[COD] Newbie's Rise to Power

He admitted that he asked the girl for help because of his own selfish motives, which he felt was not a fair approach.

So even if he has no relationship with the girl, he is still afraid that you will question him and question his character.

But you didn't question him. Of course you knew he wasn't wavering; he still liked you.

But you still can't help feeling heavy-hearted...

Because you suddenly realize that although you have put aside your concerns and are with him, your identity and your relationship make it impossible for you to marry him or have his children.

His family, however, hoped that he would get married, have children, and have a stable and harmonious family.

But you can't even go back to China, let alone anything else.

This is similar to the difference between dating and marriage. When dating, you can love each other without any regard for anything else, but once you get married, you have to consider all sorts of issues, such as family conditions, family members, interpersonal relationships, and all sorts of trivial matters. These are all sharp stones that temper your relationship.

Given his family's expectations, are you going to be selfish and keep dragging things out, or will you let go...?

You patted his hand that was on your stomach, your voice soft:

"Brother, please don't do this. Give me some time, okay?"

Chapter 303: Let's break up.

Brother, let's break up.

With a slightly trembling hand, after clicking send, a teardrop splashed onto the glowing screen.

You sit alone in the cold night, head bowed...

This is the decision you finally made after struggling for two days.

You can set aside your concerns and experience a relationship with him because you've prepared for the worst and are ready for separation.

But you forgot to consider his feelings, forgot that he has family and expectations behind him, and that he could have chosen a better partner.

At the very least... choose someone you can marry, someone your family can trust, and someone you can build a stable family with.

Instead of getting bogged down in this complicated relationship and wasting his emotions and time...

Are you willing to give it up? Of course not.

But if you don't want to, one day he will put you in a difficult position between you and your family.

His recent behavior and attitude, even having a girl who likes him help take care of his family, shows how much he cares about them.

If one day... something happens that forces his family to make him make a choice.

Rather than making him suffer a painful choice later, you should cut off this possibility now!

Anyway, you two would separate sooner or later; this is just bringing the outcome forward.

He can choose someone more suitable to accompany him...

You tell yourself this.

However, tears still welled up in my eyes.

He's not just your lover...

Or perhaps, in this world, you are the only fellow human being who spans both of your worlds, someone who makes you feel grounded and at ease, and your emotional anchor in this world.

Losing him is like a sailor losing his anchor; he will forever drift aimlessly on the vast, hopeless sea...

Your phone rang softly, and several minutes passed before you received a response from Wang Zhiqiang.

Qiang Ge: [Where are you? Tell me!]

You turn off the screen, letting his messages and voice messages pop up, staring blankly at the ground.

A pair of military boots came into view.

You retracted your fingers and slowly raised your lowered head.

Blue gem-like eyes stared down at you, and the voice was as faint as that of a traveler from a snowstorm.

"Angel, why are you sad all by yourself?"

Looking at someone you haven't seen in a long time, for some reason, you suddenly feel a sense of grievance.

"Little bear..."

Tears welled up in your red eyes, but they pierced the heart of the person opposite you.

[Damn it! What happened! I don't like her tears!]

[Nicto, hug her quickly, she needs us!]

[They all deserve to die! Everyone who hurt her deserves to go to hell! Suka!]

Nicoto sat down beside you, cupped your face in his hands, and spoke in a low voice through his mask.

"Angel, do you need my embrace?"

You nod, and he immediately lifts you up by the back and around your legs, moving you from the cold wooden chair onto his lap.

His embrace wasn't soft or warm; his body, clad in tactical gear, was cold and hard. He must have come looking for you as soon as he got back to base.

It's strange... To deal with your emotions for someone else, you deliberately found a secluded place and even took off the ghost bracelet, just so that no one could see your sad and miserable state.

But then... he appeared before you so quietly, when you were at your most vulnerable.

You lovingly hugged his neck, burying your head in the crook of his neck.

"Little Bear, I really wish I were a selfish person."

You murmured.

Even though you were the one who broke up with him, you're still feeling wronged and complaining in your heart. You're complaining about why you were transported to this place, complaining about why you agreed to start a relationship with him, which has led to your current sadness, and complaining about why you had to see that message. Wouldn't it have been better if you had known nothing about it?

If you know nothing about him, you won't choose to abandon him because of guilt or moral obligation.

In fact, if you could be selfish, you could continue being with him without considering any of these things.

What his family thinks has nothing to do with you? Whether he makes things difficult for you or not has nothing to do with you. It's his choice, isn't it?

He chose you, so he should bear the pressure, not you make the choice for him.

It's better for him to wrong you than for you to wrong him. At least you won't have to bear the guilt of losing your relationship while also feeling sad.

You know all of this, and you also know that selfishness will make you feel much better.

But... you can't ignore all of this. You can't keep him by your side after knowing that you can't have a future with him.

Besides, he doesn't have confidence in you either, does he? Otherwise, why wouldn't he introduce you to his family instead of letting his blind date meet his family?

A relationship that lacks confidence and has no future is better off being thrown away!

You thought angrily.

Nicoto suddenly tightened his grip on your hand, his blue eyes flashing with malice.

"Who is it! If he can't make you happy, kick him out, and we'll take care of him for you!"

You shook your head: "It was my choice, I can't blame anyone else."

Nicoto suddenly sighed softly, his forehead pressed against your head, his hand caressing your ear, his fingertips brushing against the red star earring on your ear.

"Angel, don't be sad, we're here for you. We'll always be together..."

[Until death separated us.]

[Until death separated us.]

[Until death separated us.]

"Until...death separates us."

The cold wind was blowing, but his words clearly reached your ears.

This is a Western wedding vow: to love and cherish one another, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, till death do us part.

He knows there won't be a wedding between you, but vows can be made not only at marriage.

Your heart aches, and you know he's comforting you in his own way, telling you that he'll never leave you.

You raise your hand and cover his hand, responding softly:

"I do..."

Because you weren't feeling well, Nicholas brought you back to his place, but only stayed with you quietly for one night.

Well... you were also forced to listen to Russian lame jokes all night.

It's not your fault; after all, the cultures are different, and it's really hard for you to understand what's funny.

Having someone by my side definitely makes me feel better; at least I don't have much energy to think about other things.

ch.304: You're forcing me!

Until Wang Zhiqiang locked you in the room, you really didn't expect things to develop like this.

You tried to avoid Wang Zhiqiang all day, but he still managed to catch you in the cafeteria after dinner.

“yn, let’s talk.”

His voice was hoarse, and his eyes were bloodshot, clearly indicating that he hadn't rested all night.

Under the curious yet worried gazes of Blizzard and the others, you had no choice but to nod in agreement.

Since we're all in the same base, we'll inevitably run into each other eventually.

Fortunately, after a night of processing your emotions, you are able to deal with him calmly, or at least that's how it appears.

You walked slowly behind Wang Zhiqiang. He walked very slowly as if he was waiting for you, but you also slowed down and refused to walk alongside him.

You run into Nicoto on the way. He grabs your arm, silently expressing his concern.

You patted the back of his hand and gently comforted him:

"It's okay, we have to face it eventually."

Nicholas is a smart man. Even if you didn't say it out loud, he could guess the gist of what happened last night with a little thought. After all, he knows a bit about your culture.

After exchanging glances for a while, Nick and Wang Zhiqiang finally let go of your hand and watched your figure disappear into the distance.