Re:Zero - Jobless Reincarnation: Succubus Sword God? I don't recognize it!

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There was a loud rustling sound.

Alan subconsciously looked in the direction of the sound.

On the table, the spring breeze lifted up the diary on the dressing table.

This is the diary that Sylphy read part of on the night Hilda and Philip had an argument.

The diary was a little dirty, with some stains of red wine, and some pages had obvious wrinkles, precisely because of this.

All it takes is the wind to turn the pages of your journal.

The diary is simple, with only a few lines on each page.

It is difficult for ordinary people to capture the information of all pages in a short time.

But now standing in front of the table is Alan, Alan of the Kitakami-ryu.

So he saw it very clearly, extremely clearly, too clearly.

The handwritten aristocratic characters were engraved in his eyes, so clear that his face was dazed for a moment. In the end, he could only turn his head and look to the side in a daze.

Sylphy was looking at her.

always.

Only this time, there was only determination in her eyes.

Like Allen, she was also waiting for an opportunity.

The opportunity for the third effort.

The first effort was at the end of October last year. Sylphy persuaded Hilda to become Allen's tutor so that the two of them could get closer, but it ended in failure with her crying in the bedroom.

The second attempt was in the fitting room a month ago. She made Allen face Hilda's "expectations" year after year, but it ended in failure with Hilda's distant "Mr. Allen".

She didn't know that Alan had actually made the decision long ago.

She was just very stubborn, falling down and crying again and again, then getting up again, persevering

Let Alan see something, something that in Sylphy's eyes, Alan needed very much but was unwilling to reach out and touch.

This is her passion, her persistence.

This was her kindness to Alan.

And love.

This is the third time so far.

The third time, I mustered up my courage again, cried and tried to stand up again after failing and falling.

Will it work this time?

meeting!

the reason is simple!

Because Sylphy's three efforts all worked! Even though she didn't know it at all! Even though she tried hard every time!

Alan looked at Sylphy, his pupils shrank into needles, and he turned his eyes away again in a daze, looking at the table.

The spring breeze still blows the diary back and forth.

The handwriting is still clear.

Alan finally understood what that 'strange feeling' he had been having for the past month was.

That is:

Allen only sees Hilda as the original's mother.

Hilda.

But he treated Allen as his own child.

Whether in the flesh.

Or maybe the soul.

Recommend a book.

【My Villain Game Life】, a fantasy villain novel.

Friends, if you are interested, you can go and have a look.

(End of this chapter)

197. Chapter : Sincerely for You Hilda's Diary

197.

September 3, rain.

I met Alice's new tutor today. My dear had told me about this before, and I was mentally prepared, but why did I lose my composure the moment I saw that child?

The kid killed someone. He drowned Thomas alive. His expression was a little scary. But for some reason I always felt that he was so kind.

Alice's new tutors are all quite young.

Then when I returned to my bedroom and changed my skirt, the feeling of intimacy was gone, and I felt a surge of anger. Why did I feel intimacy with that child?

Because he has the same dark grey pupils as me.

Why is my child far away in the capital? And I have to take care of someone else's child?

Why.is this happening?

I suppressed my anger. This had nothing to do with those kids, did it?

Before lunch, I wanted to invite them to have dinner together.

But the moment he saw them, and heard Alice saying that she was going to take his new tutors to familiarize themselves with the mansion, his face was filled with joy at finally meeting people of his own age.

I was very sad and could no longer control the emotions that were welling up in me.

I don't understand. Is it that I am marrying Philip and marrying the honor of the Boreas family?

It is obvious that my son can grow up with Alice and take good care of her as her brother. If they were here, perhaps Alice would not be so lonely, and would not show such a happy expression just by seeing a few tutors of her age?

I stood up and walked past them. They all had their heads down, including the kid who looked familiar to me.

I didn't see his face clearly.

But there was someone watching me.

It’s the child of that distant cousin.

He might have seen my disgusted expression, he looked a little confused and a little worried.

The moment we passed each other, I realized that I shouldn't have done that.

They are all sensible children. On the first day at the Boreas family's house, everyone was very reserved. What was I doing to them like this?

So I stopped, apologized, and invited them to have lunch with me.

His name is also Alan

Same with age.

If my child is around

Can I grow as tall as him?

Will she be as calm as him?

Fate, so cruel

July 4. Overcast.

I saw the kid again today.

He is obviously not my child, but why can't I help but look at him?

As I looked at the table and watched him out of the corner of my eye, I understood the source of this familiarity.

His hair was just like Dear's, both were brown and curly.

will be

Coincidence?

In the afternoon, I took advantage of Alice's mischief to invite Alan's companion to my bedroom, a girl from the long-eared tribe, very cute. It seemed that she and the teacher both liked Alan and were struggling with the idea.

It is a certain fact that Alan is a risk-taker.

It's really a coincidence.

It seems that Allen was frustrated in the competition with Gileno.

Looks uninjured.

Great.

July 4. Overcast.

I saw Alan again today.

I know he is not my child, but I always feel a sense of familiarity.

He looked very serious while practicing swordsmanship.

I wonder if my child in the capital will like swordsmanship as much as he does?

I heard that he seems to be very talented in swordsmanship.

Just heard