At 3 a.m., the landmines in front of the station

Even during the day,

Even at night.

While using the computer, I accidentally browsed his search history on the web.

The previous and the one before that are both densely packed with academic papers.

Curiosity drove me to click on it.

The findings are related to self-control in patients with mood and bipolar disorder, according to a doctoral dissertation.

In addition to these, there's the choice of medication, the side effects of the medication, and the one Su Che has researched the most—

"How to pretend to be a normal person".

An Qing saw all of this and wrote it down in her booklet of important matters.

Top-secret intelligence can often deliver a decisive blow at crucial moments.

What kind of victory qualifies as a victory?

For An Qing, it was very simple—

"The relationship outweighs deception; the two are closely bound together."

When such a requirement is met

All that has passed will vanish like smoke.

Even if he knows the truth perfectly well, he will still keep quiet with me and continue to indulge in the moment of addiction.

It repeats infinitely and cycles endlessly.

Now, his warmth has been transmitted through the blanket.

He seized his weakest moment.

One correct step can save you from taking countless detours.

"Cheche, I'm available anytime you need me."

Words as sharp as landmines, spoken in the tiniest volume, barely audible in his ear.

Su Che narrowed his eyes, his unfocused gaze suddenly sharpened, and his back tensed up.

"An Qing."

"Ok?"

What exactly do you see in me?

"That's the problem."

An Qing maintained her wicked smile, pressed her lips to his earlobe, and whispered, "It's usually the girls who ask first, you know."

Su Che remained noncommittal.

She did not avoid the question, but instead chose to give the answer directly.

"I've always been someone who only has a short attention span and rarely develops a lasting interest in anything. Cheche, on the other hand, is the complete opposite of me."

The way you stubbornly insist on something is truly terrifying.

Once you've decided on someone, you'll stick with them forever; once you've decided on something, you'll dedicate yourself to it wholeheartedly for years to come.

She shifted her weight and completely lost control.

Her chest, restrained by inertia, gradually pressed against his embrace—

"Is that all?" Su Che frowned, but did not push the girl away.

"Of course not. I've observed Cheche for a long time, and I've found that Cheche always keeps people at arm's length, whether they are classmates, friends, or even members of the opposite sex who approach her."

"So what?"

"Hehe... I really like this about Cheche—she's so alluring yet doesn't realize it."

After all, I'm a very selfish girl. I want the person I love to always be by my side, whether they're alive or dead. I want to keep this distance between us forever.

"An Qing, do you think I can give you enough security?"

Su Che coldly emphasized, "I can't even guarantee what tomorrow will bring, or what my body will be like. As you can see, I'm an extremely unstable person. So unstable that I sometimes struggle to control myself. And right now, that's precisely the time I'm doing everything I can to suppress myself."

An Qing licked her lips and narrowed her eyes.

Beneath the cunning full makeup, the foundation on his face had smudged onto his neck.

The fragrance spread, overpowering the unpleasant smell of alcohol he had encountered while out.

Today, I am certain to win.

"Cheche, I still stand by what I said. I will only have feelings for one person in my life. And once I've decided on that person, I will unconditionally cooperate and do my best to fulfill any request I'm asked to make."

She emphasized in a doll-like voice, "I will remember all the kindness you've shown me, I'll keep it in my heart, I'll write it in my soul. And what I want to give you is all that I willingly and voluntarily offer."

As long as this can soothe Cheche's emotions, provide some relief, or even just a moment of calm, I'm willing to try, willing to do it, to strive to erase the imperfections.

Sweet words, whispered through his armor, flowed into his ears like melting sugar.

Following the clear nose and throat, it descends into the lungs.

The scent of An Qing lingers in my breath.

Such is the power of "Whispers of the Sun".

It completely shattered all his guard.

One point, two points,

Three minutes—

More than ten minutes have passed.

Until their bodies felt stiff, and the areas where they were embracing became increasingly hot and stuffy.

An Qing frowned in confusion.

Raising her delicate chin, she glanced sideways at the person in front of her out of the corner of her eye—

I don't know when I saw him.

He was so controlled by his own attack that he fell into a deep sleep.

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1. The author is Iron-Blooded Spicy Immortal, and all his accounts and works feature multiple female protagonists. This is true, not fake. Please refer to his previous works for details.

Three main principles for creation today:

A. No female characters are given away. B. No female characters die. C. The male protagonist is not NTR'd (Netorare/NTR), meaning he is not NTR'd.

Because the ending of a work I once liked, "The Child I Pushed," was so terrible that it turned me from a fan to a hater, I specifically added strategy four:

"The immortal male protagonist".

There's absolutely no need to worry about the male lead being cheated on or suddenly dying in the end. Readers who are already fed up with disgusting plots and those with fragile hearts can subscribe with complete peace of mind.

2. The author only writes purely original works.

"Therefore, we specifically built a high wall against plagiarism."

Because it has been plagiarized by numerous companies, it was translated into Chinese by a peer (the plagiarist has been taken down by Shenhe).

Therefore, I've decided that every book I write from now on will follow the "high wall" route—

In other words, it contains a lot of professional knowledge, and you simply can't write it if you don't understand it.

For example, in "Sick Girl", you can't write the White Star storyline if you don't understand VTubers, you can't write the scene of Dr. Qi seeing patients if you haven't been exposed to traditional Chinese medicine, you can't write about the way of heaven and the god of inspiration if you haven't had your fortune told, and you have no idea what kind of instruments each musician should have, what kind of amplifier they should choose, what the details of the performance are, what the techniques are, how to practice, and what each person's musical aesthetics and "musical views" are if you haven't played in a band.

This is the fifth dimension of a persona.

The same applies to this work.

To avoid overly filtering readers, this work iterates on the writing style of the previous one, deliberately choosing to proceed from simple to complex, telling the story in a gentle and gradual manner. Until the very end, the content could not have been imagined out of thin air without real-world research.

This will isolate all the studios from the plagiarist.

I named it "High Wall".

Since the beginning of "Sick Girl", my personal writing style has changed to draw some character designs from reality and shoot a large number of scenes on location.

This is where the sense of space and cinematography come from.

In other aspects, the descriptions of musical instruments are not arbitrary, and the brands of equipment are not randomly promoted.

Only those who have owned, touched, and tested something have the right to speak and will not mislead readers.

After all, the author has been playing the piano for 14 years, and has dabbled in composition, arrangement, and mixing. He is an officially certified original musician on multiple platforms, has had two ACG teams, has mentored more than 400 one-on-one students, has performed in livehouses more than once, and has sent many students to music academies in China. Therefore, he is not just making things up.

The drawback of this writing style is that the subject matter is niche, significantly reducing the audience.

The advantage is that it has created a unique track, pioneered a theme that belongs exclusively to me, with no competitors, and can be regarded as the founder.

My expectation for this work is that I can continue writing once it reaches 0 subscriptions, since the market for such a niche subject is practically zero.

Since there is no market, we can only create our own. Any subject matter needs pioneers to be written about.

I really like a quote from Bo Le: "Write what you want to write, and you won't regret it even if it fails."

That's why I resolutely gave up on the fantasy world story I had previously submitted and had tens of thousands of words of, which had a larger market.

Choose to follow your heart.

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