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How many dreams and how many beautiful things there are.

The sourness from the tip of the nose gradually spread to the throat, and unconsciously, the vision became blurred and hazy...

Big and big tears rolled down my cheeks, I had to give up and continue driving, and parked the car on the side of the road...

Guilt and colic filled my chest, I lay on the steering wheel, crying and choking like a helpless child...

I subscribe to all the music channels about Eden, but she has never released her cover version on any platform for this song "The Bay of Alaska". ………

Today...is the first time I heard her song.

When a person has a lot, he will go for more; but when he loses most of it...he will cherish what is left.

I can't forget those days.

That time...was an important turning point in my life.

In an instant, I almost lost everything I held dear.

My mother went to prison... and my favorite aunt sent her in... my father went to northern Xinjiang, my grandma was abroad, and my uncle... also disappeared without a word.

What I relied on, what I relied on... disappeared in an instant, and the young master of the ship family became a joke at that time.

In desperation and helplessness, I walked into the "darkness" prepared by the ship's owner, put it to death and survived, and finally obtained the method of "facing the abyss". ...But what does this change.

I defeated my father, frantically vented my anger and emptiness on the woman, and accepted the high-risk mission of the ship's family in an attempt to find excitement...

I get nothing.

Chapter 240 Change

In desperation and helplessness, I walked into the "darkness" prepared by the ship's owner, put it to death and survived, and finally obtained the method of "facing the abyss". ...But what does this change.

I defeated my father, frantically vented my anger and emptiness on the woman, and accepted the high-risk mission of the ship's family in an attempt to find excitement...

I get nothing.

Women, military exploits, money, fame...

Everything that seemed important in the past... seems like a cloud of misty mist...

Wave a hand,

Then scattered.

In the life of numbness... I am like a walking corpse, constantly falling and corrupting to the bottom of the abyss...

I can't remember that period of muddled days...

I can't remember whether I got out by myself or was driven out by my grandma...

The world is so big, where should I go?

After living in college, I wandered to the east with Patuo, who was heavily in debt...

On an obscure street corner, I met her again.

That girl that shines like gold...

She is like a ray of warm sunshine, illuminating my decayed body...

When I was young...my aunt taught me that if you love someone without the courage to pursue them, you are like a butterfly without wings, unable to fly across the sea.

But at that time, I...had already lost my patience and expectation for the so-called "love".

The feeling I had for Eden the second time I met her was... not so much "love" as "possessive".

I want everything in Eden, and hope that the gold will shine only for me from now on.

Eden found our detailed schedule in her father's room...  

Her intuition... was not wrong.

Yes. ……………

That was a geotumor incident that had a bad influence on the Eastern Military Region.

The public version of the event is:

At that time, Eden's father, Lieutenant General Isoran of the Eastern Military Region, encountered a plague on the way. Many soldiers fell ill and lost their fighting power, so they had to return to the Eastern Military Region.However, the contagiousness of ground tumors is too strong, even if it is sealed in time, it will not be able to avoid a certain scale of spread. "

In order to stabilize the situation at that time, Eden returned from the Lantern Kingdom to the Eastern Military Region, held a concert, and since then established the name of the Golden Queen. …………

At that time, the Su family was solely responsible for the seal and control. To be precise, Su, as the heir of the Su family, was the main person in charge of the ground tumor seal.

Actually,

Geotumor, did not spread at all. …………

Su was the main person in charge of the Ditumor seal of the Su family back then. The reason why he was deprived of his medical qualification certificate and ended up in this pitiful end was because of the failure of the Ditumor seal.

And the news at the time was all about the spread of geotumors...

In fact, it was Isoran who maliciously spread the rumor that Di Tumor was out of control through his media resources. …………………

This is a round that I and Isoran worked together.

Although the ground tumor was brought back by Elantra, it was the Su family's responsibility that the ground tumor got out of control.

Yilante's Eastern Expedition failed, and he brought back Ditum. His position in the Eastern Military Region had plummeted, but the Yi family pulled the Su family into the water through this action, and called Eden back from the Lantern Kingdom, stabilizing the morale of the army...

In this way, the Su family owed the Yi family a favor, and in order to repay the favor, Su Su, the general of the Eastern Military Region, did not take away Elantra's position as lieutenant general. ……………

But the Su family are not fools either.

Although the Yi family's method is very clean, Su's aunt Su Xiu (the one who helped Jian Wenyi get the needle when he first appeared on the stage) has already arranged for Su.

Su Xiu got in touch with Jian Wenyi, the second in command of the Northern Military Region, hoping to use the media power in Jian Wenyi's hands to pour this pot of dirty water back to Yi's house.

Although the woman did not find conclusive evidence at the time, she also found a lot of directional clues, but as long as these things are exposed on the Internet, the people of Huang Kingdom are not fools. …………

I contacted Jian Wenyi... hoping to settle it privately.

But the second uncle's reply is also very clear, his life is now hanging by Suzhou embroidery.He can't die until he finds his daughter. …………

But this time, the incident was not exposed.

The follow-up development was that not only did Su not expose the dirty things of the Yi family, he also took the initiative to take responsibility for the out-of-control of the ground tumor, and took all the blame on himself. …………

Later, I got to know Sue, confessed my crimes to him, and at the same time asked what happened at that time. …Su told me that he was concentrating on epidemic prevention work at that time, and he didn’t take the media’s public opinion and rumors to heart at first, because he knew very well that geotumors were absolutely under the control of Su’s family, and those so-called geotumors on the Internet, But just a cold and a fever.

I was very surprised at what he said at the time. Su just told me that the epidemic had not spread, but he didn't explain why he didn't expose the Yi family.

I continued to ask helplessly... Su expressed helplessness.

"It's different from the fact that the naval family in the northern military region is the dominant family. There is not such a big gap in strength between the Su family and the Yi family. Moreover, Eden was in full swing at the time, and the public's reputation in all aspects was almost in favor of the Yi family. If this matter is exposed , the two families have completely torn their faces apart, and the Eastern Military Region may fall into long-term internal friction..."

"After the Earth tumor epidemic, everyone is already very tired, I don't want to..."

This is what he said at the time, but I understand that a lean camel is bigger than a horse.If the Su family wanted to pursue the matter, the Yi family would surely be doomed.

Later... I also told Kevin about this with the help of alcohol.

Kevin beat me up, and then told me...Su just wanted to do what he liked, and didn't want to be the heir of the Su family. ………………

But one thing... I never told anyone, even the only one who knew died in front of me.

Back then, the reward I asked for from the Yi family... was Eden. ……………

I got my wish and became her boyfriend. ……………

We work together, chat together, date together, climb mountains together...

When she sings, I will be her audience; when I practice boxing, she will be my audience...

High mountains and flowing water, confidante friends.

A consummated love is roughly like this: each has a stable job and social circle, supports them all the way as they grow up, and acts innocently like a child in front of each other.Independent yet intimate, loving and free.There is no battle of wits and courage, only complementarity.

I fell in love with her.

Falling in love with this girl who shines brightly like gold. …………

But the truth... there will always be a thunderstorm day.

I don't understand where Eden knew the truth...

But that day...

When she stared at me coldly with those golden eyes filled with tears...

I already knew...it was all over.

It was a rainy day, and I became a big umbrella, but she stood stubbornly in the rain.

I stood in front of her silently... my throat was bitter and dry, and I couldn't say any more sweet words. ………

Lied to and lied to... In the end, he couldn't lie to himself.

From her innocent eyes, I saw my humbleness and filth...

She is a lark in the sky, and I... am a man-eating ant underground.

Maybe we were just passing by on two roads, but I was forced to twist them together. ………

She is gone, disappearing into the rain.

And I, for the first time, tasted salty rainwater. …………

Since then... I seem to be a different person.

become a person...

Become sentimental, become blurred, become sentimental...

I suddenly found that... I am used to being accompanied by people...

Quit smoking, stop drinking, live according to a healthy routine......

I seem to be back where I started.

Became that young, sincere, positive boy...

Open your eyes with the soft morning light, and fall asleep with the bright moonlight.

It's just that the person who was with me back then, who woke me up and told me to sleep...