Do I really have a thing for female voice actors?

Hina Aoki and Rin Tachibana exchanged glances. In their memory, this was the first time Toru Tazaki had ever wanted to say something to them so solemnly.

Tazaki Toru paused, unsure of where to begin.

Seeing that Tazaki Toru remained silent, the impatient Tachibana Rin couldn't hold back any longer: "What is it? Just say what you have to say. Why are you stammering?"

"Hmm...that's true, sorry."

The first to react was Hina Aoki. Seeing Toru Tazaki's unusual behavior tonight, she suddenly made a connection to something.

Tazaki Toru closed his eyes and took a shallow breath of the quiet air. When he opened his eyes again, there was no longer any hesitation in them, and a gentle undertone quietly spread across them.

This was the first time that Toru Tazaki had conveyed his feelings in front of the two girls.

"I am a very lucky person."

"I am very fortunate to be accepted by this world, to meet all kinds of people, and to gradually find a sense of belonging in this city."

"Even I was shocked. I thought someone like me would never have such feelings in my life."

"If Ms. Hinata hadn't invited me to move in, I probably wouldn't have experienced this feeling."

"……Thank you."

Aoki Hina remained silent. Tachibana Rin, standing to the side, pursed her lips, thinking Tazaki Toru was going to say something, but it was all just useless nonsense. She crossed her arms and said:

"Why are you suddenly saying such mushy things?"

"And another thing, I was the one who took you in, so how come it's all her credit?"

"Yes, Miss Mingyou too, thank you."

Perhaps it was because Tazaki Toru's expression was too gentle and handsome at the moment, Tachibana Rin pursed her lips, turned her head slightly, and muttered, "You know what's good for you."

Aoki Hina couldn't maintain her smile; she could sense that Tazaki Toru wanted to say much more than just that.

After a long while, Tazaki Toru's voice came again.

With a hint of guilt, and an indescribable determination.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Hina, I might... have to break my promise."

"Broken your promise?"

"I cannot keep my promise to you, so I must give you a reply now."

"I can't seem to convince myself to accept the current situation and pretend that nothing has happened while accepting your kindness."

Hina Aoki understood.

She instinctively wanted to argue with him, but when she opened her mouth, she was surprised to find herself at a loss for words.

"Can't wait until the live show ends?"

Tazaki Toru gently shook his head: "...I can't wait that long."

"Why?" the girl pressed.

Hina Aoki seemed to see through Toru Tazaki's thoughts, and a faint anxiety suddenly rose in her heart, her mind racing.

"Although I am a person who is willing to wait, I feel burdened and unable to eat or sleep if I make others wait for me unconditionally."

"No, maybe that's just an excuse."

"No, what are you talking about? I don't understand a word you're saying."

Rin Tachibana blinked her large eyes, her face full of confusion.

Tazaki Toru chuckled softly.

“Miss Mingyou, you are indeed most endearing when you look dazed.”

Why do I feel like you're insulting me?

"Absolutely not. Miss Mingyou's simple and persistent mind is the quality that touches me the most."

"During low points in my life, the thought of coming home to your troublesome face and having to do whatever you asked for filled me with a sense of helplessness, but also a feeling of reassurance."

Rin Tachibana blushed so much that she couldn't utter a single word and couldn't help but lower her head.

Despite the slightly derogatory words, she found a strange sweetness in them.

But seeing how gentle and pleasant his voice was tonight, I'll forgive him for now.

"Miss Hinata is a gentle and steady person. She always considers my feelings and never pries into my private matters that I don't want to talk about. She gives me a lot of respect."

"Thank you for not rejecting someone as boring as me."

"Since I was born, I have been surrounded by music all day long, naively thinking that as long as I can deal with music, I don't need anything else in this life."

Hina Aoki once thought the same way.

Before meeting Toru Tazaki, she also thought she didn't need anything.

But people really do change.

Hina Aoki will be there, and Toru Tazaki will be there too.

"But recently, I've gradually become addicted. My head, which only knows how to create music, has unknowingly been filled with a lot of messy thoughts."

"When I came to my senses, I realized that I had unknowingly become infatuated with you, and I could hardly take my eyes off you sparkling girls."

"It's true that I want to be with you, and it's true that I want to witness your dreams."

"Even now, I still find it hard to let go, yet I have to admit it."

"I am not at all clueless about romance; on the contrary, I like you all very much."

"Tazaki Toru is essentially a man who is never satisfied with his desires."

Not only Aoki Hina, but even Tachibana Rin was stunned. She pondered Tazaki Toru's words repeatedly in her mind, trying to figure out what they really meant.

"You always say that, it's always about liking your friends, I'm so tired of hearing it."

Indeed, Toru Tazaki always says things like that.

Using the excuse of "friends" and "importance," they recklessly enjoy the kindness of those who are not actually friends.

"Yes, I'm sorry, Miss Mingyou, but this time, I will definitely make my thoughts clear and understand them."

"Eh?"

"I'm not good at beating around the bush; I just say whatever comes to mind."

"Looking back on my previous remarks, I can't help but feel that I was unfair to you. I'm surprised to find that I'm such a coward."

"These are words I'm ashamed to say, but I still refuse to lie to myself or to you."

Tazaki Toru's gaze fell solemnly on the two girls' faces. He took a deep breath and looked at Aoki Hina.

"So, I'm sorry, Ms. Hina."

"I clearly said I would wait for you, wait for you to show me your best self on stage, and be completely captivated by you."

"But that's because we don't need to wait until then."

"This feeling, which I have personally confirmed, I can now convey to you."

Tazaki Toru recounted the story word by word.

"What I want to be there for is more than just the live shows you hold."

"What I want to witness is not just your shining dreams on the stage."

"These are breakfast ingredients I bought from the supermarket for you."

"Miss Hina's handy 0.5mm mechanical pencil."

"While composing in the music room, I could faintly hear the laughter of playing video games coming from Miss Mingyou's room."

"When celebrating your birthdays, the first bite of cream cake is always smeared on my face."

I love all of these.

"Miss Hina, Miss Akio..."

"My affection for you all stems from the fact that I, a boring man who only knows how to compose and write songs, encountered girls who made my heart flutter..."

"The attraction to the opposite sex."

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546. Shall the three of us play a game tonight?

As Tazaki Toru's confession came to a complete halt, the living room fell silent, as tranquil as if one were underwater.

Tazaki Toru was already mentally prepared to be scorned; if he uttered such words, it wasn't impossible for him to be kicked out of the house by Tachibana Rin.

Even so, Toru Tazaki still chose to tell the truth.

The two girls displayed very different expressions.

Especially Tachibana Rin.