I Just Want to Be an Ordinary Writer

At this moment, Miki Sakai has an intuition - lies will only bring her closer to death.

"Is it your own will?"

Kira Yoshikage was still smiling, but the question was like a pair of invisible hands pushing Miki Sakai forward.

In these few seconds, Miki Sakai remembered her [teacher].

That calm and elegant man, the word "Pride of Heaven" was born for him.

Should she protect him?

with your own life.

But who will protect themselves?

Miki Sakai remembered the way [Teacher] dealt with useless toys—the waste should be recycled into the trash cans that fit the classification.

Isn't that what Chiba Yu is like?

She was abandoned.

Even though she couldn't solve it as quickly as she was under the protection of the mental hospital, [Teacher] said - soon, someone will take Chiba Yu to a place where there will never be a word "leakage".

'What about me? '

Miki Sakai was lost for a moment.

Fear made her thinking clear, and her blind worship and trust gradually disintegrated due to the wear and tear of her will.

She remembered the [Teacher] whom she hadn't seen in a long time and could only contact by email.

Was he... was he ready to give up on himself?

Doubt takes root in the heart and pulls out shoots.

Sakai Miki took a deep breath and raised her eyes.

Her eyes changed.

Become firm and calm: "If I tell the truth, will you let me go?"

Kira Yoshikage smiled noncommittally, and said frankly: "Of course."

"How can I trust you?"

"Sensei Sakai, are you negotiating terms with me now?" Yoshikage Kira glanced at the already bright red tablecloth and said with a smile, "Without first aid within 10 minutes, you can only bring your secrets with you. Go to Huangquan."

what...

It's a dead end.

Miki Sakai's face was sullen: "It's [Teacher]."

"teacher?"

"Well, [Teacher]."

"I need more specific information. Such as his name, appearance, life and... address."

"Me!..." Sakai Miki raised her head, her eyes collided with Kira Yoshikage's eyes.

She saw herself in his eyes - like a withered flower that could be thrown into the trash at any time.

"I don't know his name."

"Oh?" Kira Yoshikage sneered and concluded, "That is to say... Mr. Sakai, you are just his puppet?"

Miki Sakai's pupils suddenly dilated, and she looked at Yoshikage Kira in disbelief—his words were like a catalyst, and hatred grew wildly in her heart.

She remembered the promise made by [Teacher] when he let her go - he said he would protect her!

Now, what about others?

Before Chiba Yu loses her role, [Teacher] will still clean up the mess for her, but what about herself?

Why doesn't he come?

Even if it's just a call to the police, a false fire alarm, why!He... didn't respond at all?

Miki Sakai's breathing suddenly quickened.

Years of faith were shattered in pain and self-questioning, and countless questions lingered in her mind.

Her hands and feet began to go numb, and black, black, red and red spots appeared in the sight of Yoshikage Kira. She began to feel hypoxic, so she breathed harder - she began to experience breathing symptoms.

Ji Liang Yoshikage looked at her unbearable appearance, turned her head slightly, thought for a while and asked, "So... how did you get in touch? How do you find him?"

"...mail, mail."

Miki Sakai's eyes began to darken, and there was a sound like an asthma attack between her breaths: "...he... can't see me. Only, only... mail. He's been refusing to see me for five years. I am!"

"Email?" Yoshikage Kira glanced at Miki Sakai's computer bag under the table, let go of her and got up.

He no longer needed to worry that she would fight back - a person with a completely disintegrated heart had no heart to think about this.

Kira Yoshikage unhurriedly turned on the computer and turned the screen to Miki Sakai: "Password."

He threw the post-it note on the refrigerator to Miki Sakai, and attached a pen: "Write it down."