After licking and licking the sick girl, I can't escape

As the cold wind blew, Jiang Shu shrank his neck and exhaled hot air, forming a white mist in front of his eyes.

call--

call--

Jiang Shu started playing, Lu Zhu looked at her silently, his eyes became serious.

[There is a sentence that I don't know if I should say it or not. 〕

Usually it’s better not to talk about this kind of situation, but ah——

Some things are better to ask.

Lu Zhu took a deep breath and said slowly, "Sister, you... are not [Jiang Shu], right?"

Volume 110#Chapter [-] Chapter [-]: I'm really...so tired.

"Sister, you are not [Jiang Shu], right?"

silence--

Jiang Shu didn't seem to understand, turned to look at Lu Zhu, his eyes were full of doubts, "Why do you think so? I... am not Jiang Shu, who else could it be?"

Big question: I'm not me.

Then ask: Who am I?

Jiang Shu tilted his head, quietly waiting for Lu Zhu's answer.

Lu Zhu turned his head to look at her, exhaled silently, and looked up at the sky, "You are different from her."

The simple six words seem to have answered, but not fully answered.

Jiang Shu restrained her smile, stopped in her tracks, and buried her face in the scarf, "Is that so...so, you don't like me like this, do you?"

"..."

Seeing that Lu Zhu didn't answer, Jiang Shu raised his head with a smile, "Look, you don't know the answer yourself, do you?"

Her eye sockets are moist.

[forced smile]

Jiang Shu pursed her lips, and took a step forward to hold Lu Zhu's arm, "Since you don't know the answer yourself, why are you in a hurry to deny me?"

With that said, Jiang Shu pulled Lu Zhu up and continued walking on the road.

silence--

Lu Zhu sighed slowly, "I didn't deny you."

"Then why do you ignore me again and again! Why don't you come to me? Isn't it because in your heart, you care more about that silly [Jiang Shu]!"

Trembling, roaring, pain, tears, grievances, unwillingness...

Jiang Shu raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and grabbed Lu Zhu's collar, "If you like me like that, I can be like that too.

Whether it's gentle or delicate, I can become what you want.

I……"

"Enough." Lu Zhu interrupted Jiang Shu suddenly.

The atmosphere became heavy, Jiang Shu looked at Lu Zhu in disbelief, smiled wryly, loosened Lu Zhu's collar, and backed away slowly.

"I... don't deserve to have these... Whether it's life or family..."

Jiang Shu's footsteps became more and more unsteady, and he was about to fall, but was caught in time.

No need to guess, it must be Lu Zhu.

Jiang Shu smiled, looked at him with dull eyes, "Why do you still care about me?"

Lu Zhu took a deep breath, "You don't need to change anything, as I said before, I never denied you."

sobbing—

Jiang Shu couldn't bear it anymore, big tears fell down, and he cried while beating Lu Zhu, "Liars, they are all liars, woo..."

What should we do at this time?

The answer is: do nothing, just wait for Jiang Shu to vent himself.

When you are emotional, you can't have a good conversation.

It is destined to be a long process, but no matter how long it is, there will be an end.

When Jiang Shu stopped crying, she nestled in Lu Zhu's arms and did not move.

If she hadn't been able to stand without Lu Zhu's support, Lu Zhu would have thought she was asleep.

but--

Being quiet doesn't mean we can have a good talk now.

Lu Zhu chose to remain silent, quietly waiting for Jiang Shu to speak up.

"Let's have a chat, let's..." Jiang Shu opened his mouth, slowly came out of Lu Zhu's arms, took a step back, and lowered his head.

Visibly depressed.

Lu Zhu looked at it quietly for a while, then said slowly, "Okay, let's talk."

"Why are you avoiding me again?"

This topic is quite heavy.

Lu Zhu sighed helplessly, "Senior sister, haven't you noticed the problem yet? Is it really good to have something to do with someone like me?"

"what?"

"I really don't want to see you die in front of me again and again, and I don't want to experience the pain of death again and again.

That was really... scary. "

Jiang Shu nodded, reached out to hold Lu Zhu's face, and let their foreheads touch each other, "I know."

"So... I don't want... I really don't want to repeat this pain again."

Jiang Shu took a deep breath, "I know, I know."

Lu Zhu shook his head with a wry smile, "If you knew, why did you still come to me..."

"You really blame all this on yourself."

"Don't you blame me?"

Jiang Shu shook his head, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault..."

"How could it not be blamed..."

Before he finished speaking, Lu Zhu's mouth was blocked, and Jiang Shu blocked it with his mouth.

[compulsory silence]

Why bother.

Why bother……

…………

In the park in the middle of the afternoon, Lu Zhu lay quietly on the stone bench, staring blankly at the top of the corridor.

As for Jiang Shu, at the moment her thigh is being pillowed by Lu Zhu.

Quiet, different kind of quiet.

Jiang Shu caressed Lu Zhu's forehead again and again, just like before.

"Your hair...is still dyed white, did Chen Yuanyuan ask you to dye it?"

Lu Zhu didn't say anything, it was a tacit agreement.

Jiang Shu smiled, did not stop the movement of his hands, and continued to speak, "Then did you choose her?"

Lu Zhu couldn't keep silent on this question.

Lu Zhu shook his head, "No...it doesn't count."

"That's good."

"But, what can you do with this? Are you going to fight her again? Then let the tragedy happen again?"

Jiang Shu was silent for a moment, then smiled, "I'm not a fool, this time I won't..."

"Nothing? Do you want to say that you will avoid tragedy? That's what you said last time."

Jiang Shu pursed her lips and took a deep breath, "This time is different, I want to talk to her."

"Talk?" Lu Zhu smiled, "What's the use of talking, I understand you, you are all stubborn people, who can convince whom?"

"You don't have to worry about this, I have my own way."

It was very heavy, Lu Zhu didn't even want to talk anymore, but he still had to say what should be said, "It's better not to..."

Got blocked again, but this time with fingers.

Jiang Shu's eyes were unusually calm, "Believe me, this time, I will never let you die again."

Should I write a letter?

Should I believe it?

I really don't want to care anymore...

Lu Zhu's eyes began to loosen, and two words were written all over his face - [Despair].

How could this appearance escape Jiang Shu's eyes?

Jiang Shu's face darkened, her cheeks slowly puffed up, and she pinched Lu Zhu's face, "Can't you just trust me once?"

"I believe it."

"I don't want you to believe it! I want you to always believe me!"

"Ah."