Fox demon: Carry my piano music with me forever

[Qingsheng is so cute, Qingsheng is so awesome] Rating: three stars.

call......

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I have to admit that this sentence was not offensive at all and was incredibly gentle compared to those comments with swear words. However, it was like a heavy hammer that completely shattered all my confidence at the time.

After reading that book review, I was in a daze for a long time, wondering if I was really like they said, sick, with distorted values, and a twisted mind... I felt a little breathless, as if I was being pressed down by something.

I sat in front of the computer all day that day, but I only wrote three chapters. I stayed up until 1:30 in the morning and didn't fall asleep all night. Someone said that my update time was too bad, but in fact, I just finished it at that time.

My liver is really hurting, so the daily update of 10,000 words has been reduced.

Since then, I no longer have the courage to read the comments section, because I am not sure whether my tolerance really allows me to read even one such destructive comment and continue writing without being affected.

Looking at the red dots that were growing thicker and thicker, like a debt that was getting heavier and heavier, for the first time I felt an indescribable fear of reading the comments.

I turned off the background and slapped myself twice to stop daydreaming. I told myself that I owed him this and started typing.

But as I continued writing, my eyes started to turn red like a primary school student, and I couldn’t tell whether it was because of the words in the book or the words outside the book.

In short, this period of time is the time when my typing efficiency is the lowest in the past year.

Now, the story of Qingsheng has been told. Whether it is disgusting or not, whether he deserves death or not, it is no longer my turn to comment. I have already repaid this debt. But I still want to say, I am sorry, Qingsheng, for making you endure so much malice during this period of time.

Then, although this book has been unilaterally sentenced to death by some people, if someone asks me if I regret it, I will definitely say no. I like this character and am willing to accept this result. That's enough.

Failure? Failure? Madness? Deserve it?

Maybe, but I have no regrets because this is my story, and from beginning to end, all I did was tell the story that was in my heart long ago.

At this point, I want to give myself a round of applause.

Bang bang bang bang...

I am proud of myself. I was not drowned by the countless insults, nor did I choose to escape because of the fear of sinking. I still chose to persevere until I had a clear conscience.

I may have let down many people's expectations, but I have never let down this child who has a similar personality to me.

Does it sound strange? I feel the same way. It’s only been a week, but I feel like I’ve been curled up in hell for a long time.

Now there are comments piled up in the background that I haven’t read for a long time, and I still don’t have the courage to convince myself to click to read them.

In that case, let it be buried there, with me.

call......

Thank you for reading this and listening to my nonsense. Good morning, good afternoon, and good night.

Fortunately, after putting down the phone, a romantic and soothing song came to my ears:

When it suddenly rains heavily in your sky, it is me blowing up the dark clouds for you

When your hair is a little messy and the wind blows, it means I miss you from afar

When there are too many obstacles ahead and you can't see the other side, please keep it a secret for me and I will blow it up for you.

If you are obsessed with the years and are reluctant to move forward, I will silently record this poem.

If you get tired of gravity and want to fly, I'll let the winds of the world blow to you.

Chapter 97 Dongfang Yuechu's Farewell

Drink today, and don't worry about the rest later. - Ping Huang

"Resign?"

In the teahouse, Fu Changsheng looked into Dongfang Yuechu's eyes and raised his eyebrows in disbelief.

"Yes." Dongfang Yuechu nodded seriously.

"Uncle Fu, I have thought it through clearly."

"Thank you very much for taking care of me over the years, but now I have something urgent to do and I have to leave."

After hearing this, and confirming that the other party was serious, Fu Changsheng suddenly found it even more difficult to understand.

Why would Dongfang Yuechu, who is just like me, who doesn't like to cause trouble and has no ideals, suddenly want to leave Tushan?

In the blink of an eye, as if he suddenly thought of something, Fu Changsheng's body suddenly paused.

Just like myself...

After thinking for a moment, Fu Changsheng frowned and asked tentatively, "Is it because of Tushan Honghong?"

"Eh? Uncle Fu, how did you know that?"

Hearing this, Dongfang Yuechu’s eyes widened in surprise.

He originally wanted to leave quietly and without any explanation.

When a person who is not understood returns after achieving success and having gone through hardships, the world will know how great this figure is.

Dongfang Yuechu: To seize the title of leader?

Perhaps because he saw through Dongfang Yuechu's thoughts, Fu Changsheng sighed with amusement.

"Seeing that you didn't want to see Tushan Honghong this year, I thought you had given up."

"Why, what have you figured out now?"

Since Fu Changsheng had already seen through it, Dongfang Yuechu no longer concealed it.

"Uncle Negative"

"I am going to the human world to fulfill Tushan Honghong's wish and repay her debt."

"Shemale peace?"

After hearing about Tushan Honghong's fault, Fu Changsheng, who had witnessed Tushan Honghong's journey with his own eyes, quickly thought of that incident.

"Yes." Dongfang Yuechu smiled suddenly.

As he spoke, Dongfang Yuechu lowered his head, and a flash of reminiscence suddenly flashed in his eyes.

"I like Sister Yaoxian, and that has never changed."

"The reason why I haven't dared to meet her is because I haven't thought about one thing clearly."

“And now, I think clearly.”

When he raised his head again, Dongfang Yuechu's eyes suddenly became firmer.

"Even if Sister Yaoxian's heart is reserved for that person, the attention she receives because of guilt is not love."

“Love is not bondage or restraint”

"I want to be with her, so I will pay her back for what she owed me."

"At least at that time, her heart depends on herself."

Dongfang Yuechu spoke word by word, with a firmness in his tone that he had never had before.

Even Fu Changsheng was persuaded by Dongfang Yuechu's words.

However, after listening to this and thinking for a moment, Fu Changsheng frowned even deeper.

After a few moments, Fu Changsheng put down the account book in his hand, raised his head and looked at Dongfang Yuechu earnestly.

"At the beginning of the month."

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

Because the peace between humans and demons that Dongfang Yuechu talked about is not as easy to achieve as it sounds.

"You have been staying in Tushan, so you may think that it is not difficult for humans and demons to get along. But if you go out, you will know how difficult it is to achieve this."

When Fu Changsheng was still a white fox and traveled around with the mask, he saw too many scenes of humans and demons killing each other.

Not to mention the Beishan Demon Kingdom, which has a history of being the Demon-Controlling Kingdom. The relationship between humans and demons can no longer be described as irreconcilable.

"What if Sister Yaoxian and I are together?" Dongfang Yuechu suddenly asked.

Hearing this, Fu Changsheng's expression changed.

After hesitating for a moment, an idea suddenly flashed through Fu Changsheng's mind, and his pupils trembled slightly.

"You want the Taoist Alliance and the Demon Alliance to form an alliance?"

Having said that, Dongfang Yuechu did not answer, but just stood there, responding to Fu Changsheng with a meaningful smile.

Looking at Dongfang Yuechu's eyes, even a child could see the determination in his heart.

However, it was precisely because he felt Dongfang Yuechu's will that Fu Changsheng suddenly felt an indescribable discomfort in his chest.

After taking a deep breath, Fu Changsheng looked at Dongfang Yuechu and said again earnestly: "Yuechu, don't you want to think about it again?"

"You are not a quitter. Once you start, you won't stop."

"I also know that you have the ability. With your talent, it won't be a problem for you to reach the top of the Dao League."

"But."

"I still hope you can think more about yourself."

"In order to help Tushan Honghong repay this debt, you have to pay for the peace between humans and demons with your whole life."

"Spend your entire life gambling on an illusory ending."

"do you know"

"What if you bet wrong, and Tushan Honghong falls in love with that little Taoist priest, or if peace between humans and demons fails to be achieved, your life will be ruined!"

Fu Changsheng's tone was a little excited, and he even slapped the counter in excitement, causing the tea drinkers around him to look over.

Dongfang Yuechu is very powerful, with such a strong talent that even Fu Changsheng is ashamed of himself. Even an unparalleled genius like Wang Quan Baiye is not as good as him.

But that was also why Fu Changsheng didn't want him to go.

If Dongfang Yuechu said that she wanted to leave Tushan and live the life she wanted, Fu Changsheng would never stop her.

But Dongfang Yuechu could have been very free and easy, shaking the mountains and seas and boasting of his supernatural powers, walking on the clouds and sky to rule the world. What couldn't he have if he wanted?

This is the life that many people dream of, but now they have to gamble on such an illusory thing.

"I know." Dongfang Yuechu's tone remained calm.