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"It's because I can't sing in front of everyone, and Xiaoxiang is also worried—"

"Just like... last time," Deng said. "Because I couldn't sing Kasuga Shadow well, and... Xiaoxiang also recorded a video of me playing Kasuga Shadow."

"It's my fault." said Deng.

“…”Xiangzi.

“…” Mikami Yuu.

Ok.

It can be said that both of them felt it, felt the gravity transmitted from the lamp.

This puts all the responsibility on yourself.

"When I left Crychic, I told you that you were the one who needed practice the most," Xiangzi said. "And you're still the same now."

And classmate Xiangzi seems to be prepared to face everything with a cold face today.

After hearing what Xiangzi said, Deng's expression changed and he began to look weak.

just.

"It means she's worried about you when she leaves. If you continue to perform at your previous level, you'll be miserable without her in the band," Mikami Yuu explained. "Then being in a band won't be a joyful experience. So the basics have to be up to par. You're the lead singer, the core of the band, so your skills are crucial."

"This is probably what Xiangzi wanted to say to you." said Mr. Mikami.

"......?" X2

Xiangzi and Deng looked over in surprise.

As for Deng, it seemed that Xiaoxiang did not dislike him, but rather worried about him.

"Xiao Xiang, so you don't hate me?" Deng's originally depressed mood suddenly brightened up. Even her pink pupils became lively.

But for Xiangzi.

what.

Mikami-kun, are you here to ruin her career now?

Well.

Things are indeed different now than last time. Last time, she went to see Su Shi and harshly rejected him, telling him not to linger on Crychic anymore and to move on, as Crychic was over.

Then I asked Mikami-kun to cooperate and stand aside and not speak.

And this time when I came to see Deng... there was no such requirement at all, so of course the other party could speak.

just.

How could he expose his true feelings like this?

and so.

Xiangzi was looking at him with a look of grievance, and this time, what he revealed seemed to be "Why do you say such things?

This look was completely different from the cold look just now.

To Deng, it was like stepping back in time.

It was the Xiaoxiang she first saw on the overpass, the sunshine-like Xiaoxiang, who was back again.

"Xiao Xiang!"

"If you have anything to say to me, just tell me!" At this time, Gao Songdeng suddenly said loudly and desperately.

Although he looked like a weak little penguin that could be bullied by anyone before, Takamatsu Deng is now terrifyingly determined.

As the lead singer, her voice is very contagious in itself, and now, her words are also full of her determination.

It would be a lie to say that Xiangzi was not moved by Deng's determination.

but.

The fact that Deng could say such things shows that she is very weak and is completely worried about.

So, almost subconsciously, Xiangzi almost did what he did at the lantern festival before...that is, turn around and run away.

In fact, she almost did so. The reason why she almost did so was that the moment she was about to turn around, someone grabbed her wrist.

The opponent's strength was so great that she couldn't break free at all.

"Why are you doing this?" She had no choice but to look at the person who grabbed her, "Yu-kun."

"Youjun?" Deng was a little surprised.

Because I didn't expect Xiangzi to call Mikami-san by such a direct and intimate name.

The specific manifestation is that Mikami-kun still calls her Takamatsu-san.

but.

Last time, Mikami-kun was able to produce a video of Xiaoxiang singing Kasuga Shadow. She and Xiangzi were obviously from the same school, but she had always been avoided. Therefore, Mikami-kun must be able to gain Xiangzi's trust more than her.

but.

"Wait a moment, Takamatsu-san." Mikami You said, and then in Deng's somewhat confused eyes, he pulled Xiangzi forward for a distance, and then stopped when they were about fifty or sixty meters apart.

This distance ensures that the sound of the two people talking will not be directly exposed to Gao Songdeng.

"Now Takamatsu Touma is a member of my MYGO and also the lead singer. She is very sensitive and easily affected by emotions." Mikami Yu directly explained the reason why he had just disrupted the show.

I don’t want Gao Songdeng to be treated dishonestly by Xiangzi and be sad alone.

"Then you are really friendly to your band members." Xiangzi said in a slightly stiff tone.

"But," Xiangzi shook his head again, "you already know my situation. Now, simply living is very difficult for me. I have lost the ability to bear the fate of others."

Carrying the fate of others?

Yu Mikami thought of what Xiangzi said when the two of them confirmed their cooperation: "Now we are a community with a shared destiny to make music together."

Does this community of shared destiny mean that we have to bear each other's destiny, which is the meaning of life?

and so.

At that time, Xiangzi actually considered the future development of Crychic and even the various economic issues among the team members.

In other words, it’s no wonder that Deng started by saying “forming a band for life”, because there has been precedent for this.

So the lights follow suit.

"..."

Xiangzi, you really set a bad example.

But her words were also true.

Now, because her father was fired, the family needs her, a high school student, who might have been a junior high school student just a few months ago, to support the family. She hopes her father can cheer up. She has been worn down by life and started to become soft.

and so.

She began to understand how naive the words she said when she formed Crychic were.

After all, the bands of that period were probably just a hobby for young ladies to play house.

There wasn't even a prototype of a commercial band with vested interests.

"Besides, you should be aware of Deng's personality, so letting Deng know will only make her feel uncomfortable and helpless."

"After all, this isn't their fault. I have no reason to impose my fate on them."

"After all, the amount of 168 billion..." Xiangzi fell silent.

If we calculate based on an average person earning 20 yen per month after tax, it would take 1 years to earn 41.67 million yen.

And the time a person can work is roughly limited to these few years.

So, this is what 168 ordinary people can earn in their lifetime.

It was Alexander indeed.

Especially since Xiangzi bought himself a rice ball made of Gugugu rice for 100 yen.

She knew the huge gap between the two better than anyone else.

So that's why you chose to cut it.

If the members of Crychic were to truly uphold the "community of shared destiny," then the others would certainly be dragged down by Xiangzi. Moreover, "the concept of community of shared destiny was perhaps just a saying when she first proposed it, and she had not yet actually realized how much responsibility it required."

But if you are an observer, you will find that this Toyokawa Shoko seems to be a bit interesting.

When she encounters debt trouble, she chooses to bear it herself and then cuts ties with you in the harshest tone. However, if she has good things, she is willing to share them with you.

natural.

If she simply cuts me and doesn't tell me anything, it will be very painful.

This can be seen from the performance of Crychic's former members.

"And I don't want to tell them about my affairs." Toyokawa Shoko added.

This point needs no explanation. Mikami Yu has experienced how heavy Miss Xiangzi's self-esteem is several times.

but.

"I don't think you need to be overly concerned about the 168 billion yen fraud your father was involved in," Mikami Yu added.

"What do you mean?" Xiangzi was a little confused. At the same time, perhaps a little excited, Xiangzi put his hands directly on Mikami Yu's left arm.

But just now, Mikami-kun had held her wrist, and now she had both hands on his wrist, so it didn't seem to be a problem.

At most it's a tie?

"I looked up that report before, and your father resigned after being implicated by the company," Mikami Yuu said. "So-called resignation is a way of dealing with past events."

"It's not that you need to make up for the 168 billion that was defrauded."

"So, your father may not have any debts, or he may have submitted his own assets and eventually made up for some of the losses, but he has no connection with the company."

"But if no one's chasing the debt now, then there's probably no debt," Mikami Yuu said. "And reports at the time indicated that not only the president but also a number of senior executives resigned, so this is a collective responsibility."

“So, there is still a chance to start over.”

"That's actually the case." Xiangzi's eyes immediately lit up. "Is that so?"

It seems that life is becoming more colorful.