I'm not a loser in love from Dimensional Adventurer

"It's such a pity. If I could wake up earlier, then its life would be mine." Ivan Bell gritted his teeth and stared at the giant thing with more "dazzling" eyes than before and said, "I'm not Your puppet!"

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If you were to ask Ivan Bell what specific words he remembered, it would be very troublesome to explain.But to put it in a long story short, it can be summed up in the following words: anger at being controlled.

After the conversation between Ivan Bell and the giant thing, she was immediately controlled by it. If she thought correctly, the method of control was the tentacle that pierced her neck.After the giant object transported some unknown liquid into her body, she felt extremely excited, which felt a bit like being drunk.

However, compared to simple drunkenness, the destructive power of this feeling is even more amazing.She once almost overturned a pub because she was drunk, but this time she destroyed many things that cannot be replaced.

She couldn't understand these things. No matter how much she thought, her life was not worth so many innocent lives.

What should she do with this?

Ivan Bell lowered her head and clenched her hands tightly on both sides of her body. "I'm going to atone for my sins." She announced to everyone.

The rest of the people who were inspecting the giant corpse were stunned by Ivan Bell's sudden speech, and the movements of their hands stopped as a result.

"Do you know what you just said?" Wei Xi'an asked with a frown: "This is not something you can say casually."

Evan Bell nodded silently, indicating that he fully understood the meaning of the words he just blurted out.

Wei Xi'an did not speak, but gave Ivan Bell a rather complicated look.

The conversation between Ivan Bell and Visian sounded very mindless, but the two of them knew each other's intentions. There was no trace of the two of them having had more than one fight, and they even parted ways because of that fight.

Presumably the reason is because of the similarities in their experiences...

At the same time, there were many people who didn't understand their conversation, but few couldn't bear to ask more questions.The first person to jump out and ask was Cressy. Cressy strode up to Ivan Bell, then pressed his shoulders on both sides and said, "Why do you have such an idea? Could it be that someone has been with me before?" Did you say anything?"

"Did you say something?... It can also be said that..." Ivan Bell was a little entangled. She was not sure whether she should tell Crecy about this.But after some thinking, she chose to convey everything she knew and thought to everyone.

"They have a right to know."

Subtly, Ivan Bell seems to be much more mature than before. At least, she will consider others more before doing anything.

After 10 minutes of explanation and explanation, Ivan Bell conveyed his thoughts to others in the form of words.And his companions seemed to understand that she had made up her mind. Except for Cressy who was still insisting, they all agreed with her idea.

As for the "deviant" Cressy, his focus is not on whether Ivan Bell "should atone for his sins", but on "how to atone for his sins".

If Ivan Bell follows Ivan Bell's idea, she will immediately leave for the Ferry Association after retrieving Alice, and obey the judgment of the ruling council within the association.The first thing Cressy objected to was this. "We were attacked in the camp. If you return to the association by yourself, you are not going to atone for your sins, you are going to die!" Cressy retorted like this.

Cressy is actually right. Ivan Bell has been criticized for being conservative because of his sensitive identity. In addition, with the accident in Qiu Yadina, as soon as Ivan Bell steps into the scope of the association, there will be countless ferrymen. Her colleagues were sharpening their swords and attacking her, even if Cresci and Caschia wanted to use their positions to secretly obstruct her, it was useless.

The wanted order issued by the parliament is absolute, and secondly, it ignores class.It can be said that once your name is recorded, you cannot escape even if you are the king of a country.

Therefore, Cressy was so desperate to dispel Ivan Bell's idea of ​​returning to Parliament.

It's just that Cressy didn't expect that not only Ivan Bell, but also herself and Caschia would lose the rights and interests of the "Returners Association" tomorrow.From then on, not only did he bear the name of a traitor, he also had to constantly deal with attacks from his former colleagues.

But this is a story for later, so we won’t mention it now.

Half an hour later, the searchers over there finished their work, and here Cressy followed Ivan Bell glumly because the dissuasion was ineffective.Cressy is nearly thirty years old, but she now looks like a ten-year-old child. Her childish behavior and movements make her look very awkward. It is no wonder why Ivan Bell is now covered with black lines.

"Although we have found traces of Samuel, unfortunately, there are no traces of Alice left here." Elvian sighed, shook his head and said, "No matter what remains of the demon, Even if there is only a little bit left, we can use this to conduct reverse tracking. It's a pity..."

Seeing that Elvian had said this, everyone realized that it was basically impossible to find Alice through this place.But it is difficult for them to give up, especially Xiuya. His previous life was filled with regret and anger. He wanted to take revenge, but he was captured together with his younger brother and became the victims of the Group.

In the long years that followed, the two brothers continued to survive as werewolves. The sunless laboratory continued to consume their sanity. In the end, they succumbed to the darkness and became complete beasts.Fortunately, the memory of his sister became his last life-saving straw, causing him to become "Shua Black" again.

It's just that Xiuya didn't remember how he regained his memory. He only remembered that he and others fell from the air and were picked up by Sister Rosetta who came out to fetch water.

"Is there really no other way?" Xiuya asked Elvine eagerly.

"There is still a way. Do you remember the camp? We just reopened one of the portals at that time. If we open the other one..."

Elvine suddenly stopped mid-sentence. He turned his head and squinted at a wall behind him.

There, a translucent, palm-sized shadow came through the wall. After it spotted their group, it floated over at an astonishing speed.

Chapter 351

A shadow as big as a palm passed through the wall and came directly to Ivan Bell and others.The face of the phantom is blurred, and its facial features look like they were carved carelessly by a craftsman with extremely poor skills. However, despite its "rough workmanship", its movements are extremely agile.

In just the blink of an eye, this small shadow floated in front of Ivan Bell. It seemed to be raising its neck and looking at the other person with a pair of fluorescent eyes the size of peas.The shadow tilted its head, and without any movement of its mouth, it made a voice that was very familiar to Ivan Bell, Visian and Caschia. The shadow said to the three of them: "I finally found you. .”

The three people who heard Xuying say this were stunned, and then they all showed expressions of surprise and uncertainty.Ivan Bell, who was closest to the shadow, squatted down. She looked at the short shadow and asked, "Alice? Is this really you?"

"Yes, I don't know why, but I have indeed become like this now."

Alice, that is, the palm-sized shadow replied faintly. Her voice was now very ethereal, and there was a little echo when she spoke.She continued to raise her head and said: "I seem to have been kicked out of my body. I can't go back, I can only maintain this form and float around. I also tried to find you, but from time to time I will be transported to other places, so there will be no chance to meet you."

As soon as she finished speaking, Alice's figure suddenly shook, and her already translucent body became closer to transparent, making her look even more ethereal.However, Alice seemed to have been accustomed to such emergencies for a long time. She did not make any move and just looked at Ivan Bell quietly in front of her.

Ivan Bell didn't know why she could see a hint of helplessness in the other person's eyes. She touched her nose inexplicably and continued talking to Alice.However, this time before she could say the words that just came to her lips, a furry head appeared on either side of her.

Camille squatted on her left side, staring at little Alice with bright eyes; while on her right side, Shuya squatted on the ground blankly, with a rather complicated expression.After a while, Xiu Ya found his voice. He was trembling and spoke to his sister for the first time after more than ten years apart: "Alice, do you still remember me?"

Alice turned me towards Shua. She said nothing, just tilted her head towards Shua.

She didn't seem to remember Xiuya at all, so it was no wonder that the little boy who pulled her to escape from the fire had completely grown up. Not only had his childish face become mature, but there were still two or three traces of unknown time left on his face. The scars left behind.Alice looked at him, unable to connect him with the brother in her memory.

"Have I seen you? Who are you?" Alice asked innocently.

Hearing Alice's question, Shuya almost let the tears gathering in his eyes flow out.Unlike Alice, he recognized his phantom sister from the moment he saw her floating out of the wall.This knowledge made him petrified on the spot. If the conversation between Ivan Bell and Alice had not been heard, he would have been petrified for a while.

But now, Alice said that she didn't know him, which made his heart turn cold instantly, and the sudden contrast caused him a lot of harm.

However, Xiu Ya still held it back. He took a breath and continued to induce Alice in a slightly trembling voice: "Then do you remember the name Talca Sentinel?"

"'Karta Sentinel'? That's my hometown...how did you know this name?"

"Because I...hey, please tell me, do you still remember that you have an older brother and a younger brother?"

After Xiu Ya finished speaking, he immediately pointed his fingers at himself and Camille. The subtext of his action was already obvious, and anyone should be able to see it.

But Alice just didn't react. She turned her head blankly, looking like she was still confused.

Wei Xi'an, who was standing behind them, couldn't stand it anymore. He walked behind the three people squatting in front of Alice, then cleared his throat and explained to Alice: "Two of the three people in front of you are yours." Relatives. The man on the far left is named Camille, Camille Black. I heard he is your brother. And the one over here, yes, is him. He claims to be your brother, named Xiuya. Ya Black.”

"Okay, the introduction is over. You know the guy in the middle anyway, so I won't waste any more words."

As she finished speaking, Alice's two pea-sized eyes became a little bigger. If we were to use human expressions, it would be an expression called "shock", right?

"So, so...!?" Alice was surprised and confused. She looked at Shuya who was looking excited, and then at Camille who was smiling at her, "You are my family? My family. Actually alive...!?"

"Yes, yes! My dear sister, we are all still alive!"

After saying that, Camille subconsciously reached out to touch Alice's cheek. He did this action countless times when he was a child. Every time Alice cried, he would gently brush away her tears like this. .Only this time, his hand went straight through Alice, and he felt a void in his hand, leaving only a cold touch.

"..."

Camille's eyes suddenly dimmed a bit, and he bit his tongue, forcing himself not to show any expression that would embarrass Alice.He pretended that nothing happened and retracted his hand, then turned his head and said happily to Camille beside him: "Look, I told you that you have a sister."

"That's because you haven't told me before, okay!" Camille retorted: "If I had a sister, as the eldest brother, you should be the first to tell me! You, the eldest brother, are too irresponsible! "

"Yes, yes, I am an incompetent big brother."

"That's right! You have always..."

As they talked, Camille and Xiu Ya started to bicker with each other again. Although this was a bit inappropriate, it was also thanks to this that the atmosphere at the scene relaxed a lot.Alice is now staring intently at her lost and found family members, seemingly enjoying this kind of conversation that only occurs between family members, but in fact, her heart is still filled with confusion.

The source of this confusion is herself. She is confused about her future life with her lost family members, and she is also confused about how she should face her companions.

But what troubled her most was not these two problems, but her body...

From Alice's answer that she still remembers Kalta Sentinel, it can be seen that she still retains the memory of the coma. During that coma, she accidentally opened the "Pandora Magic" that sealed her childhood memories. "Box", the box exchanged the past for her, but at the same time it deprived her of something.

But this is not the reason why Alice became the phantom she is today. After experiencing a period of mental breakdown, she regained consciousness.However, at this time, she discovered that there was another "person" in her body. That person was much more mature than her, and his way of looking at things was completely different from hers. "She" seemed extremely indifferent, as if time meant nothing to her. They are all nothing and have no value in existence.

Among them, Alice's consciousness lies within.

She started a competition with "her", and the winner's prize was the body called "Alice Black".

Let’s not mention the process for now. Judging from the ending alone, Alice should have completely lost.Alice accidentally lost her body to the opponent, and from then on she could only wander around the earth as a humanoid shadow.

During the period of wandering, Alice was always surrounded by a feeling of emptiness. She felt extremely lonely and extremely uneasy at the same time.But in this case, the first thought that popped into her head was not to see her family, but to reunite with her companions.

Familiar faces passed by her eyes quickly. There were many people among them, including her senior brothers and sisters from her school, and her most respected adoptive mother, Granny Madeleine. But in the end, it was the face of Ivan Bell. The high-spirited face was frozen in front of her eyes.

Alice immediately began to cry softly at that moment, overwhelmed by the sudden emotion in her heart.The person who was supposed to be her enemy was also her trusted friend. Secondly, the other person's existence gave her an incomparable sense of security.

There seems to be an illusion that "as long as the other party is here, everything will be solved naturally."

In this way, Alice waited for the miracle to come with such complicated emotions. Over the past few days, she had been forced to travel around the world. Every time she went to a new place, the despair in her heart would grow.If she had not reunited with Ivan Bell and others in the First Experimental Workshop today, then she might really have despaired, and eventually disappeared completely in the land of Nirnati, becoming a wandering person aimlessly. ghost.

Ahem...let's bring the topic back to the original point.

Now let’s talk about how Alice feels now. On the one hand, she is happy to see her family members who were supposed to be dead. The existence of Shuya and Camille makes her extremely happy. “Looking for her family” is almost the ultimate goal of her entire life. An important event, even more important than the task assigned to her by the academy.

People who have never been separated from their family will not experience this feeling.

However, the existence of Shuya and Camille made Ivan Bell's position very embarrassing. Alice knew that Ivan Bell had participated in the Carta Sentinel massacre, so her elder brother and younger brother must have noticed it.

In this case, can she herself be able to reconcile with Ivan Bell?

Will her family accept Ivan Bell's existence?

From Alice's own point of view, she still wants to continue to be friends with Ivan Bell. After all, it has been a long time since that incident, and she has also analyzed her own memory.

In the past memory, Ivan Bell did not seem to take action against Alice's parents. Instead, her mother beat and scolded Ivan Bell, causing a lot of harm to Ivan Bell at that time.But this memory only stops when Alice fell from the boat into the river. As for what happened after that, Alice has no way of knowing.

In this case, the information held by other parties is important.

"Can I ask a question?" Alice said weakly, her voice was not loud, but she attracted the attention of everyone present almost instantly, "Brother...and, brother, you are How do you know Ivan Bell?" she asked.

After hearing this, Xiuya silently turned his head and glanced at Ivan Bell, and then replied: "We met in the monastery. If Ms. Rosetta hadn't stopped me, I would have ripped his throat out long ago."

Alice's heart skipped a beat when she heard this answer.She discovered that her brother, Joshua Black, was very hostile to Ivan Bell, and it seemed that he still learned about the relationship between Ivan Bell and the Black family.

"It was Sister Rosetta who rescued her. We not only chatted for a long time, but also had dinner together! By the way..."

Compared to Shuya, who gave an extremely concise answer, Camille talked about the matter eloquently. From his words, Alice understood a little bit about what happened to Ivan Bell while she was away.

And after Alice patiently listened to Camille's words, the heart hanging in her chest slowly fell to the ground.

"It seems that the relationship between Ivan Bell and them is not that bad. It seems that there is still room for recovery." Alice thought this way.

Then, Alice continued to question her two brothers. This time, she asked directly about the tragedy that destroyed the village when they were young.

It’s just that the answers from Xiuya and Camille left her a little confused, because her brothers seemed to have the same view as her: Ivan Bell might really be innocent.

So is Ivan Bell innocent?

What is the answer to this question that has puzzled everyone for a long time?

To answer everything...