My daily life in love is too contrary to my character.

"...So you were faking it that time." Shiraishi Sawa paused for a moment.

"This is a normal reaction, something I can't control. It would be abnormal if I didn't react. This isn't a psychological reaction, and it doesn't represent my will. I'm getting up."

"No."

Takanashi Yuuko grabbed Shiraishi Sawa Hide's two hands.

Shiraishi Sawah suddenly couldn't get up again.

"Shiraishi, you again..."

"It's still a normal reaction."

Will it hurt?

"Alright, I promise you, I'll take it. But don't play with fire, I'm just a young man, I can't control myself."

Sensing something was off, Shiraishi Sawa quickly said.

Regardless, let's deal with the current situation first.

"Really? Shiraishi, you don't have to hold back."

"Then swear an oath."

"........"

"swear."

"How could a lover be so devoted to someone else? I swear." Shiraishi Zexiu slapped his forehead.

"Don't lie to me, Shiraishi."

Yuko Takanashi stood up and retreated to the bathroom doorway.

Shiraishi Sawa didn't get up immediately. Instead, he turned his head and calmly stared at the ceiling. After a few seconds, he sat up.

The back of my clothes was completely soaked, so I had to take a shower.

An object fell off her leg as she lifted it; it was a small piece of clothing unique to girls. She subconsciously looked up and saw a girl who was not wearing any clothes on her upper body tilting her head and looking at her.

The hands were not used to cover anything; they were simply twisted together in front of the body.

Shiraishi Sawa was no longer surprised by this. He stopped looking, lowered his head, picked up the underwear, and tossed it to Takanashi Yuko.

"Put it on."

The school uniform lying on the ground next to him was also wet, and Shiraishi Sawah threw it into the basin of clothes waiting to be washed.

"Find some clothes to wear first, I'm going to take a shower."

To prevent Takanashi Yuuko from saying something like "Let's shower together," Shiraishi Sawa quickly closed and locked the bathroom door.

--

"I have no clothes to wear..."

After taking another shower, Shiraishi Sawa suddenly remembered something. Looking at his original clothes and pants, which were now covered by wet clothes, Shiraishi Sawa first pressed himself against the doorway to make sure no one was there before quickly pushing the door open and walking out.

Not outside, nor in the living room.

The light in my room was on.

After some calculation, Shiraishi Sawahide decisively ran to the balcony, took in the old clothes and pants that had been drying earlier, and put them on as an emergency measure.

Fortunately, the sun has been strong lately, and everything has dried completely.

With clothes and pants covering me, I finally feel much safer.

I approached my room cautiously and stealthily, just as I had done tonight when I opened the door to the room next to Kotori's room in Chengjiang, and then, like a thief, I opened my own door.

Why am I doing this to myself?

Takanashi Yuuko lay on her bed.

Her entire outfit was now scattered on the bed.

Dangerous.

Shiraishi Sawa Hide hesitated to push the door open any further, pondering what to do next.

"あの日の心しみさえあの日の心しみさえ..."

The phone rang at an inopportune moment, and Shiraishi Sawa immediately hung up.

Strangely, Yuko Takanashi, lying on the bed, seemed unresponsive and didn't even glance at the door.

Shiraishi Sawah pushed open the door with a puzzled look and slowly approached.

He was afraid of a sudden attack.

Takanashi Yuuko had her eyes closed, seemingly asleep, but there were still tear tracks on her face, and she was crying.

Shiraishi Sawa noticed the sake bottle on the floor beside the bed, opened it, and saw the word 'Danger' written on it by Takanashi Yuko herself.

"What kind of mess is this?"

Having learned the situation, Shiraishi Sawa was no longer nervous and relaxed a lot. He took a tissue from the bedside table, wiped away Takanashi Yuko's tears, put her underwear on the bedside table, took away the wine and glasses, and turned off the room lights.

"You won't abandon me too, will you?" Takanashi Yuuko asked from the bed before closing the door.

"will not."

"Forever?"

"forever."

Although he didn't know if these two sentences were drunken ramblings, Shiraishi Sawa immediately answered without hesitation.

--

After closing the door, Shiraishi Sawa went to Takanashi Yuko's room and lay down.

I wasn't planning on going to school tomorrow, but now it looks like I'll probably have to. If I can't afford to offend anyone, I can at least avoid them.

Giving Yuuko a day to recover should be enough.

Suddenly remembering that he had hung up a phone call, Shiraishi Sawa quickly took out his phone and found that Kuramochi Sakura had sent him a lot of messages.

Shiraishi Zexiu quickly dialed back.

"Good morning, Mr. Kuramochi. Is the meeting over?"

"Don't even mention it, the meeting just ended. How are you? Where are you now? Do you need a place to stay? They told me you left immediately."

"Yes, they came and I left. No need. I took a long-distance bus out of Kyoto and I'm almost back in Tokyo now." Shiraishi Sawa Hide made up a relatively believable lie.

"You went back in such a hurry?"

"I'm afraid Takanashi will do something foolish."

"Yes, I'm quite worried too. She hasn't messaged me for a while, and she hasn't answered my calls either. I don't know if she's asleep or what. Could you please go back and check on her?"

"A minor issue."

Do you want a photo of that person after they've been punished?

"have a look."

"I haven't seen it; it must be disturbing. [Document]"

"...That's pretty ruthless."

Shiraishi Sawa chose to click on the photos, and as he looked at them one by one, his hair stood on end and a chill ran down his spine. These were photos that could probably only be circulated on the dark web.

Some people may be alive but yearning for death.

"She deserves it."

"really."

"I'm going to sleep now. Be careful on your way home."

Okay, good night.

"Good night."

If I don't go to sleep soon, I'll miss tomorrow's class.

The streetlights along the road outside the window cast bright and warm light.

There is no darkness here.

Chapter 208 If you're not resolute enough, then run away.

(Thanks to Tianwo for the 5000 points reward, I still owe 2000 chapters)

September 10th, Friday, 7:40 AM.

The weather was nice today, with warm sunshine that made Shiraishi Zexiu, who was sitting in his seat, feel drowsy.

It could also be because I didn't sleep for long last night.

The classroom was noisy; everyone was discussing something:

Last night, a YouTuber named 'Also Thought' uploaded a video that was discovered by a classmate while browsing videos, and then gradually spread throughout the class.

There is no doubt that the video was filmed by Hideaki Shiraishi.

Upon hearing the news, Shiraishi Sawah specifically pulled up the video to check it out; by the morning, it had already garnered several thousand views. Clicking on the 'I've Thought About It Too' profile page revealed a blank page with only that one video.

This must be the reasonable way the system has explained it. I wonder how it will deal with those who don't watch YouTube. But that's the system's business. Shiraishi Sawa just wants to sleep.

"Shiraishi-kun, where is Yuuko now?"

Someone gently tapped his desk. Shiraishi Sawa looked up, and Hashimoto Nana looked at him with slight concern and asked.

“We girls sent her many messages and made many calls, but she didn’t answer. Now that the truth has come out, we want to apologize for not believing her on an absolute standpoint before.”

Rubbing his eyes, Shiraishi Sawa nodded:

"She has already seen the video. She was feeling down these past two days, and when she suddenly saw that things could turn around, she couldn't shake off her emotions for a while. She'll rest for a few days, and right now she's probably sleeping."

Based on her previous drinking experience, she shouldn't be able to get up at this hour, and I've already left her a message on Line.

"That's great. I never thought there was such a disgusting person as Takanashi Sumire in this world. She should go to hell. I'm so grateful to this kind person, otherwise Yuko would have been wronged."