoed in my ears.

When Aine came to her senses, Arakawa Kirika had already disappeared from her side.

Awakening from the vortex of despair, Aine looked around blankly.

The mist flowers have disappeared... That's natural.

Should I... go home? Just leave like this, without gaining anything...?

Absolutely not.

Aiyin's mind began to race.

She recalled the conversation from earlier, not missing a single detail, even the subtle expressions between Arakawa Kirika's brows, which were all vividly remembered by Aine.

The expression on Wuhua's face just now... was less about disgust and more about disappointment.

Ai Yin felt that she had made some progress.

But she wasn't so optimistic as to think that Arakawa Kirika was deliberately teasing her.

Kirika's self-loathing is real, and Aine is certain of that.

But... if Kirika really hates me to the point where she wishes I were dead.

Why would they agree to let me into the house and sit down?

Ai Yin asked herself honestly, what if she had someone she particularly disliked... like when she first met Riki?

At that time, I couldn't be bothered with the other person at all, and I didn't even want to say another word to Lixi.

Even someone with a friendly personality like her... isn't it narcissistic of her to say she has a good personality?

Forget it, even someone like me wouldn't give a nice look to someone I dislike, let alone... someone with such a terrible personality like Kirika.

Ok?

Terrible personality...

If a notebook were placed in front of Aine at this moment, she would probably write these four words on a blank page, circle them, and put a big question mark next to them.

Because, if the mist flower's aversion is real.

That mist flower's personality is absolutely amazing.

What kind of person would let someone they dislike into their house and allow them to have close contact with them...?

Sure enough... there was a problem.

After some thought, Aine managed to break free from her despair and regain the courage she had lost.