When their heroes, people in Honkai Impact 3.

"Listen to me first, Ruan Mei. Children who have made mistakes know that they can get a lighter punishment by saying 'I was wrong', and they also know that they can get candy by saying nice things, but they just know that. In reality, they don't understand why this is allowed."

"........."

"You're the same. You know that as long as you obey me, you'll gain my favor. You know that as long as I like you, you'll be able to learn more about the secrets of the Star God from me. But... you don't actually understand what love is, what liking is."

This is Ruan Mei's shortcoming as a human being.

She breaks down human emotions into pieces, and what she sees is the interaction between organs, hormones, and electrical signals.

Therefore, although this genius knows the composition and principles of emotions, she is unable to empathize, so...

Her confession was only for the purpose of studying the Star God.

She admitted her mistake just to get forgiveness.

Her sacrifice was only to win Bai Ge's favor, hoping to achieve her own goals, nothing more.

So Bai Ge shook his head and denied Ruan Mei.

"I'm sorry, Ruan Mei, you can't be my anchor, because I can't fall in love with a being without emotions."

"But I can understand the desire of life and make the most correct response. Isn't that enough?"

Ruan Mei looked at Bai Ge in confusion.

Although she doesn't understand the meaning of emotions.

But they know how to respond to emotions.

No one understands this better than her. Just give praise, rewards, hugs, and everything the other person wants.

Just like acting, it doesn't matter if she can't understand the true meaning of the character in the script. She can recite the lines and imitate the expressions to perfectly play the role of the lover that Bai Ge hopes to have.

Bai Ge shook his head decisively at Ruan Mei's idea.

"Not enough, absolutely not enough, because it's fake."

The current Bai Ge does not hate fake counterfeits like a certain Gilgamesh. After all, the Herrscher of the World/Faded Fairy Miss who was created by Honkai "imitating Alicia" in order to conquer him has now been completely accepted by him.

But there is still one kind of fake in this world that he cannot accept.

That is a counterfeit of emotion.

He doesn't need false love.

After all, Bai Ge is now loved by many people, and their love is sincere. Therefore, if he accepts Ruan Mei's false love, it would be a blasphemy to other people.

"Even if you can act it out to be true, the essence of the fakeness won't change. And now I understand. Ruan Mei, your only strength is [creating life]. This makes me a little disappointed."

"What do you mean?"

"Don't you understand? [Emotions] are the miracle of [life]. Since emotions appear in the course of life, there must be a reason for them. And a scientist who can't understand emotions... no matter how talented he is, he can't reach the palace of the essence of life."

Bai Ge sat on the chair, looking down at Ruan Mei who was sitting on the ground. He held her cheeks with both hands and spoke seriously, his gorgeous blue and gold eyes full of pity and sympathy.

This is a genius with some contradictions and emptiness.

She is good at creating life but cannot understand life.

And just like the colorful human nature, there is actually more than one kind of divinity. Ruan Mei has divinity in her, and this divinity allows her to calmly analyze everything.

But there are some very important things in this world that can only be understood by stepping down from the cold throne and becoming a human being.

"Before you understand [emotions], I don't think you can touch your ideals. And if you want to be the anchor of my humanity, then you must first awaken your own humanity and become a real person."

[Emotion], this is the proof of what makes us human.

Those are tears shed when you are moved.

That was the roar of anger.

That is a broken heart in despair.

That is the laughter released when you are happy.

That is the smile that blooms when you are happy.

Now Ruan Mei does not have these invisible proofs, and the seed of her humanity is still buried deep in her heart and has not sprouted.

"........."

The genius sat there in silence. As one of the eighty-seven smartest people in the world, Ruan Mei felt at this moment that she had encountered a problem that was more profound, mysterious and incomprehensible than that of the Star God.

Her intuition told her that she must solve this problem.

Otherwise, you will never understand the true meaning of life.

"I'll lend you my room tonight. I'll go look for it later... Never mind, let's go find the Black Tower next."

Bai Ge said as he stood up and was about to leave the bedroom.

"Are you...going to tell her that you're a Star God?"

After arriving on the Hyperion, Ruan Mei also learned the rules. Anyone who successfully boarded the ship and joined the [Savior] faction would be able to know the true identity of the [Savior] Star God Etanar.

Now that the Big Black Tower has been boarded, it will naturally know this secret that is enough to make the entire universe scream crazy.

However, Bai Ge shook his head.

"No, I'm not going to tell her."

"…Why is that?"

"Because I have expectations for the Black Tower. Although there is no particular reason, I hope that she can discover my identity/the real me on her own... Well, part of it is also for fun."

The corners of Bai Ge's lips curled up. He really enjoyed communicating with the genius as a Star God. Although Ruan Mei had a clear advantage in the size of the front armor, Bai felt that the Big Black Tower was more interesting!

Looking at Bai Ge humming a song while going to find the Black Tower, Ruan Mei, who was left in the room, was silent and didn't know what she was thinking. Perhaps she was thinking about the difference between herself and that willful genius.

But this is actually quite obvious, in addition to the difference between the big thunder of E and the flat plate of A, and the difference in image between the gentle and ancient lady and the mysterious, noble and elegant witch.

I weave lies into a gentle humanity/false self.

And the Black Tower has always disdained lies/true self.

Staring at the direction Bai Ge left, Ruan Mei murmured.

"You didn't tell Heita about your identity, not because you rejected her, but because you regarded her as your special object. Or to put it more bluntly... you like Heita very much."

After saying that, Ruan Mei sighed and stood up.

She looked at herself in the mirror and felt a little helpless. A normal person would feel jealous at this time, but she still felt nothing, like a cold doll.

As a genius at the top of the life realm, Ruan Mei can concoct potions that can change a person's personality, but even she cannot create an invention that can awaken her own humanity.

After thinking silently for a while, thousands of thoughts flashed through the genius's mind, but she was confused and didn't know how to choose.

Finally, Ruan Mei looked at the mirror in front of her again. She walked forward and knocked on the broken mirror as if knocking on a door.

"Miss Misterine, are you there?"

"Hey~ What's up? Genius~"

Misterlin looked at Ruan Mei with some resentment.

She had carefully woven a beautiful dream for Bai Ge, but now it seemed that he might not come back to sleep tonight. Ruan Mei, who had not noticed this, still spoke expressionlessly.

"I want to make a deal with you. If you agree, I'm willing to exchange all the life formulas I've invented so far."

"Oh? That's an incredible deal. So what do you want? Do you want me to help you invade [Liuguang Yiting]?"

Mistellin raised her eyebrows in surprise.

All the life formulas invented by Genius Club 81 are treasures that can drive the entire biological science community in the world crazy. If this gets out, it is not impossible for another [school war] to break out!

However, Ruan Mei shook her head and continued speaking about the exchange conditions proposed by Misterlin.

"No, I want to exchange... [the Savior's memory]."

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Chapter 1116, Mistellin vs. Ruan Mei (Please customize)

"I want to exchange... [the Savior's memory]."

When Ruan Mei told Mistylin about the memories she wanted to exchange, she was stunned at first, and then the smile on her face disappeared.

"This is truly... a foolish idea."

"!!!"

The shock of memory hit her instantly, and Ruan Mei lost consciousness for less than half a second. But when she came to her senses, she found that the ideal rememberer who seemed to be the embodiment of the word "saint" had changed.

Suddenly, several strange "warriors" wearing white armor, hoods and masks, and holding big swords appeared around.

These warriors, who were unable to sense any life reactions, appeared less than half a meter away from Ruan Mei at some point, and even placed their weapons on her slender and fragile neck.

And Mysterin has also transformed from a saint into a warrior.

The holy white clothes on her body turned into a dreamy blue and purple tight armor, and V's mask was worn on her head.

Four pistols could be seen behind her, and a sharp javelin in her hand was now pointed at Ruan Mei's throat.

"Ms. Misterlin is truly a hidden talent."

"Don't praise me, this also comes from his power."

Misterine has two forms: the original body and the spiritual entity. In the original body form, she can be said to be a mage and commander, who can output remotely while commanding the seeds of reason to fight.

In her spiritual state, she will transform into a warrior, temporarily putting aside her elegance and becoming a merciless and warlike Valkyrie!

"Miss Ruan Mei, perhaps I should remind you first. Although I am not as powerful as the Lord of Silence, killing a genius is not a difficult task for me."

Misterine said this and clenched her left hand.

In an instant, the world around her turned into a dreamy blue. Ruan Mei was surprised to find that [reality] had reversed into a [dream]. This rememberer who had not yet become a messenger actually possessed such ability!

As a famous dream weaver in the Fire Moths during the pre-civilization period, dreams were entirely Mistlin's domain, and now that she had become a [Memory] Fatewalker, her abilities had become even stronger.

She can weave dreams with the memories she knows and turn other people's memories into reality in the dream world. Ruan Mei looks at the scene where the earth around her is cracking, the sky is dim, and countless people are wailing.

This is the memory of someone who experienced the destruction of a planet/the end of the world. A wisp of flame burned her black hair into a slight curl, making her realize that although she is in a dream at this moment, she can still be hurt.