The Journey of Survival After Turning into a Beautiful Girl

To use the simplest analogy, it is like me before the end of the world and me now.

Only now I am qualified to say 'I know how to cherish after I have lost it. '.

But if I don't experience these, how can I know what is precious?

Hearing, seeing, thinking and feeling are completely different.

Hearing is worse than seeing, seeing is worse than thinking, thinking is worse than feeling.

Only when one has personally heard, seen, thought, and felt can one understand.

Forget it...don't want to, the more I think about it, the more troublesome I get.

"No...you don't understand!"

Zhao Lingling's voice suddenly became indifferent, she lowered her head and didn't look at me, but... I could see the trace of her eyes

tear stains.

"You can't understand. I was by the window of the room, listening to the heart-piercing screams outside.

man torn to pieces, watching

All kinds of people appeared on the street. I even saw two men raped a woman on the other side of the street, but they were killed by zombies.

Surrounded and eaten alive scene! "

Zhao Lingling's voice was a little excited, and tears also fell on her knees.

It seems... It's not easy for anyone. In such a world, it's not easy for us. To survive, we have already tried our best

The.

"I was hungry for three days without a single grain of rice, and drank cold water for three days before I went out and stole

ordered something, but almost got caught by those ghosts

West was caught. "

"Later, I met Brother Yun, who led me to survive, and then met Brother Zhou, Sister Li and Deyang.

A small team can be regarded as established. "

While talking, Zhao Lingling raised her head slowly, looking at me with red eyes.

"So... I want to ask you, don't stir up disputes in the team, it... is my last hope of survival!"

"……it is good."

After being silent for a while, facing Zhao Lingling's despairing eyes, I could only reply one word. In fact...in the original,

I really plan to continue to try Zhou Jun

It was with Feng Yun, but now, it seems that I can't bear it.

"thanks……"

Zhao Lingling lowered her head and stopped talking, just wrapped the compressed biscuits and sat there silently.

Looking at her appearance, I couldn't bear it anymore. After all, it was indeed me who caused the dispute in this team.

Because it is not necessarily here, but it can be said

In the end, it was also my other ideas that led to the current situation.

"Did you know? When I just learned about the end of the world, what I faced was that frog..."

Zhao Lingling froze for a moment, raised her head slightly and looked at me.

I just glanced at her with my eyes, raised my head and looked at the strange ceiling.

"I'm not as smooth as you... since I met these guys, I've always walked on a tightrope, as long as

If you are not careful, you will fall off the cliff,

And... the wind at high altitude was extremely cold, and it swirled from time to time, and it would come over. Every time, it left me covered in bruises. "

Encountering a frog...encountering a gecko...being forced to the roof, and then Bai Xiaoxiao's affairs, this series of events,

It happened within two months.

Looking back on the past, these two months were enough for me to brag about for half my life.

But now, after I really experienced it, I realized that all of this is just a thing of the past.

No wonder, those who are really awesome people never brag about themselves, but only some people who have never really experienced it,

will make a big splash, those who never

He is the one who walks through everything with ease, so he wishes the whole world would know what he did.

Because...even he himself didn't believe that he did those things.

Although the thoughts in my heart were complete, I didn't stop my words.

And I also succeeded...pull Zhao Lingling back from her pessimistic state of mind.

"The struggle between life and death makes me very tired, but I still have to survive. Maybe this is resilience. In the end

Before I died, I never thought about it, really

The real end of the world is so painful and helpless. "

As I said that, I lowered my head and looked at Zhao Lingling who had calmed down.

"Like I said, my profession is a writer, that is, someone who writes novels on the Internet."

"Well... I often watch it too."

Have you finally recovered?

While letting go of a big stone in my heart, I thought of myself again. I have lived for more than [-] years, but I don’t even have a girlfriend.

Yes, in another year, I will be Chuche

The bottom of the fireball master.

No... maybe only a few months?

My birthday is the 11th day of the 19th lunar month. As long as that day passes, I will be thirty years old.

The record of no girlfriend is updated synchronously to...

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Thirty years.

Before I experienced the death of my parents, I was so naive, always having unrealistic delusions, complaining about this

How cruel and dark this world is.

But now, when I listen to what Zhao Lingling said to me in front of me, 'I haven't eaten a grain of rice for three days', I remember

During the days I spent on the roof,

Empathy, although she is not as helpless as I am, at least she still has this comfortable room, and I could only hide in the small room

under the solar water heater, tightly

I wrapped myself in the plastic sheet beside me to keep out the cold wind and rain.

At that time, the hardship and loneliness that could not be expressed in words.

The me now, to the me at that time, can really be regarded as a slight smile, and I will never smoke again.

Thinking about the past that no longer belongs to me at all, how innocent was I at that time?I don't know the world

suffering, as if a parent

The treasure held in the palm of your hand is offered and raised.

And now, if those zombies are still rational, they will definitely commit suicide, right?

At least if I were the current me, I would definitely commit suicide!

"After experiencing it personally, I realized that at that time, I was simply a teenager who didn't know how to feel sad, and forced to say something in order to write new words.

Sad..."

Looking at the ceiling, I don't know what to say next, and Zhao Lingling doesn't seem to know what to say next, the scene

The face fell silent.

"Then... Yuxuan, did you really kill those two monsters with your own hands?"

Zhao Lingling still seemed to have some kind of thoughts about that monster, perhaps wondering if she could survive facing it alone

Come...or help yourself?

"Give up... Lingling, you don't mind if I call you that?"

"It's okay Yuxuan, I've called you that all the time, so don't be polite, everyone will live back to back in the future, and what else will you see?"

What? "

Zhao Lingling smiled and touched the tears in the corner of her eyes.

"okay."

He nodded, thought for a while, then sat up straight, facing Zhao Lingling, and looked at her seriously.

"I don't know what you want to do, but... Lingling, give up, no matter what the circumstances, don't

Approaching a mutant, any mutant

This is not a notice, but a warning... If you encounter a situation where no one else can save you..."

I didn't go on with the next words, and Zhao Lingling just widened her eyes, a pair of beautiful pupils revealed

Showing incomparable astonishment and a trace of fear.

"I see."