Siheyuan: It started with Yu Li's door-to-door work

The rest of the class.

She's all leaning back.

My mind was full of how to hold back the tears.

There is no desire to learn at all.

There is no teacher's class in the morning.

She got through the morning with ease.

But there was no one to accompany her to eat at noon.

The get out of class bell rings.

Everyone went to the cafeteria in twos and threes.

At this time she was one of the misfits again.

She doesn't want to stand out.

Always go last.

The coldest meal ever.

Rice without side dishes.

What I ate today was noodles.

Came late and didn't meet.

She ate hard rice with stew.

I ate it bite by bite.

It was hard to swallow and I swallowed it.

After returning, some of them lay down on the table to rest.

Some chatted quietly in twos and threes.

Others went out to play basketball.

She quietly returned to her seat.

But she couldn't find her original seat.

The people next to her called her.

"Hey, He Mingjia, don't sit here."

He Mingjia scratched his head.

"Then where do I sit?"

"Here, there."

"why?"

The classmate spread his hands.

"No one sits at the same table as you."

He turned to look at his deskmate.

Usually do not like to talk.

A simple and honest boy.

She and her deskmate didn't talk much either.

I don't think I offended him.

Even him.

Don't like yourself too?

She shuffled slowly to the front.

Sit down alone.

Stay away from podiums and crowds.

Next to it is the trash can.

She felt she was being left far behind.

Tacitly forgotten by all.

Be forever isolated from this class.

She was in a daze.

I don't know how to deal with myself.

Try to support yourself through the afternoon class.

when school is over.

When the student on duty accidentally takes out the trash.

Dumped the trash on her desk.

The two looked at each other.

He Mingjia opened his mouth shallowly.

"It's ok."

Finally at the moment of leaving school.

Tears fell like broken beads.

No one taught her how to fight back.

How to deal with yourself.

She didn't even know what she did wrong.

Little by little, she felt that she had become such an unbearable person as the teacher said.

My heart is dark.

There is no sense of collective honor.

The learning method is wrong.

Cut corners.

Hypocrisy.

A sentence recalled before her eyes.

Poke her heart once and for all.

The pain was excruciating.

Her pace of going home quickened unconsciously.

She felt that she should go home immediately.

This way you can escape to another place.

In this way, you can prove that you have not been completely abandoned by this world.

Where do you think. :

Once home.

There was still a crying mother in front of her eyes.

And a father who hasn't come home for a long time.

There were many moments when she felt that her mother was strong.

Like a fighting cock that enters the battle at any time.

Sometimes she is so vulnerable.

It seems to break when touched.

If you are discovered, you have to hold on to your spirits.

For example, she is still preparing dinner for the evening.

He Mingjia decided.

Say nothing.

No matter how hard it is, you have to endure it.

Don't bother them any more.

Chapter 227 The Abyss Is Even Deeper

He Mingjia endured many moments of feeling lonely.

He bit his finger and swallowed a lot of tears.

There have been many moments of opening and holding back.

A person next to each other.

Also gradually familiar with.

Because I remembered a book I saw.

"There is a darkest moment in everyone's life. After getting through the darkest moment of life, there will be light in the future."

She wrote this on the pencil case and read it every day.

Every unhappy moment can be opened to take a look.

But life doesn't seem to be going the way she wants.

He Mingjia felt that this was a bullying that started with the teacher.