"Interesting. Now I'm a little curious about what kind of world that planet called [Tian Yi Wu New Babylon] is."
"It's better not to go. I'm not bragging, but my hometown is undoubtedly one of the worst places in the world."
Kafka's strength also recovered a little. She said lightly that although she had done well in Tianyi Wu back then, that was because she was Kafka. If it were anyone else, they would not have survived so long.
Because it is a world that has been completely eroded and distorted by the core of the star, and it is the farthest away from beauty. It is not a world that people like Bai Ge should go to, just like angels should not land in a garbage dump.
"Anyway, thank you for your help, um 570~"
Kafka stretched as she spoke, revealing her beautiful figure. By the way, she was still sitting on Bai's lap at the moment. The previous movements had unexpectedly brought the two of them closer.
Now they no longer use suffixes when referring to each other.
However, just as Kafka was about to leave.
"Don't worry, it's not over yet."
Bai Ge suddenly grabbed Kafka's hand.
"Hmm? Didn't you say you couldn't scare me?"
"No, I mean I can't make you afraid, but that doesn't mean I can't make you know what fear is."
"...Interesting, looks like there's a surprise."
A hint of anticipation rose in Kafka's heart again.
Then Bai Ge held her hand with one hand and supported the back of her head with the other hand, so that their foreheads touched together.
"This, this is!!"
Suddenly, an emotion that could not be expressed in words filled Kafka's whole body. It was a shock she had never experienced before, something absolutely unknown to her, which was... fear!
At this moment, Kafka was like a person walking naked in the snow, her whole body trembling. She subconsciously hugged herself with her arms, and her vision became blurred.
Crystal clear tears slid down her delicate cheeks.
"What does this feel like...why am I like this..."
Kafka looked at the tears dripping onto her hands in disbelief, and she felt as if a big hole had opened in her heart.
Something black was coming out of the hole.
Eventually, it gradually filled and submerged her entire body.
The sky seemed to turn gray at this moment, everything seemed to become nothingness and lose its meaning. The world that was so beautiful just now seemed to have become worthless at this moment.
This is a despair that goes beyond pain, as if something more important than life has been lost, and the despair brought about by this extreme sense of loss is the root of the fear that Kafka experiences.
Obviously she didn't have anything so precious.
But I just felt the feeling of losing it.
It was as if even the meaning of life had disappeared. This desperate fear was enough to drive a person crazy.
"What on earth is this..."
"I just forgot to tell you, this is my fear."
"what?"
"This was my most terrifying and desperate experience, so unforgettable that I will never forget it. I just used my power to share my feelings with you. How do you feel?"
"Well, it feels really... terrible."
She had never felt so bad before. Pressing her chest, Kafka could no longer maintain her elegant composure. The despair and fear that seemed to dig her heart out suffocated her.
Bai Ge smiled slightly, and the next second he retracted his fear and despair. The moment the empathy disappeared, Kafka climbed ashore like a person who almost drowned, and immediately began to breathe heavily.
"Ahem...Bai Ge, why...can you still smile?"
"Why else could it be? Because it's all in the past, and I overcame that despair and fear."
Bai Ge shrugged and said that although he was almost crushed by this extreme negative emotion in the past, he eventually recovered everything he had lost and broke the cage of fate.
Therefore, this is no longer scary for him.
"........."
Kafka looked at Bai Ge deeply. She couldn't imagine what kind of tragedy she had experienced to give rise to such emotions.
"I didn't expect you to have such a past. Can you tell me what you went through that gave rise to this emotion?"
"...Kafka, you've experienced fear before. I think you now know it's not a pleasant feeling. In fact, sometimes not being afraid is a good thing."
Bai Ge stared at the beautiful hunter in front of him, raised his hand to wipe the remaining crystals from the corners of her eyes, and then narrowed his heterochromatic pupils slightly.
"Even though you already know what fear feels like, why are you still determined to pursue it? First, tell me your reasons."
"...Because only by filling this void, only by finding my own fear, can my humanity be complete, can I be considered a real person. So...even if I know this isn't a beautiful emotion, I will still find it."
Kafka said seriously that perhaps in the eyes of many people it was not worth it, but only those who had lost this feeling knew how important the feeling of fear was to a real person.
because……
Fear is an instinct of life.
Courage is the hymn of mankind.
She seemed to have unlimited courage because she had no fear, but Kafka knew that was just ignorance. The true flower of courage would only bloom in the soil of fear.
Although now she has experienced the feeling of fear.
But that wasn't her emotion.
But it was Bai Ge’s past feelings.
Kafka was once again convinced that she had to find her fear.
and so……
"Tell me, Bai Ge, what was that emotion you felt just now, that desperate fear that felt like the end of the world? How on earth did you develop such...sad and hopeless fear?"
Kafka grabbed Bai Ge's collar and asked urgently. Because of the previous ordeal, the contact lenses in her eyes had fallen out, and she looked at the pair of gem-like pink and purple eyes.
Bai Ge then realized that Kafka's eyes did not have highlights before because she was wearing colored contact lenses. Now that the colored contact lenses were removed, her emotions seemed to have become much more vivid.
However, her question made Bai Ge smile bitterly.
"How did I develop such a fear? Eh~ I've moved on from that past, but I still don't want to think about it."
"Eh?"
"A girl I loved died, and I couldn't bring her back no matter what I tried. That's it."
Bai Ge sighed. When the pink fairy died for 11 consecutive rounds, he was really mentally broken. Even the Eternal Heart entry almost made it impossible for him to maintain his composure.
"Just, that's it?"
Kafka said dully. This answer was much simpler than she had imagined. Bai rolled his eyes at this.
"I fought for all the good in the world, and she was the reason I fell in love with the world, so the moment I lost her, I lost my reason to fight, and my world was no longer good."
"Haven't you just experienced how deep and unforgettable this despair, this fear, and this sadness are?"
In fact, Bai Ge was already showing mercy.
In that possible future that no longer existed, the despair and fear he experienced in the process of becoming the [Death] Star God were even worse than this. No matter how many reincarnations he went through, there was only a Bad End.
I am alone in a universe filled with only fragments and ruins.
That is no longer a fear and despair that humans can bear.
If he shared that feeling with Kafka, the beautiful hunter would probably have a mental breakdown in an instant.
"........."
After hearing Bai Ge's words, Kafka fell into deep thought. She carefully recalled the heart-wrenching despair and seriously felt the fear born from the sadness of losing a loved one.
"The more you cherish, like, and adore someone, the more terrified you'll feel when you lose them, right? This is definitely a method I haven't tried. Want to give it a try..."
"Hmm? Kafka?"
Suddenly, Bai Ge discovered that there seemed to be something wrong with the way Kafka looked at him. It was full of expectation, desire, and sparkling eyes, just like a person walking in the eternal night who had discovered a torch.
The next second, as expected...
Kafka: "Bai Ge, can you...date me?"
Bai Ge: “???”
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The confession came so suddenly that even Bai Ge's brain stopped working. Looking at Kafka who was standing so close to him with a serious face, several question marks popped up in his head.
But to be honest, Bai Ge couldn't think of any reason to refuse.
Who can resist a charming bad woman like Ka Ma?
Whether in appearance, temperament, strength, or other aspects, Kafka's charm is undoubtedly perfect. If it were someone else at this moment, such as a certain star core spirit, they would probably have already knelt down and licked her.
After all, this is Kafka, a woman among women, a female among females! She is elegant, dangerous, romantic, and mysterious!
Although she seems to be a perfect person, she has the defect of "not knowing fear". However, this defect not only does not reduce her points, but makes people feel that Ka-ma is really hot.
And although Kafka, as a star core hunter, seems to be walking on a shady and evil path, Bai Ge, who already knows her completely, knows that this woman's heart is still open and bright.
All of the above factors combined make Kafka's charm go off the charts. Who in the world can refuse to fall in love with such a dangerous and charming villain mother character?
Although Mr. Bai has rich emotional experience, which allows him to remain calm and composed at this moment, in fact, Bai Ge's heartbeat did accelerate a little.
But it is obvious that Kafka's "motives are impure."
She didn't confess her love to Bai Ge because she liked him. Although they both had feelings for each other, they were still far from being lovers. But... what did it matter?
It's normal for a bad woman like her to have impure motives~
"........."
Bai Ge was silent for a moment and felt that it was a good idea to agree.
But before that he asked with interest.
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