Is it really a straight girl?
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"It's true, because I have some special missions, I don't have the time and energy, and I don't have enough freedom to fall in love with someone." She said slowly.
It was so slow that there was a pause of one or two seconds between each word, as if he didn't want to say it.
It feels like an excuse. .
"How can you be ineligible? It's not counted as an action. If you don't even allow liking, it would be too bad!" Yaki objected to Mahiru's statement.
"But even if you can like it, so what..." Mahiru's voice was thin and hoarse: "There is no way, liking this kind of thing will only bring misfortune to both of you, so let's forget it."
Miki saw through the glass that Mahiru stretched out his hand, and it fell powerlessly on the wall, perhaps drawing a few water marks.
The other party's voice was overflowing with powerlessness.
"There will be misfortune... Mahiru hasn't tried it, how do I know?" Miki tried to comfort her, but couldn't find any suitable words.
"I know, I just need to think about it for a while - a person who has no ability to love others, falls in love with someone... how can he get any happiness?" Wouldn't it be like a fool to pursue it?"
"So, the smart thing to do is to give up, right?"
"Right?"
There were many, many pauses between Mahiru's words.
She didn't seem to want to say these words.
But still said it.
……
480 One, sincerity, confession, for you
Some things are better left unsaid.
There are some things you just need to know.
There is no need to turn it into language, turn it into a realistic thought, and then convey it.
In this case... the mood will only get worse, won't it?
In the bathtub that had gradually lost its temperature, Mahiru clenched his hands into fists and pressed them against his heart.
His chest was constricted—even his breathing was constricted.
She opened her moist pale lips, closed her eyes and raised her head, exhaling.
But, it has been said.
Because Yaki said 'everything' before.
At the cost of everything in oneself, in exchange for everything in the other party.
So, nothing can be hidden.
Even if speaking out will only make people more sad, say it.
Even if there is something you don't want to hear, listen to it.
It's not just the positives to share, but also the darkest areas of yourself.
Mahiru wants to communicate with each other - if he can do this, even if his "like" can't come true, even if the good things he expects don't come true.
If you can treat each other sincerely, other things don't matter.
She wants to go this far.
but--
Do I want to continue saying 'I like you' to Miki like this?
This should be hidden, right?Always hidden in the heart, never see the light.
Otherwise, like many people, once they confess, they will never return to a normal relationship and avoid each other.
Confessing to someone who doesn't like you is obviously hurting each other, right?
She didn't want to hurt, and she couldn't do it at all.
So the mood was once again contradictory.
She wants to give her heart.
But you can't give all your heart.
……
Even if you like it, you don't have the ability to get the result, so the wise person's approach is to give up, right?
Right?
"That's not right!" Miss Mi Ji knocked on the blurry glass and emphasized: "This kind of statement is definitely wrong! Hmm!"
"Why?" A voice came from inside: "Giving up is the right thing to do, right?"
"It's not blunt! In short, it's not. It's too bad to give up, not just in love, but in all kinds of things. Even if you know you will fail, so what?! If it's because of reason or logic or something? As a result, doing something contrary to your feelings is the worst thing you can do!"
What is correct, what is logic, rationality... These things cannot manipulate a person's life.
If all these behaviors are controlled by these, wouldn't people become like machines?
Yaki doesn't like this, and she doesn't want Miss Mahiru to compromise on it like this.
"..." There was only the sound of water in the bathroom.
Mahiru did not make a sound for a long time, and when Yaki wanted to emphasize it again with other words, he finally heard a very fragile voice.
"Then, Miji thinks, what should I do?"
It is so fragile that it will shatter with a bang when it bumps into something tough.
"I think it would be too bad for people to keep rationality all the time." Miji stroked the blurred glass with his right hand, looked at the hazy red line inside, took a deep breath and said, "Humans are not machines. If you suppress your emotions and don't pursue the desire in your heart just because the result of rational calculation is 'failure', you will be a failure."
"At least, Miki thinks so."
"...Yaji is saying that even if you know there will only be bad results, you still have to work hard?" Mahiru's voice paused.
"Yes!" Mi Ji nodded, and tapped the blurred glass in front of her with her knuckles.
"Even if it will only make both of you sad, do you have to do it?"
"Yeah!" Mi Ji nodded: "Maybe it will be successful!"
"Eh……"
"That's right... um! There are miracles in the world, maybe a miracle will happen to Ms. Mahiru!" Miki stretched out a finger and suddenly realized that Mahiru couldn't see herself at all. The movement was quietly put away.
"Miracle is super powerful!" Miki finally said.
And maybe, Yaki can also help Mahiru realize her wish.
Just use your own ability.
"Miji's tone is like that of the other party." Mahiru said such a sentence subconsciously while hesitating.
"Eh, really?" Miji looked at his body: "It does sound a bit like that."
What I said about miracles just now is like what He Fang once said on stage.
Probably because Mi Ji had been with Miss Bi Fang for too long before he passed out, and they were a little familiar with each other...the other party's way of speaking was also inadvertently learned.
"In short, you can't compromise your sincerity by suppressing your sincerity because of the answers you get from rational thinking." Mi Ji added: "Life doesn't exist because of this kind of thing."
"However, Yaki's claim of relying on so-called miracles is too unreasonable and groundless..." Mahiru made his own rebuttal.
"Mi Ji remembers a celebrity who said that our existence itself, every minute of our life is a miracle, so if we try our best to pursue a miracle, it is probably achievable." Mi Ji talked eloquently .
The reason why she is so confident is that Miki has the ability to make wishes for man-made miracles.
If any wish could come true, it would give Mahiru the miracle she needed, right?
and so--
Mi Ji clenched his fists, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and said, "Come on! Really!"
After Miji's encouragement, the room was once again silent for a few seconds.
Mahiru's soft voice came:
"Well... I see, if Miki thinks this is good, I will, come on."
Still slightly bitter, but much better now.
What, Miki also comforts others.
Ms. Yaki is complacent and plans to use her superpowers to help Mahiru fulfill her wish.
"Yeah, that's it. If you like it, you must pursue it!" Ms. Miki nodded with satisfaction: "By the way, who does Mahiru like?"
"Maki..."
"Huh? Mahiru called me? I'm always here." Miki blinked.
"Miji..." Another hazy voice came from the bathroom.
"Mahiru?" Yaki tilted his head in response.
Didn't Mahiru hear Kiyoyaki's words just now?
"The person I like...yes, Yaki." Mahiru bit her lip shyly, almost buried her entire chin in the cool water.
The water is already a little cold.
But the face, as well as the heart are so hot.
"Eh?"
Miki was in a daze.
"Hey, you, eh?!!!" Mi Ji was shocked, and his muscles froze instantly.
Mahiru took out all his sincerity, closed his eyes in the bathtub, and uttered a very subtle voice:
"The person I like has always been you..."
……
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