Kallen covered her eyes with her arms, revealing an expression of extreme pain, a cycle of despair that no one could understand.
"How many times have you been reincarnated? Have you ever tried to change?"
Bai Ge looked at Karen with pity and put an apple he had just bought on the roadside into her hand.
"How many times? I can't remember anymore, probably... tens of thousands of times. As for struggling, of course I did."
Karin looked at the apple in her hand and sighed. She had certainly tried to change her fate. She had done everything she could in these tens of thousands of reincarnations.
"According to the development of this world, I will be taken to the execution ground tomorrow. At the moment I am about to be executed, a riot will break out in the city, and a large number of Honkai beasts imprisoned under the church will be released by Otto."
"He hopes that I can take advantage of the chaos caused by the Honkai beasts killing civilians and fly away with him to Tianming."
"And I will resolutely refuse his invitation, fight to protect the people, and eventually die at the hands of a Honkai beast."
Karin touched her belly as she spoke. The end of each reincarnation was that she would be killed by the Honkai beast, and its sharp claws would pierce through her abdomen and take her life.
"I thought that as long as I killed that Honkai beast, I would be able to be freed from this cycle of reincarnation, so I memorized all of that Honkai beast's characteristics and abilities, and knew all of its attack methods."
"Even with my eyes closed, I know what it will do. Logically, I can defeat such an enemy even if I am weak, but..."
Kallen hugged her legs and curled up.
"The moment that Honkai beast appeared in front of me, I couldn't move. No matter how I struggled, it was useless. Isn't it ridiculous? [Karen Kaslana must be killed]... This is like the rule of this world."
Kallen said with a sad smile, tears falling uncontrollably from her eyes, she hugged her knees and buried her face in her arms.
"........."
After hearing her story, even Bai Ge didn't know how to comfort Karin at this moment.
I could only raise my hand and touch her head.
Bai Ge had experienced eleven reincarnations in order to save the world and his loved ones, but the Kallen Kaslana in front of him had experienced tens of thousands of reincarnations and was unable to save herself.
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Chapter 400, Dating with Kallen, Jealous Otto (Please customize)
"I understand your feelings. This kind of unreasonable fate that cannot be changed no matter what you do, even if you do it over and over again, is the most painful."
Bai Ge raised his hand and touched Karin's head. Thinking back to his experiences in the previous civilization, his movements couldn't help but become gentler.
Perhaps no one in this world understands this girl's pain better than him, but even so, it is definitely less than one percent, after all, Bai Ge has only reincarnated eleven times.
And the Kallen in front of him had done it tens of thousands of times.
Bai Ge at least still had hope at that time, but Karin didn't even have any hope at all. She was like walking alone in a maze of despair looking for an exit, but this maze didn't even have an exit.
"...I've tried many things, like escaping from prison, leveraging the power of the Kaslana family to negotiate with the Archbishop, and even launching a popular uprising, successfully overthrowing the entire Mandate of Heaven in a single day."
Karen shuddered all over, but did not stop Bai Ge from touching her head. Instead, she narrowed the distance between them a little.
"That's amazing. If this were real history, you would definitely be the smartest Kaslana. But this is only natural, after all, you have been reincarnated tens of thousands of times."
Bai Ge said with appreciation that he could totally understand.
"Yes, I have been reincarnated tens of thousands of times. Although I die every night of the next day, I have done everything I can to break this cycle."
"Now I know everyone in this city: their personalities, their pasts, the weaknesses and strengths of every knight and Valkyrie in the Order of Heaven, and the despicable and greedy power plays of the higher-ups. Look at that little bird over there; I even know it's going to take off in three seconds."
Bai Ge looked in the direction of Kallen's finger, and after counting to three seconds in his mind, the bird indeed flew up.
"I see. It seems that you have mastered all the information about this world."
"But even this is useless. No matter how I struggle, the Honkai Beast will eventually appear in front of me and pierce me with its claws, leaving me unable to move."
Kallen's eyes were somewhat empty, that was the nightmare she could never escape from, it was the most unreasonable fate.
Bai Ge also understood it.
No matter how realistic it is, this place is still a virtual world after all, and the ending is a setting of the program.
Kallen herself is part of the program, and she cannot escape no matter how hard she tries if she relies on herself. It can even be said that this world exists to kill her.
"I don't know how much pain you have accumulated. It must be beyond my imagination, but...do you feel relieved after talking about it all like this?"
"........."
"Karen. I can understand a little bit. If you have no one to talk to, you will feel lonely and sad if you have to bear the suffering of reincarnation alone."
Bai Ge placed one hand on his heart. If Mistierine had not been with him, if there had not been the entry of the Eternal Heart, he didn't think he would have been able to hold on to the end.
"Yes, it does make me feel a lot more relaxed after talking about it. Thank you, Outsider. This is the first time I've confided in someone."
Karin wiped her tear-stained face. The sadness that had accumulated over tens of thousands of reincarnations was finally released in part. She felt her heartbeat become much lighter.
"By the way, can you tell me? How long has the real Kallen Kaslana been dead?"
"It's been more than five hundred years."
"Is that so? Then do you think I am alive or dead now? No... maybe I am not even alive. After all, I am not the real Kallen Kaslana. I am just a virtual personality/false existence bound to the day she died."
Kallen looked at her hands, feeling confused.
"Of course you are a life, and of course you are alive, even if it is only a short life, even if this is a fake world, but you are definitely here at this moment."
Bai Ge said with great determination.
"At least now... I am the one talking to you, and that is proof that you are alive."
He patted his chest and said.
Kallen was stunned for a moment and couldn't help laughing.
"Thank you, but... maybe it's because I've died so many times that I no longer have any sense of reality about being alive."
"Is that so? Do you need me to hug you?" Bai Ge opened his arms towards Kallen and opened his arms.
"Uh, why are you doing this suddenly?" Kallen's eyes widened and she shrank subconsciously.
"One of my soldiers said this before. He didn't care whether humans could defeat Honkai or not. He just wanted someone to hold him when he died, because that would let him know that he had truly lived in this world."
Bai Ge said with some nostalgia.
He has heard this sentence 12 times.
Although the Fire Moth soldier died on the battlefield the first time, he was saved 11 times afterwards and is now living well in the world bubble.
"I once had this feeling. In this hopeless cycle, I could only hold tightly to her, the one I wanted to protect, to make sure that my heart was still alive."
"Then... I'll give it a try..."
Karin took a deep breath, and as if she mustered up some courage, she slowly approached Bai Ge. She also opened her arms and tried to get close to the white boy in front of her, then put her chin on his shoulder.
"This feeling..."
Her eyes widened in astonishment. The distance between them was so close that she could even hear Bai Ge's heartbeat, and his body temperature was warmer than the sun.
Kallen felt as if something in her was melting, and her heart, which had been about to stop beating in despair due to the endless cycle of reincarnation, seemed to be wound up again.
"Can you... hold on for a while?"
"Of course, this hug is free."
"Thank you, outsider."
Crystals fell from Kallen's eyes. With this hug, she felt that she was freed from the numbness of death and found the feeling of being alive again.
But this is just the beginning.
Bai Ge patted Kallen on the back and said seriously.
"There is no need to despair, because the tragedy will soon end. Kallen Kaslana, I will help you break this endless cycle and bring you to the real world."
"........."
Karin stared blankly at the pair of gorgeous golden eyes that were so close to her. She felt that they were so bright and sincere that she couldn't help but want to believe them.
It even made her think that if even what the white boy said was a lie, then there might be nothing real in this world anymore.
But it was precisely because of this that Kallen felt very puzzled.
"Why did you come to help me? Outsider, we are just meeting for the first time. Could it be that you, you are in love with me? I need to think about it!"
Kallen's cheeks turned red, and after hesitating for a long time, she withdrew from Bai Ge's arms, then crossed her arms and looked alert.
Bai Ge couldn't help but roll his eyes.
"The good atmosphere has been ruined. And I should be the one telling you this. Don't fall in love with me accidentally. Since you are Kallen Kaslana's virtual personality and have her memories, you should like Yae Sakura."
"No, the one who likes Yae Sakura is the real Kallen Kaslana. I am just a virtual personality that inherited her memories, but I don't have corresponding feelings."
"Oh, that's understandable... It feels like watching an opera. Although I'm moved by the story itself, I don't fall in love with the characters."
"Yes, that's the feeling. Can you tell me why you want to save me now?"
Bai Ge sighed, and looking at the face that was very similar to her own Paramecium, she felt like her brain exploded.
"There's no reason. I just happened to come across this incident, so I decided to save you. After all, it's OK if you don't know about it, but if you sit back and do nothing after knowing it, I won't be able to sleep at night. We won't let any knife go!"
"So that's how it is, outsider you are such a good person!"
"Pfft! Give the good guy card to Otto. Uh, no, that guy doesn't even deserve a good guy card."
The image of a certain jerk's face that deserved a beating appeared in Bai Ge's mind, and he suddenly felt itchy to do something.
Ultimately, this was all that bastard's fault. After all, it was obvious that the only person who could create such a reproduction of the scene of Kallen's death was Otto himself, who witnessed it five hundred years ago.
"But there's more to it than just this reason. I said before that I can understand your pain, right? Emmm, it's a little difficult to explain verbally, so I'll just show you directly."
As Bai Ge spoke, he activated the power of the Herrscher of Consciousness and shared some of his memories of the previous civilization's reincarnation with Kallen.
"This is!!"
Kallen opened his eyes wide in surprise. He didn't expect Bai Ge to have a similar experience as himself.
However, the biggest difference between the two is not the number of reincarnations.
Instead, Bai Ge actively chose reincarnation.
But she was forced to reincarnate.
The corners of Karin's lips curled up slightly. Looking at the white boy in front of her, she felt more intimate, and... she felt that she finally saw hope.
Although it was only a small part of her memory, she knew how powerful the young man in front of her was, and that Bai Ge was a savior who had saved the times many times.
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