You are not allowed to do underworld operations in the world of the living!

I still can’t write, but this is already a huge improvement, a breakthrough from zero.

Everything seems to be getting better.

But every time when it was late at night and I was alone in my brother's room, flipping through the letters he left behind, the contents of which I had memorized by heart, I couldn't help but imagine what it looked like when my brother carved those bamboo slips word by word on the same night.

Sometimes she would feel admiration because her brother was amazing and knew so much knowledge.

Sometimes she felt distressed because her brother was stronger and took on the responsibility of taking care of them when their parents were away, and he did such a good job.

But more often than not, she felt angry.

At the most sensitive age for girls, she always wondered if her brothers had already regarded them as a burden and that was why they couldn't wait to abandon them or even leave without saying goodbye?

Although she would immediately blame herself for thinking badly of her brother every time she had such doubts, she could not help but doubt again whenever she was about to give up.

Taking care of one person is already tiring and maddening enough, so he has to take care of two. Of course it would be even harder and more likely to want to escape, right?

At this time, she would empty her mind and focus on practicing, practicing for the whole night until all her worries were forgotten, and then greet the trivialities of another day in the most positive and cheerful state.

But worries will not disappear just by avoiding them.

The increasingly heavy burden gradually turned into two problems that troubled her the most.

Wouldn't it be less bad if you taught me these things that always give me a headache and are my least favorite thing to learn?

If I didn't have this younger brother, would I be able to live an easier life than I do now?

Such troubles gradually left a deep mark in her heart.

This made her smile less and less. Even though her younger brother was growing up and becoming more sensible, able to help her share a lot of life pressure, the smile on her face was never as beautiful as before.

Although as time goes by, she may have forgotten the most troubling and annoying things in her childhood, their influence always exists.

On this day, my sister finally broke through the tribulation period.

The younger brother, who had also started practicing the skills left by his brother, was now a completely different person and had learned a lot. He immediately stepped forward to congratulate him.

But my sister was not interested.

She acted very calmly.

"Sister, aren't you happy? The next step is to become an immortal!" The younger brother was envious and excited.

"Is becoming an immortal such a joyful thing?" the elder sister asked.

"Of course, the scrolls my brother left behind said that becoming an immortal is... is... in short, completely different." The half-understanding brother said proudly, "Although there is no part about overcoming tribulations in the scrolls, I believe he has made a name for himself now. We should be able to find him soon and let him teach you what to do next."

“What to do next…”

My sister tilted her head:

"Do I need him to teach me?"

"Well...?"

Watching his sister walk past him with an expressionless face, the younger brother followed her with confusion in his eyes.

That night, my sister successfully survived the disaster.

Looking coldly at the gradually calming disaster cloud, she suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

She stood up and planned to find her brother and do the same thing, telling him that she was leaving and would wait for him in the outside world.

Vaguely, she could sense what was waiting for her to accomplish in the future:

Become an empress who rules the world, find a place you like to live, maybe establish your own sect, and maybe meet a very gentle man who has a beautiful smile. Although I haven't smiled for many years, I remember that I also look good when I smile. It would be best if he can inspire me to smile again...

She thought about a lot of things, and she had many aspirations and expectations for her future life, as if she had really done these things.

But there are no older brothers or younger brothers.

But at this moment, just when she was thinking of that person, he suddenly appeared.

"Congratulations, sister. Long time no see."

She was stunned for a moment, and even the immortal girl wiped her eyes, suspecting that she had seen it wrong.

He just stood there, smiling, as warm as in his memory.

She had imagined many reunion scenes, thought about the two of them hugging each other and crying, thought about her throwing herself into each other's arms and telling each other about the grievances she had suffered over the years, thought about scolding each other, and even thought about just having a fight.

But when it really happened, she was very calm.

"Yeah, long time no see." She nodded calmly.

"You...don't you miss your brother?" The brother smiled bitterly.

She thought for a moment and said, "I thought so before, but I don't think so now. As for the future, there probably won't be a place for you."

After that, she walked past her brother and said, "I have to tell my younger brother that I am leaving too, just like you did in the beginning."

The elder brother held her back and shook his head: "There is no younger brother. There have always been only the two of us. That was just a nightmare when you were going through the tribulation. I have always...always been by your side."

She stiffened.

"No... younger brother?" She turned her head mechanically: "Then I have been..."

"It was just a dream." The brother sighed and patted her head soothingly: "Now, it's time to wake up. You still have to become a god and go to the outside world with your brother to find your parents. We agreed, have you forgotten?"

A feeling of confusion came over me.

She felt that she did have this impression.

It seems that as long as I become a god, I can change everything.

Thus, the two different memories gradually overlapped.

The two questions that had been bothering her in her heart were answered at the same time.

Her brother had always been with her, but her brother...she never had a brother.

Then I should be happy now.

"You want me to become a god?"

"Ah."

"Then become a god."

The brother smiled with relief, took her hand and walked away.

But the strange thing was that she didn't feel that someone was pulling her, but that someone was pushing her.

Looking back, she saw a little boy shivering and looking up at her with tears in his eyes.

"Sister, you don't mention me at all?"

Her scalp suddenly felt numb and she shook off her brother's hand.

"What's wrong?" the brother asked puzzledly.

She stared into her brother's eyes and questioned, "If you have been with me all this time, why did you say long time no see?"

My brother remained silent.

"I did not want to talk to him for a long time, but it was because of him that I had the motivation to move forward!" She roared angrily: "How dare you... How dare you lie to me?!"

The atmosphere fell into an eerie silence.

Finally, after a long silence, the brother smiled helplessly.

"I just don't want to lie to you... because we haven't seen each other for a long time..."

In the blink of an eye, the world changes.

An enormous bull stretched across the sky.

There is a big mouth at the front end of oregano, outlining an elegant curve.

It is smiling, and it is smiling beautifully.

"Fuck, I've never seen a Zigong that looks like this, so cool!" It tumbled wildly: "Ah, this doesn't seem to be Zigong... Where is this..."

"He's here to pick me up." Queen Mother of the West said to Yuanshi Tianzun proudly and with a bright smile, "I knew he would come."

The smiling man I love the most will step on colorful clouds and transform into a giant oregano to pick me up!

Chapter 401 Don’t let me down

Jiang Lu played a crucial role that even he himself did not expect.

Just like the Lord of Daode and the Lord of Lingbao, even though they are extraordinary, there are things in their hearts that they don't want to face, and the same is true for the Queen Mother of the West.

What she didn't want to face were Yuanshi Tianzun and Dong Wanggong.

The former represents her obsession. The brother who should have depended on her for survival, left his younger sister and brother behind and went out alone for his own pursuit. No one knew where he went or whether he would come back. In short, nothing was clear.

This is what she has always been worried about. Even though you have made a name for yourself outside, you have missed our entire growth.

Although she could understand it, she really couldn't accept it.

The latter represents her real pressure. She is still a child herself, but she shoulders the burden of taking care of a younger child.

It would be fine if he was sensible, but for a long time, he acted like a child who never grew up. He always caused trouble for others and could get into trouble if he was not careful.

Such a busy and tiring life made her mature beyond her peers at an early age.

Rather than being honed through experience and tempering as defined by Yuanshi Tianzun, it is more accurate to say that this is forced out by life.

It is impossible for every child who has no one to take care of him to be innocent and cheerful.

Many times when Dong Wanggong inadvertently annoyed Xi Wangmu, countless moments when she was on the verge of collapse, and days and nights of confusion because she could not see the future, these factors combined caused Xi Wangmu unimaginable psychological trauma.

Although many years have passed, and perhaps she herself has forgotten those things, they are like tiny thorns that penetrate deep into the flesh and blood but cannot be pulled out, hidden under the seemingly harmless skin, and no one knows when they will break out.

These things are not in the past, she just accepts them.

So, Yuanshi Tianzun dug them out.

He built a perfect world for Queen Mother of the West.

Without Dong Wanggong, she wouldn't have to force herself to grow up in order to take care of her younger brother.

Her brother was by her side, accompanying and participating in her entire growth process.

That way, she could be the youngest and always the carefree little girl.