Is it really a straight girl?

"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry——" Bi Fang hurriedly raised his head again, supported his body with his hands, stood up deftly like an elf, and leaned against Mi Ji who fell to the ground, supporting her shoulders.

Mi Ji was sitting on the ground, holding her belly with her left hand, frowning all the time.

"Yami didn't get hurt, right?" Bi Fang said worriedly on the side.

"Idiot." After Mi Ji finished speaking, she bit her lower lip lightly.

It still hurts. .

Not only because of the other side...

Also because of all that I have experienced in the past few days, the feeling of loss has piled up, and I have nowhere to vent it, so I have to brew it in my heart.

These emotions that were brewing together seemed to break through the suppression at this moment.A sense of emptiness slowly spread in Miji's heart at this moment.

"It hurts, it hurts..." Mi Ji lowered her head, covered her abdomen, and closed her eyes, but for some reason she felt that something warm was about to flow out of her closed eyelids.

Actually...it wasn't as painful as it said.

Yaki didn't think that she would be so weak that she would cry.

But the body didn't listen to her.

There were tears in the eye sockets, Mi Ji didn't know what to do, she didn't want to open her eyes and let the other party see her tears.

"Yeah, I'm an idiot, I'm sorry Mimi..." The other party's voice was on the left side, sinking into her mind gently.

Something that cannot be easily suppressed is spreading in Miji's heart.

This stuff becomes an emptiness in the heart, becomes a tear, becomes a negative emotion in the mind.

Miji has encountered too many strange things recently, and saw people leave one after another. This is something she has never experienced in her 18 years of smooth life.

The heart is always confused, and the long-term confusion has turned into numbness, which hides sadness and uneasiness. These things are piled up in the depths of the soul, and sometimes a simple action and behavior will touch these.

The repressed emotions are stimulated, just like a balloon meets a sharp edge, a slight movement... will explode.

Mi Ji clutched her stomach, her legs curled up, her forehead rested on her knees, and she was enduring the drastic changes in her heart.

"..." She wrinkled her eyes silently, holding back the tears.

"Yiya? Did you get hurt somewhere?" Asked softly while supporting Miji's shoulder on the other side where he squatted down.

"No..." Mi Ji's voice became a little stiff: "It didn't hurt, but it hurts..."

Heart hurts.

It's strange...traveling through this kind of thing.

My heart was empty, as if blocked, and it became difficult to breathe.

Miki didn't know what happened, so what else could she know.

She just felt wronged.

Why do we encounter so many strange things after time travel?

Although there are quite a few things, things like the gods are good things for her.

But... Miki just wants a simpler life, no gods, no magic.

"The other side." Mi Ji pretended to be calm, and gently said the name, she buried her eyes on her knees, and sat on the ground curled up into a ball.

"Yeah, I'm sorry Mimi made you like this, I will take good care of you today!"

Mi Ji covered up his sobbing, wiped his eyes with his bare knee, coughed lightly, and said to the other party beside him: "I'm fine, just a little uncomfortable just now, it's okay now."

"Really?"

"Really." Miji forced a smile.

"But, Mi Ji's eyes are red." Bi Fang blinked and asked cautiously, "Did you cry in pain?"

"Idiot!" Mi Ji was anxious, tears fell from his eyes, unable to hide the bitterness in his heart anymore, he raised his hand and gave him a small hammer on the other side's shoulder.

"Sorry."

Bi Fang didn't mind Mi Ji's small fist at all, instead he leaned closer and stretched out his hand along the strands of hair behind Mi Ji to touch the top of his head, and touched it lightly a few times.

"I was wrong, is Miji still in pain?"

"Don't think it won't hurt if you touch your head, hey, your logic should be normal." Mi Ji opened the hand that reached out to touch his head again in distress.

"Hmm... so what should I do?"

"Actually, my body doesn't hurt anymore." Mi Ji shook her head and said, she held her belly hand, placed it on her heart, and sighed:

"The mood suddenly changed... I don't know why."

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420 seven, missing

"If you suddenly feel bad, um, why don't you go to my room and play games for a while?"

Xiao Bifang, who was squatting beside Mi Ji, said directly without any hesitation.

She didn't seem to use her brain to think about what was the reason for Mi Ji's bad mood.

This person has been carefree, it seems that there is no deeper emotion.

"It's not that kind of bad mood." Miji waved his hand: "Playing games can't solve this."

If playing games can heal this kind of inner wound... how great it would be.

"Then... Bifang has heard that drinking alcohol can relieve you when you are in a bad mood." Wearing a big pajamas, the little Bifang stretched out a stick beside Mi Ji like a big pure orange cat. Finger, squat down and say: "Would Mi Ji want to drink together?"

"What kind of alcoholic are you? It's morning, not the time to drink..." Mi Ji shook his head, and his attention was diverted a little from the heartache when the little idol made nonsense.

"Then what should we do..." Bi Fang puffed his mouth like a puffer fish, and then relaxed again.

"Sadness is sadness, there is no way, maybe you can do something to cover it up for a while, but the scar will always stay in the bottom of your heart, and the feeling will not be numb all the time...Sadness, there is no way to escape..." Mi Ji Sighed.

When saying these things, the emptiness in Mi Ji's heart almost turned into throbbing pain, as if there were really some scars engraved in it.

hurt, sad, sad, heartbroken...

These words to describe the negative stories encountered emotionally all contain the word 'injury'... Probably because the grief felt by the soul is the same feeling as the hurt by the body in reality, right?

They are all pain, all suffering.

Maybe because of this, the physiological and physical pain I just endured accidentally awakened the backlog of pain in my heart?

Miji guessed like this, but even if he knew why, he still said it was meaningless... Sadness is not something that can be controlled by reason. This emotional thing is too ethereal and too real.

Mi Ji trembled slightly and exhaled, the pain in his heart continued to flow.

She didn't know how to fight the pain.

"Is Miji okay? Shall I take you to the clinic?" Bi Fang was worried when he saw this situation, moved closer, and wiped Miji's forehead with the sleeve of his pajamas Fine beads of sweat.

"Just let me find a place to rest for a while..." Miji shook his head.

"Hmm...Really?" Bi Fang would remain skeptical of Mi Ji's statement for a few seconds now.

"Really." Mi Ji propped himself up on the ground and stood up, and his external performance almost completely changed back to the appearance of the three-none girl at the beginning, and the smile that was barely squeezed from the corner of his mouth before had completely disappeared.

She covered her heart with one hand, dropped the other naturally, and walked slowly back to her bed.

He took a deep breath, plopped, and fell down with his face facing the quilt.

The calves turned up after the body fell on the shoes, and the shoes were taken off naturally.

Heart tired.It was empty and painful.

The feeling at this time is not as strong as the night when Miss Chitose died, but it continues to erode in the heart, as if there is an ant colony living in the atrium, constantly damaging her mind.

She moved her face to the side, and seeing Miss Bifang who was following from her side, she looked at Mi Ji's movements suspiciously, and followed Mi Ji's example, letting herself fall on the bed with a thud.

Looking at the expressionless Miss Mi Ji on the bed, she asked, "Are you suddenly in a bad mood? Mi Mi."

The other party is as full of energy as ever...

why?

Is it because of the personality of Miss Bifang who has a dark state?Throwing all the negative emotions at that personality?

Miji guessed lightly.

She already knows that there are supernatural abilities in this world, and she also knows that the other party has mental illness. If the reality is really what she thinks, Mi Ji will not be too surprised.

"That's great, Bifang." She whispered.

"Eh?" Bi Fang was puzzled.

In other words, since Miji fell down, she seemed to have changed suddenly, which made it hard for her to understand.

"It's nothing, I just feel that it's great that Miss Bifang can be so optimistic every day." Mi Jiwu fell on the bed as if his whole body was weak, and only spoke for a moment.

"Because Bi Fang is an idol, an idol is an existence that brings joy, beauty, and even happiness to everyone." Bi Fang is also smiling at the moment: "So, it must always radiate sunshine."

"..." Mi Ji kept feeling the emptiness and pain in his heart, and felt that he was about to become a black, long and straight character with bitter hatred and deep hatred.

It's about to turn into snow and fog.

Silence and Sanwu's expressions are protective, and Xuewu is probably the same. As a killer, she must have experienced many painful moments, which are much more serious than Miji's now.

Yaki probably... will return to normal after a while.

Mi Ji was thinking in confusion, and also paid attention to Miss Bifang's words just now.

She barely mustered up a little bit of her own thoughts and complained: "It's impossible for human beings to radiate sunshine all the time? And can idols really bring happiness?"

"Yes, it can be done by exuding a sunny temperament all the time, and idols can also truly bring happiness to others." She said with such conviction: "Mi Mi, what we said before about idols, do you remember?"

"I don't remember." Miji replied expressionlessly.

She can vaguely recall this happening, but she has forgotten a lot of what they said to each other at that time.

"Sure enough, I didn't listen carefully...Then I'll repeat it again. Modern idols are something like religion. By the way, the word 'idol' was borrowed from religion."

"Idols can carry the soul." Bifang explained gently: "Everyone in our era is a person who has a part of the soul missing, and everyone will try to find various ways to fill this gap. And being obsessed with an icon is a way to fill that void."

It seems that I did say this before...

Mi Ji vaguely remembered that this was the topic of discussion when he and Bi Fang were eating at the western restaurant the day before yesterday.