I have big problems with my superpowers and my relationship

"Ah, that's it."

Lu Shuyu was stunned for a moment, then nodded happily.

"Okay!"

"..."

Wow, this is the first time I see a sheep that likes to be plucked...

Chapter 179 When love is deep, missing you will hurt

The ancients said that there are three most painful things in the world.

He lost his father in childhood, his spouse in middle age, and his son in old age.

In modern society, one more rule may be added:

35 years old and unemployed.

Brackets, man.

However, Lv Haichuan founded Tongsheng when he was 45 years old. Before that, he was an employee of a state-owned enterprise. His job has always been stable and he has no unemployment crisis.

So this item can basically be ruled out.

And Lu Guanghong, the only son of Lu Haichuan, is still alive and well.

Then the only things that qualify as “major setbacks in life” are losing one’s father in childhood and becoming a widow in middle age.

When I was 13, my father died.

At the age of 50, my wife died.

When the two died, Lu Haichuan was indeed in the "adolescence" and "middle-aged" stages.

So since Lu Chen wanted to investigate the most painful "memories" in his heart, he had to start with these two major events.

......

At around three o'clock in the afternoon, I returned to the "temporary operations center" from the reception room on the second floor.

The sun was still shining brightly outside the window. Zhou Yan and the other two were concentrating on looking up information. The sound of typing on the keyboards could be heard one after another.

After taking a sip of water and glancing at the three people, Lu Chen did not stay in the room for too long. He soon pushed the door open and left silently. He walked out of the villa and wandered aimlessly in the sanatorium.

In the past three hours, he first studied the information about the deaths of Lu Haichuan's father and wife, and then chatted with Lu Haichuan's old secretary.

Judging from various comprehensive information, these two things should have indeed made Lu Haichuan depressed for quite some time.

His father was a serious intellectual who died of a serious illness during a special period.

When he was young, Lu Haichuan also suffered from other people's contempt and discrimination because of his father.

In short, in that era, the youth stage was quite difficult.

Later, the special period ended and the college entrance examination was resumed the following year. The 22-year-old Lu Haichuan took the college entrance examination and was admitted to Southwest University of Polytechnic.

And he met his future wife during college.

After graduation, both of them were assigned to work at the Yanjiang Third Machinery Factory and got married soon. Their life was not very affluent, but they were happy. They had a son, Lu Guanghong.

Then in 2000, Lu Haichuan resigned from the machinery factory that had been restructured into "Yanjiang Heavy Industry" and founded Tongsheng, making his first fortune by bottom-fishing on the Internet.

Then we started sprinting and ran all the way. "Picking up money" was not enough to describe the speed at which Tongsheng made money at that time.

Even at that time, when entrepreneurs in Yanjiang chatted, they all said that Lu Haichuan had a money printing machine at home.

This shows how exaggerated it is.

It’s a pity that although Lu Haichuan was rich, his wife was not able to enjoy the good life with him for too long.

In the fifth year after founding Tongsheng, when Lu Haichuan was 50 years old, his wife died of illness.

Breast cancer.

Although the Lu family was not short of money at that time, the medical level was not good at that time, and it was too late when the disease was discovered, so it could not be cured after all.

According to Lu Haichuan’s old secretary, Lu Haichuan did not go to the company for a whole week after the funeral and was in a very depressed state.

After recovering, he devoted all his energy to his career and has never remarried.

From this perspective, Lu Haichuan indeed had deep feelings for his wife, and her death was undoubtedly a major blow.

Including the cold eyes and discrimination suffered when young, it can definitely be regarded as a "childhood shadow" that will be remembered for a lifetime.

But......

But for some reason, Lu Chen always felt that these two things were not the real reasons why Lu Haichuan finally chose to develop Alzheimer's disease.

Although his experiences in his youth were tragic, Lu Haichuan was only 13 years old at the time.

Time will dilute everything. Moreover, there were many people who had the same experience as him at that time, and few people said that they would hold a grudge for the rest of their lives.

As for the death of his wife...

Although it was indeed very painful, Lu Haichuan was 50 years old at that time and his thinking was very mature, so he should have been able to endure it.

Even if you really can't get over it, why wait until ten years later to "forget" it?

Lu Haichuan must have had superpowers at that time. According to Xia Yunian, he could forget anything at any time if he wanted to.

Is it that the longer time goes by, the more painful it becomes and it is impossible to get out of it?

That doesn't make sense...

......

The sun was setting, and the trees on the roadside were lush and green, with their branches and leaves interweaving into a dense green shade.

After coming out of the villa, Lu Chen didn't have any particular goal, he just strolled around casually, and unknowingly he strolled to the small lake not far from the gate of the sanatorium.

The lake is not big, and I don’t know whether it is natural or artificial. In short, the scenery is very peaceful. There is a row of empty benches by the lake, with a few green leaves on the chairs.

Sitting casually on a bench, Lu Chen looked at the lake surface with ripples caused by the wind, and his mind was still on Lu Haichuan's loss of his father in childhood and the widowhood of his spouse in middle age.

If the code is really related to the latter's painful memories, then there are only two possibilities at the moment.

So even though I still have some doubts in my heart, I can only try to find a breakthrough here.

Lu Guanghong has tried it on the anniversary of both of their deaths, and it’s not right.

But there are many more dates associated with it.

Date of burial.

Date of diagnosis.

A criticism and denunciation meeting.

It is also possible that several years later, Lu Haichuan accidentally found his deceased wife's belongings at home, and was suddenly overwhelmed with grief and cried bitterly.

In short, the pain caused by the death of a loved one is continuous. If you have to say which day is the most painful, only the person involved knows.

So at this moment, Lu Chen couldn't guess which day or which episode Lu Haichuan really wanted to forget.

It wasn't even clear which of the two events had hit him harder.

"..."

Silently staring at the wild ducks on the lake, no matter how hard Lu Chen thought, his train of thought was cut off here and he could not move forward.

At the same time, a breeze brought a familiar scent of perfume.

Looking back, I saw Lu Shuyu hesitating under a willow tree.

"Lu Chen, why are you here?"

Seeing that she was discovered, the rich young woman came over and spoke in a low voice.

"Thinking about your grandfather."

Lu Chen moved his butt and gave up half of the bench: "How did you find me?"

Lu Shuyu sat down with her skirt pulled up, her posture very straight: "I just sent Grandpa Sun away, and I saw you from a distance."

Grandpa Sun is Lu Haichuan’s old secretary, who is in his sixties or seventies. Today, he was specially called by Butler Li to be questioned by Lu Chen and others.

"Oh."

Lu Chen nodded, and after a moment of silence, he picked up a small stone from his feet and threw it into the lake.

"Plop~"

Ripples appeared on the surface of the lake, and the reflected scenery of the shore was broken.

But Lu Chen did not feel ashamed of his "low-quality behavior" and even wanted to throw another one.

After searching for a long time, I couldn't find a suitable stone, so I had to give up.

"You were only two or three years old when your grandmother died."

Turning his head to look at Lu Shuyu who was looking at him in confusion, he asked casually, "Don't you have any impression of it?"

"Um......"

Lu Shuyu replied softly: "I don't remember anything."

"So what do you think of the relationship between your grandpa and your grandma?"

"very good."

"But why didn't I see any pictures of your grandmother in your grandfather's bedroom yesterday?"

"Because grandpa said that he would be sad if he saw it, so there is no photo of grandma in the house."

Lu Shuyu lowered his head and said, "And every year when we go to the cemetery to pay respects to grandma on her death anniversary, grandpa never goes."

"That's it..."

Lu Chen was stunned for a moment, realizing that Lu Haichuan's feelings for his wife were deeper than he had imagined.

Not even daring to miss someone, this must be the deepest form of love.

So am I just worrying too much?

Does Lu Haichuan really want to forget this memory?