Reincarnation without a job, you have to live seriously even if you succeed in time magic

Orsted scolded.

"..."

I fell silent.

no doubt.

I still trust Orsted more than Pita.

but.

So what if I believe it?

Pita is the last hope to cure Ruijerrod.

I promised Nolen that I would not give up as long as there was a glimmer of hope.

And now.

This glimmer of hope is right in front of us.

How could it be so easy to give up? !

The words say so.

Humans and gods really cannot be trusted.

I'm afraid that even if I agree to Pita's conditions, it won't cure Ruijerud.

If that's the case, then it's right to kill it...

……

Just when I thought so.

Peeta spoke again.

"I promise you that."

"Whether you break free from my control, or I am suppressed by you in turn."

"I will cure the Sperud tribe's diseases."

"This is my oath, and I will never break it. You can rest assured."

"..."

I heard Pita say this.

My original determination began to waver again.

"Is it worth it, Rudeus?"

Orsted said solemnly.

"think carefully."

"If you do this, you won't be able to defeat the gods in this reincarnation."

"Would you rather give up defeating the human god to save Ruijerood?"

"..."

I clenched my fists subconsciously.

does it worth?

Is it all worth it?

If I had just succeeded in time magic, I would probably say without hesitation that it is not worth it.

My hatred for humans and gods cannot be described in words.

I want to kill Him.

I can't wait to tear him into pieces.

Just do it.

No matter how humiliating I have to endure, it doesn't matter no matter how many people are sacrificed.

……

however.

This idea.

Things changed the moment Lala came to me.

She reminded me and woke me up from my hatred.

My life is not started again for hatred.

That's right.

I……

It’s about finding happiness.

Protect those around you.

Let the people around you also be happy.

Constantly searching for happiness and seeking a more perfect happy end is my life goal.

Lala kept reminding me.

This finally made sense to me.

All this time, I was not acting to kill the human god.

But to protect my family and make them happy, I have been working hard so far.

For this.

I could throw away everything and risk my life.

This is my realization.

and so.

There is only one answer.

"worth."

I replied so.

"...I understand, then let's do what you think."

Orsted sighed.

It seems that he has given up on persuasion.

I'm afraid he is very disappointed now and is even thinking about the next reincarnation.

But, I have to do it.

"Icarus, open the mask."

"...Do you really want to do this? Master?"

"if."

I took a deep breath.

"If it doesn't save Ruijerud as promised after I die...you will kill me."

"..."

"The Human-God Apostle really needs to be eliminated, otherwise this body will become a threat to my family."

"Got it? Icarus."

"Yes."

Icarus' voice was as soft as ever.

But for some reason, it seemed to have a hint of sadness.

I took off my mask.

"So, what should I do?"

"Just open your mouth."

Peeta squirmed.

He stretched out a tentacle.

……Disgusting.

Having said that, I did as I was told.

"So, I want to come in?"

"Um……"

The blue tentacle slowly stretched towards my mouth.

Getting closer.

Getting closer.

Getting closer.

I can feel Orsted staring at this side.

Sorry, Mr. Dragon God.

I'm afraid I won't be able to help you this time.

……

Just when I thought so.

Pita's tentacles.

Suddenly it stopped at my mouth.