After bankruptcy, I was invited by Chihaya Aine to join mygo

“…”Xiangzi.

"There's nothing to say about that," Xiangzi said. "I've said it before."

"But...Crychic..." Wakaba Mu seemed to have something to say.

"Crychic is over," Xiangzi said. "Now I want to move on."

“…saki…” Wakaba Mutsu still looked at her.

"It's okay." Xiangzi shook his head.

So I started listening, and sure enough, it was different from before. The lights now had improved, really improved.

Although she said she sang with all her might, her singing also became more technical, which showed that she had trained hard.

You’ve tried very hard, Deng.

Moreover, the lyrics are very warm.

She could feel what Deng wanted to convey through the lyrics.

"Shining on me who cannot cry, the light gently carries me along..."

"Passing through the layers of clouds, it becomes sparkling..."

"My inner thoughts overflowed, and my cheeks sparkled when I came to my senses..."

"Hot tears wet my face, why are your hands so warm..."

This is to miss her.

As an audience, being able to hear the sound of the lights is like hearing their inner voices.

"Please, please never let go..."

When singing this lyric, Deng raised the hand that was not holding the microphone and stretched it upwards, as if he wanted to hold her hand.

She knew that this was the song that Deng wanted to convey and sing.

I wanted to tell her.

This song is also of great significance to her, or it can be said that Crychic is very meaningful. At that time, she had experienced the loss of her mother and felt empty inside. Then she created this music, which warmed her heart and seemed to have eliminated the pain.

It was something precious, special and irreplaceable to her.

And the lyrics of "Haruhi Shadow", although attached to the light, are also full of emotional sustenance for her.

Yes……

When Deng's hand was raised, Xiangzi's left hand also subconsciously raised, but.

"This is not Crychic's Kasuga Shadow." Xiao Mu's opinion came from the side.

“…”Xiangzi.

“…”Xiangzi.

Xiangzi bit his lip.

She knew it. Crychic was over, just like she had just said peacefully, Crychic was over.

Deng, Su Shi, Li Xi and the others also moved forward, which was a very normal and even correct thing to do.

After all, being trapped in that spring-like time is not a good thing.

So the members of Crychic moved forward.

Move forward.

but.

Everyone has grown up and moved on from the past, but I...

"Woo——"

“Ahhhhh——” Xiangzi subconsciously withdrew his hands, and his emotions could no longer be controlled.

The inner defenses were completely breached.

Her most precious treasure, her most precious Crychic, she could never get it back.

Xiangzi then escaped from his seat and ran out of RiNG.

As a childhood friend who sat next to Xiangzi, Wakaba Mu immediately noticed Xiangzi's condition.

“…” Mutou.

Did she say something wrong again? Just a moment ago, Xiang was so confident and completely relieved. Why... did she run out crying?

but.

Kasuga Shadow, which is no longer part of Crychic, is also very good.

Knowing that bad consequences would occur if he took action, Ruoye Mu was silent for a moment, then chose to continue listening.

P.S. Today's update. 5000 words. It's the end of the month. Please give me some free razor blades.

Chapter 75 I’m back to being soft and sticky! 6.5k!

As Toyokawa Shoko's childhood sweetheart, it was not the first time that Wakaba Mutsu saw Shoko cry, but it was the second time that he saw Shoko cry like this.

There is a kind of pain that is intangible but extremely uncomfortable.

And she is not stupid.

Even has PTSD.

The ptsd happened when Xiangzi had just quit Crychic. It was raining at the time, and Xiangzi said in a heartless way that he wanted to quit. Then when he left RiNG's practice room, she chased after him, even bringing a bright red umbrella.

But she was still too slow. When she arrived at the intersection, Xiangzi had already walked halfway across the road.

And she could never forget that scene.

I can't forget the rain soaking her body, holding the umbrella in her hands, but Xiang, who was watching her, was walking forward while wiping her tears with her hands and crying in the rain.

She couldn't understand why she didn't catch up at that time.

She had never seen Xiangzi cry like that before, not even as their childhood sweetheart.

Of course, Xiangzi was also very sad and cried when his mother just passed away, but it was different from now.

It was like losing something precious once, and then losing it again.

Xiao Mu knew very well the reason why Xiangzi quit Crychic. Something happened at home, and in order to take care of his disabled father, he could no longer stay in Crychic and rehearse and perform with everyone.

The pressure of life took over.

So I had to choose cutting.

According to her understanding of Xiangzi's character, Xiangzi is not the kind of person who needs help from others to overcome difficulties when he encounters difficulties. Instead, once he encounters difficulties, he chooses to bear them on his own and cuts off ties with others in order not to implicate others.

Even if it means making others hate her.

But Xiangzi, who actually made such a choice, cried so miserably.

At that time, Xiao Mu could only hold the umbrella and stare at her blankly.

She could understand Xiangzi's feelings, but she could not take the first step to pursue her because she knew very well that she was useless and that no matter what she said or did, it would only make the situation worse.

Xiangzi quit the band because of family reasons.

but.

If Ye Mu knew that his words "I have never felt happy playing in a band" would completely end the band.

She couldn't confirm whether Xiangzi was also angry because of her words.

She obviously didn't mean to say that.

[I have never felt happy playing in a band], [I stayed because of Xiang and everyone], [Being with everyone is different from before, I like it very much].

She originally wanted to say something like this, but for some reason, only such a short statement came out.

I am not good at expressing myself, and once I open my mouth, it will cause hurt.

and so.

Seeing Xiang crying like that, she was unable to catch up with him. She felt that she was no longer qualified to catch up with him.

She wasn't sure if catching up with Xiangzi and speaking would make things worse.

She hates herself like this.

and so.

Her eyes could only follow the direction where Xiangzi left, and her ears also listened to the song "Spring Shadow" which was written by Gao Songdeng and composed by Xiangzi.

This song by Kasuga Shadow is actually very valuable.

If you're listening to it for the first time, then just like the audience around you, your first impression is... amazing.

Listening to this song is like looking at a bright and warm painting, and then looking at a slowly flowing poem.

The whole song is filled with the warmth of spring.

It feels like spring has really arrived.

But at this moment, there was no warmth in my heart.

Xiangzi ran out quickly. Although this scene surprised the audience below, Xiangzi was walking in the aisle, so it did not attract much attention, because he might have been going to the toilet.

but.

As for the person on the stage, Gao Songdeng doesn't know Xiangzi's position yet, but she knows Xiangzi will come today, so she wants to express her gratitude and thanks to Xiangzi. She sings "Haruhi Shadow", hoping that Xiangzi can hear it and that she has improved with her help.

And for Su Shi.

"..." Su Shi.

Although Su Shi's bass sound continued, her eyes were already showing panic.

I even forgot the chorus.

But there weren't many chorus parts, so she didn't reveal herself.