At 3 a.m., the landmines in front of the station

"If no one is responsible for me, then I must be responsible for the people around me."

therefore,

Both of them considered the commitment a must.

They completely disregard the day when they will actually put it into practice.

What kind of intense sparks will fly when the sky and sea erupt?

Su Che returned home with an unusually cheerful expression.

An Qing noticed something was wrong with him.

I don't know why he was so happy after just one class; it was a world of difference compared to how he was last night.

Is this bipolar disorder?

An Qing narrowed her cat-like eyes, secretly observing him.

Extreme sorrow and ecstasy, uncontrollable emotional highs and lows, can lead to violent shifts in these two extremes due to various events, until the mental world can no longer be controlled and completely collapses.

"Therefore, for Che, maintaining emotional stability is the top priority."

So that's how it is.

"Cheche, what happy thing happened?"

"It's nothing, I'm just happy because I'm going to play games later."

Su Che made up a story off the top of his head.

"Playing video games? Isn't that work? Can you be happy at work?"

An Qing followed behind him, looking at him curiously.

"Yes, I'm happy as long as I can make money. In short, the feng shui is very good today."

"..."

【really.】

He attributes any happy events he encounters to "feng shui."

I'm in a good mood today, so the feng shui is good.

I'm feeling very sad today, so the feng shui is bad.

An Qing studied him.

Without realizing it, I've begun to appreciate his character.

The seemingly insignificant details that were once overlooked suddenly become crucial matters that must be fully grasped.

Because I wanted to completely dissect his closed-off self, I had to start exploring his entirety from the very foundation of his logic—

Even when skin to skin is touching, it feels like there's a thick wall between us. If this continues, even if I get into his life, I'll never be able to enter his heart.

For An Qing, superficial possession is not true possession at all, because when faced with a truly powerful adversary, such self-enclosed territory will collapse instantly, like a high-rise building without a foundation.

An Qing didn't want to be surpassed by someone else one day.

As the saying goes in Qingyu, "If you do not capture their heart, they will crumble at the first touch."

This refers to emotions.

The girl, who had been studying the techniques in depth, had come to understand why so many relationships couldn't even last three months.

Superficial lust as a driving force cannot provide the highest level of pleasure.

Last night's events have proven in practice that this is not what Su Che needs.

He desperately lacks a sense of security and peace of mind, and is constantly trapped in a vortex of self-doubt. He has a clear and singular goal, and is recklessly rushing towards that goal, which is unlikely to be defeated, even if it means his own destruction.

The girl made an extremely precise conceptual analysis of him.

Today is a good day; we can further explore his mental state by observing his work process later.

I've seen Su Che writing before.

It is a "blind person's mode" where one is completely focused and cuts off from the world.

Even if I sneak up behind him and secretly peek at what he's writing, he won't notice—

Because everything outside the 32-inch screen is his blind spot.

An Qing knew that he seemed to be preparing a rather dangerous light novel series featuring multiple female protagonists in an ultimate love triangle.

To write this kind of thing, the author himself often needs to be somewhat abnormal, otherwise he cannot support the overall perspective under such a split state.

Clearly, Su Che fully meets these requirements, but the obstacle he currently faces is that he deletes hundreds of words every few minutes he writes...

Just by secretly observing him, you can see that he writes a lot on Kuku every day, and then in the last few minutes, he suddenly turns hostile, grits his teeth, and uses the mouse to select section after section, cutting out everything he doesn't like like a sharp knife.

Like cutting off a piece of flesh.

All of it was written in vain.

[Cheche can be quite a handful sometimes.]

An Qing shook her head helplessly, silently watching him tidy up his computer desk, then sit down, turn on the computer, run the voice chat software, and start logging in.

"By the way, I might talk a lot when I'm leading the group later, you don't mind, do you?"

Su Che put down the wooden zither he had just brought back and suddenly turned around to ask a question.

"Ah...of course I don't mind!"

An Qing wanted to say, "This is your home, why would I mind?"

To everyone's surprise, he added, "No, I mean, I might swear and curse when I'm speechless."

"what?"

"Yeah, because I'm mentoring newbies, you know, sometimes I might get so impatient that I say things I don't mean."

Su Che didn't hold back and said directly:

"Although the sponsor is willing to spend money, some of his actions last time really stumped me. Today, I plan to use a stricter teaching method to let him know that to play a brutal survival game, you must first build a strong mental resilience. Otherwise, if you really go to the official server, no one will tolerate you."

"Oh oh..."

An Qing didn't quite understand, but she interpreted it as Cheche being about to treat the client with a very serious and strict attitude.

She completely agreed, of course. "It's okay, Cheche, just pretend I'm not there. I'll draw on the bed while you're busy. Hehe, I definitely won't bother you."

"Okay, that's good."

Su Che, having already received his pre-emptive injection, gently exhaled a breath of stale air.

They don't even care much about things like someone painting anymore.

I was just thinking to myself:

【Very good. Blank, if you do anything outrageous later, I'll have to make an example of you. After all, the first lesson in survival games is about "life," and in reality, no one will tolerate someone just because they're weak, especially since—I'm in a very bad mood today.】

……

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Chapter 73 The Wronged Ice Cream: Skillful Hands and a First Probe Across the Internet

Emotions are complex products that are easy to accumulate.

Whether it's good or bad emotions, once they accumulate to a certain point, they all need an outlet.

If you don't vent, it will overflow.

Too much emo will lead to depression; too much excitement will lead to agitation.

At that moment, Blank had no idea that he had become a vulnerable kitten on a tightrope, constantly in danger of being shot down.

[Hey! I'm here! Five minutes early! Super punctual! Hehehe...]

Someone with the ID "雪糕糕糕" happily logged into the KK Voice software and pre-installed the game.

Because international servers like Corruption require connecting to pre-set private or official servers and are sandbox games, loading maps can take more than ten minutes (and even longer for low-spec computers). Therefore, Su Che would chat with Blank to explain everything he needed to tell him before “class”.

"Blank, have you gone to military training in your uniform again these past few days?"

[Yes! I was beaten to a pulp, and my longest survival time was no more than 30 minutes!]

He said proudly.

"..."

Su Che hummed in agreement, not surprised.

Being both bad at games and a playful person has always been a defining characteristic of Blank.

But today, if we want Blank to play by himself after class, at least he should improve his record. Not to mention that he should be able to fight against the cheating immortals with his mortal body, he should at least find a way to survive at home without being immediately wiped out.

"Today I will teach you how to build. If you don't understand something, stop me immediately and I will explain it to you again."

If you learn all of this, I can guarantee you can achieve the greatest defensive benefits with minimal resources on the server. Even if someone tries to bomb you, they'll find after mining sulfur for half a day that it's a losing proposition, not worth the effort.

【! 】

Upon hearing this, Blank's ears immediately perked up.

To be honest, what Su Che planned to teach today was exactly what he needed most.

Wow, he's really something! Construction engineering and all that... it sounds so high-end! But I'm so stupid... can I even learn it...?

He didn't seem very confident in his own comprehension.

"Of course you can. I'll record myself teaching you, capturing all my steps, and then send it to you afterwards. You can replay it as many times as you like. There's no chance you won't understand it."

[Oh! Great! Can I show my face in the video?!]

"Why do I need to show my face when screen recording?"

Su Che was puzzled, "Showing your face won't improve your shooting skills."

【Oh right, that's okay! Well... I'll try my best!】

Blank sent a laughing emoji, appearing to be quite well-behaved.