At 3 a.m., the landmines in front of the station

Looking at the blurry, indistinct image,

I can't help but feel sorry for the other person.

At the same time, the desire to give up arises.

Did your father experience something similar when he was a child?

Occasionally, I'll think about things that have nothing to do with my life.

After all, his mother had said that he had given half of his life to this.

"It's best not to become a 1:1 version of him, otherwise you'll most likely get lost in your fantasies and there's no way to save you."

However, surpassing one's father is a lifelong challenge for many men.

Su Che had no other goals in life; if he had to list them, he only had two—

1. Refuse to become a loser like your father. Surpass him in some field and prove to him that you will take responsibility for your choices.

2. Pursue your idol and strive to emulate them in your creative endeavors. If you can one day successfully become a fan, you will consider your life complete and have attained enlightenment.

Su Che believes that

I don't really ask for much in my life.

Therefore, completing either of these two tasks...

All of this can be considered as having lived a worthwhile life.

“Yuan Xiao is not doing very well, so I can fully meet her needs.”

Even if we can't provide her with the convenience of teammates, we should at least let her complete the upgrade path and successfully master the basics of electric musical instruments.

We need to teach her.

[Let her possess at least half of my inner strength.]

In this case,

In the future, finding new teammates shouldn't be a problem when going out.

"As for Gu Zhi..."

"There should be enough time."

"Divide it in two, take one half, and include Yuan Xiao. It's not excessive."

【Um. 】

Making this decision in a daze

The ghost drifted across the cherry blossom path.

I stepped into the teaching building amidst the blooming flowers on campus in April.

-

One hundred meters behind.

The graceful figure stopped in her tracks.

He slowly turned his head, glancing out of the corner of his eye at the dark entrance to the teaching building.

As if guided by some strange force,

After a pause, she strode forward, slung her uniform shoulder bag over her shoulder,

He turned and walked deeper into the classroom, which was not listed on the timetable.

……

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Chapter 27 The Consequences of Sacrificing Your Roommate Are Severe

Su Che's university is a comprehensive arts college.

My major is management, which has nothing to do with music.

Because he believed that it was impossible for him to start a company after graduating from university,

Therefore, we will focus our energy on the most important things throughout the school year.

For example, go to the library to study music theory, harmony, and musical form.

Or perhaps he secretly writes in his spare time.

To fill the spiritual void and withering.

Although he had written several original works

But he remained silent in the shadows, and his grades were mediocre.

Compared to the goals and the prodigies, I felt as insignificant as a grain of sand, powerless to defy the will of Heaven.

My previous works failed to leave a lasting legacy, and I can no longer afford to focus on creating works that resonate with my soul.

Therefore, this new work is a last-ditch effort in the face of adversity.

It is a faint glimmer of light that one has been trying to grasp for a long time in the darkness.

This is the source of the faint aura of death that occasionally emanates from Su Che.

.

in fact.

For the author,

If you cannot achieve financial freedom

They would be considered unworthy to write the words they most wanted to express.

Because that would lead to starvation.

But Su Che thought differently.

[Know your own limitations.]

Therefore, while your body is still functioning, and while your nerves haven't completely collapsed.

Make the most of every moment to do what you most want to do.

In that case, even if you're lying in a hospital bed with tubes in your mouth, will you smile knowingly?

Close your eyes with a sense of fulfillment and value, and face everything tragic or cruel with composure, without fear.

"It's quite good."

He spoke strangely and eerily to the air.

-

A boy next to me suddenly turned around.

Then, it came closer.

"Che."

"?"

"I've been studying it carefully recently, and I finally understand."

"What did you understand?"

"A man like you has a formal name."

"Ok?"

"The man with the landmine said so."

"?"

Su Che frowned.

With a disdainful look, he raised the corner of his eye and stared at him.

"Yes, yes, that's the feeling. The world-weary expression paired with your face is absolutely stunning."

I've been researching for ages, and I've finally come to a conclusion—you'd be perfect for Japan. Work as a male escort in a nightclub, and you could earn thousands a night.

"........."

Su Che was speechless.

Hesitant to speak.

Because I didn't know what to say.

"Tsk, see? I told you so."

The boy gave a wicked, triumphant smile, his skinny frame jiggling with the rhythm of his shoulders.

Like a skeleton.

-

The speaker was named Zhang Cong, who was Su Che's supposed roommate.

We're both seniors.

The reason it's called a hypothetical roommate is...

It's because although I pay the dormitory fee every year, I never go back to the dormitory to live.

The reason is that you need to concentrate on writing and cannot be disturbed in the slightest.

Therefore, in the decent two-person dormitory, Zhang Cong became a lonely old boy. Even though he sent messages every day complaining, Su Che still insisted on his own opinion, renting a place to live and leaving a space of freedom.

"Hey buddy, let me tell you, don't always be so withdrawn and keep creating barriers between yourselves and your brothers."

Don't forget that all those catgirl games you've collected were recommended to you by me... Oh right, you know what? I heard a rumor recently that someone mentioned you at a club meeting at our school.

"? Mention me? Why?"

Now, Su Che looked at him.