Shinomiya Yumei Wants to Live

If she remembered correctly, this book was placed at the bottom.The top one should be "The Red and the Black"

"The name, the name Notre Dame brings back some memories for me"

Yu Ming tilted his head and pressed the top of Xue Nai's head, reading the book together with her.

This book has been completely engraved in his knowledge base, but he enjoys reading and chatting quietly with Xue Nai very much.

It's a nostalgic feeling. In his mediocre past life, he sometimes likes to sit on the bed with his wife and read a book.

You rest on my shoulder, and I rest on your head, chatting about family affairs and imagining the future.

"Memories? Can you tell me?"

Xue Nai adjusted her body position, leaned on Yu Ming's shoulder better, and read the book with him.

Xue Nai just finished reading this book a few days ago, and the memory is still very deep, so it's good to revisit it with Yu Ming.

Yu Ming hesitated, the deep substance in his eyes continued to smolder, after smelling his scent on Yukino's body, a flash of relief flashed in Yu Ming's eyes, and he said lightly

"...It's okay to tell Yukino, but keep it a secret for me."

"I have no friends, only you"

Yukino poked Yuming's heart with her fingertips, and shook her head against Yuming's side face.

The hair that Yu Ming had just tidied up for her became messy again.

"Oh, it's enough to have me." Yu Ming pressed Xue Nao's head sideways, and lightly touched Xue Nao's heart with the tip of his index finger.

Your heart is with me, and my heart is with you, so that's fine.

"Say it quickly, don't make people appetizing~" Yukino caressed Yu Ming's smooth chest softly, Yu Ming's steady heartbeat was beating in her palm.

"Well, my dear Xue Nai-sama" Yu Ming rested his head on Xue Nai's head, slowly telling his story.

"In my short ten years, I have very few regrets, but my memory is so good. Whenever I think of those things, the feelings, struggles and psychological changes at that time are reproduced in front of my eyes."

"Xue Nai, I told you that I am the adopted son of the Sigong family, so what was I doing before I came to the Sigong family?"

Xue Nai heard Yu Ming's tone became long and cold, holding Yu Ming's hand with both hands, quietly being a listener.

"The answer is: killer, but it's too monotonous to describe me as a killer. What I do is no longer just what a killer does."

"My first memory in this world is a desert, a boundless desert, the scorching sun distorts the air, when I was six years old"

Hearing Yu Ming's calm tone, Yukino clenched Yu Ming's hand tightly with some distress.

"I didn't die in the desert. I was rescued by terrorists. I was rescued because of my looks."

"I was sent to a training base for terrorists. I was the youngest there, but the most outstanding"

"Yue Nai, do you know? In fact, at that time, I was thinking how to hide my clumsiness, but someone always bullied me, and I couldn't help but fight back."

"Six-year-old and short, I easily killed an eleven-year-old strong boy. I don't know why he was so ungrateful, obviously he didn't use all his strength."

"Since then, I have been watched by the instructors and trained rigorously, and my talent has been easily exposed."

"At that time, there was a mixed-race girl who was always by my side, protecting me from the beginning when I was bullied, and giving me precious food.

"After my talent was revealed, she still protected me"

"Obviously I am stronger"

"With good talent and excellent performance, I got the opportunity to graduate early"

"The graduation test is to fight with her, and the test is conducted under the ceremonies of all the instructors and the whole school, and a dozen fully automatic rifles around."

"If you don't fight within one minute, both will die. If you can't tell the winner within ten minutes, both will die equally."

"She gave me the hope of living, dropped her weapon, came to me crying and begging me to kill her"

"..."

Yu Ming's narration stopped, and only the breathing of the two people remained in the quiet room.

Xue Nai lowered her head and held Yu Ming's cold hand, unable to see the expression on her face clearly.

"I did it, I killed her, this is the first thing I regret"

"After graduation, I met a gentle killer sister, yes, a very gentle killer sister, she taught me a lot"

"A year later, she betrayed the organization, and I was sent by the leader to hunt her down, and I chased her to Paris, France, and killed her"

"Her only request before she died was to be held in my arms and massage her temples, and I agreed to her request"

"I wanted this as a farewell gift for her, she wanted to poke my throat before she died, she knew it was impossible"

"I know what she's thinking, she wants to tell me that I shouldn't let my guard down at any time."

"I broke her neck, left her a whole body, and put the body at the gate of Notre Dame de Paris"

"This is my second regret"

"Yue Nai, my hands are already covered with blood, from companions to enemies and the blood of innocent people, my hands have torn apart people's bodies before"

"Crush the viscera and pull out the bones"

"My past was more cruel and bloody than you imagined, Xue Nai, it was like a hell-like past on earth"

"Now, Yukino, can you still accept me? Accept me like this..."

Yu Ming listened closely to Yukino's steady heartbeat, and held Yukino back with his palm.

"Yes, I can accept it, I only have you"

Yukino held Yuming's hand and gently kissed the back of Yuming's hand.

Now that she has decided to be with Yuming, Yukino has already made up her mind to accept Yuming.

Yukino had already thought of this when Yu Ming said that he was bought back to adopt his son, and that his physical fitness was beyond ordinary people.

She once thought that Yu Ming might have a very tragic past, but she didn't expect it to be so miserable.

He was captured and raised by terrorists at the age of six, no wonder he was ordered to do so.

Six-year-olds are incapable of standing up to terrorist groups, that's obvious.

Everything Yu Ming does is just to survive.

Xue Nai remembered that when she first met Yu Ming, Yu Ming asked her what book she was reading, and when she mentioned "Snow Country", Yu Ming said "I just want to live".

She finally understood what it meant now.

"My dear Xue Nai, let's go to the racecourse for dinner"

Yu Ming got up and hugged Xue Nai twice, and looked at Xue Nao dotingly while pressing her forehead.

No matter what Yukino answered, he would never let Yukino go, but Yukino answered like this.

I'm really happy~

"Well~ I want to eat almond tofu, you made it yourself"

Xue Nai held Yu Ming with both hands, and she still had a deep memory of that bowl of sweet and delicious almond tofu.

On the night after eating the tofu, Yu Ming tricked her into eating her up.

Looking back now, I was really naive at that time. I let in a man who plotted against her in the middle of the night. Isn't this just like a sheep entering the tiger's mouth?

But at that time, Yu Ming used the reason of proposing marriage to force her, which was really difficult.

"Okay, let's eat tofu in the morning"

Yu Ming lowered his head and held Yukino's lips, and ate Yukino's tofu first.

The girl Yukino's lips are smoother and more delicious than tofu.

Xue Nai held her head up with a slight smile, opened her mouth and let Yu Ming do whatever she wanted, her crescent-like crooked eyes stared at Yu Ming's star-like eyes.

After Yuming's daily activities last night, Yukino didn't rinse her mouth, she just waited for now.

The tricksters have a taste of themselves too.

She had already discovered that Yu Ming would kiss her first every time, and after that, she would never kiss her again.

Obviously, I was disgusted by it, but I still lied to her that it was very nutritious and good for the body.

Now let Yu Ming personally test whether it is nutritious or not.

Yu Ming kissed Yukino, her expression gradually became a little subtle, did she forget something?

It always tastes a little weird.

"Xue Nai, I'm going to cook"

Suddenly reacting, Yu Ming let go of Yukino, and rushed towards the bathroom without turning her head.

Turn on the tap, rinse your mouth with water.

"Gollum~ Gollum~"

Yu Ming looked at himself in the mirror with water stains on the corner of his mouth, and vowed to rinse the girl's mouth well after the next daily activity!

"Huh~~huh~~huh~~"

Xue Nai hummed a song in a good mood, walked into the bathroom and looked at Yu Ming who was still rinsing.

Standing at the door with a smile and looking at Yu Ming's embarrassed face covered in water, an inexplicable sense of joy rose in his heart.

Finally made the bastard uncomfortable for once.

Yukino sauce is a big victory~~

"Yue Nai..." After rinsing his mouth, Yu Ming looked at the smiling Yukino awkwardly, opened the door and walked out, "I'm going to cook..."

He knew that this behavior of gargling his mouth and refusing to kiss was incorrect, and it might cause the girl to stop playing that trick with him.

But he can't bear the behavior of self-production and self-marketing a little bit.

Yukino in the bathroom rinsed her mouth with a smile, and slowly put it in the bathtub filled with warm water.

I'm in a good mood today, and I can go to the racecourse in the afternoon, and I don't have to go to class.

From now on, I don't have to think about catching up with my sister, so what if I catch up, it's not as good as a piece of meat dug out between Yu Ming's teeth.

It feels so good to have a clear idea!

It feels so good to be free!