Do I really have a thing for female voice actors?

562. This is not needed.

The grass growing in the well in June always reminds me of the early summer in Nanbosou.

It was just as cramped and stuffy as I was feeling right now.

I am very clear about my own feelings; I have quite a few complaints about Japanese-style sauces.

After understanding her thoughts, I had to admit that she was indeed trying to maintain MyGO, not to destroy it.

This previously unknown band truly became a beautiful dream in our hearts.

It has a physical form, it truly exists, yet it is as fragile as a reed in a storm.

I heard the light of car headlights behind me, and I instinctively moved closer to the wall on the side of the street. It felt like walking in a narrow stalactite cave, with echoes everywhere.

The voice of Hina-chan, the voice of the lamb, and... his voice.

I couldn't help but feel resentful inside, resenting him for saying he liked them, and resenting myself for not being able to reciprocate.

But I understand that it wasn't his fault.

Because I lack the courage, I cannot present the courage I temporarily borrowed from him as my own to him.

In comparison, they are really amazing.

Japanese-style sauce, Rin-chan sauce, lamb...

Is it so easy for them to loudly tell someone they like that they love them?

I don't think so.

They must have had their own troubles and struggles. To label them as "easily accomplished" would be like defaming their efforts.

I do not like.

I probably already sensed it, that Toru had special feelings for them.

Even so, I just let it go and never thought that one day he would really leave me and have someone else.

It's incredible.

I always felt that a girl like me didn't deserve to stand next to him. I felt from the bottom of my heart that there should be a more outstanding girl, and that it was never my turn.

But when that moment actually arrived, my heart was filled with fear, so much so that I couldn't speak, and all I could hear was the thumping of my heart.

It turns out I'm a girl who lies so much and is so inconsistent with her words.

For someone who values ​​honesty, this only made me feel more ashamed of myself.

Hina-chan is really good at speaking; she always understands the people around her very well and says things that are pleasing to others.

Even I couldn't help but be drawn to her tone of voice, and almost felt the urge to support her.

I like happy endings, whether in comics or movies; I always want to see a harmonious and joyful scene.

That's exactly what Japanese sauces are aiming for.

But reality is not a comic book, nor is it a movie.

This city has long since worn down my spirit, and even I have begun to think about reality.

Mika Takagi, the one who, upon seeing her seniors' live performances, resolutely picked up the bass and sang out her seemingly unattainable dream.

Where exactly did I leave it?

I tried to convince myself that it was a completely different thing.

Love is not something that can be shared; it requires careful nurturing from two people and is definitely not something that can be shared by more people.

I understand the reason.

But as I watched Hina-chan try to persuade the lamb, a sliver of hope still crept into my mind.

Whether it's MyGO or Touken, maybe they really can stay by my side for a lifetime.

That's why I couldn't stop her.

As I walked into my house, I lay down feeling weak, not wanting to think about anything.

But those things kept playing in my mind.

It's my own body and my own mind, yet I can't control them. What kind of logic is that?

Thinking about this, tears of grievance naturally fell down my cheeks.

I'm not crying for Toru, nor for Hina-chan and the others.

I feel wronged simply because my body is out of control.

That's why the tears fell.

I rarely cry, really.

It seems that only by resolutely supporting myself can I prevent these tears from affecting me.

Mika Takagi, have you really forgotten all about why you came to Tokyo?

To make such a boast to one's family, one must make a name for oneself in Tokyo no matter what.

Now, however, because of love, relationships, and romantic love, he huddles alone in a corner and cries.

That's really pathetic.

Let them do what they want.

If, if this is what Tou-kun hoped for, then...

I should be the superfluous one.

Without me, Hina-chan should be able to convince the little sheep smoothly, right?

Rin-chan seemed to obey Hina-chan's every word, and Toru-kun had already fallen for them. The four of them were happily together.

Maybe Coco-chan will be included in the end, or even the entire Mujica group.

Ah... I'm starting to overthink again.

This is my bad habit. I know I'm giving up on myself, but I don't know how to fight it.

I have a feeling that my heart is about to be bent.

In the dead of night, as always, I curled up, lowered my head, closed my eyes, and buried my face in my knees.

Then, without any warning, a light appeared at my feet.

The glaring light from my phone made it hard for me to open my eyes.

The names displayed on the screen when receiving calls looked like white phosphorus bombs swaying and rising in the dark night sky.

why?

I've already made up my mind to let you befriend them, and I'm prepared to call you Mr. Tazaki from now on, and never call you Toru-kun again.

Why do you always manage to appear at just the right moment when I'm about to cry?

They always appear just when I'm about to give up.

I instinctively curled my toes, composed myself, and sniffed my red nose.

After hesitating for a long time, I answered the phone with fear and trepidation.

His ears are very sharp; I mustn't let him find out that I'm crying again.

His soft, gentle voice reached my ears, tinged with a subtle, almost imperceptible melancholy.

I'm always listening to his voice; even if he doesn't say it, I can tell. He can't hide it from me.

Just like how he always manages to notice when I cry.

"Hello, Meijia?"

"........."

I didn't dare to respond, I just gave a soft "hmm", afraid that he, who was so far away, would notice that the tears on my face hadn't dried yet.

"Meijia, there's something I've been thinking about, and I'm planning to tell you first."

His voice was a little hoarse tonight, as if a frosted filter had been applied to his gentle voice.

Tou-kun never does anything unnecessary, so I can only assume that he must have been influenced by some girl.

Thinking of this, my heart hardened a little.

"say what?"

After I finished speaking, I couldn't help but worry that my somewhat cold response might hurt him.

"I... am moving. I've already found a new place and will probably move out tomorrow."

"From now on, I will no longer live with them."

"........."

563. You are a thousand times better than those.

Tazaki Toru sat alone in the bedroom and told Kohinata Mika that he was about to move out.

Surprisingly, Mika Kohinata did not ask why.

Tazaki Toru thought that, given Kohinata Mika's personality, she would ask him with great concern why he had argued with the two girls, something like a mother hen would say.

But she didn't.

"So I wanted to ask if you have time after tomorrow's band practice."

"……time?"

"Ah."

Tazaki Toru paused for a moment.

I want to... talk to you in person.

Mika Kohinata really wanted to say, "Is there anything that can't be said over the phone?"