Si Jieyu went home. When he came home, it was already December 29. His mother complained about him as soon as she saw him. He came home so late.

Si Jieyu comforted his mother and had a meal at home. Si Jieyu had a cold and a little fever, but when his parents asked him, he said it was ok, just a common cold, just a sleep.

He was bored in the room all day, he thought he would be very relaxed, no Ji Rao, no heart trouble, he should be able to find his own life, right?

He wen heard that Si Jieyu had come back, so he went to find him.

Si Jieyu is watching TV in his room. When he wen comes in, Si Jieyu looks up at him.

"It's you."

He Wen had never seen Si Jieyu like this before. His throat choked, "are you willing to come back at last?"

Si Jieyu turned his head back.

Hewen went to him and sat down. "You're still burning. Go and have a look."

Si Jieyu buried his head and didn't speak.

"Who are you trying to show yourself to, jirao? Wake up, he can't see. "

He can't see

Although he knew he wen didn't mean that, he suddenly thought of Ji Rao's eyes, those beautiful eyes like glass beads. They lost their look and couldn't see the color

He Wen went to RASS Jieyu and said, "follow me to the hospital."

Si Jieyu didn't know where the strength came from. He turned over and pressed he wen under his body. He looked down at He Wen's eyes, and they even tied their breath together.

"Jie Yu Well

Si Jieyu lowered his head and blocked his lips. He Wen's eyes widened suddenly. He put his hand on Si Jieyu's shoulder. The strength of resistance gradually weakened, and finally even became pandering.

But Si Jieyu suddenly stood up.

He Wen was lying on the bed, breathing disorderly. He looked at Si Jieyu in confusion, his lips were moist and swollen in the light.

Mingming, this is the person he has been pursuing. All he wants is he Wen

But when he Wen was really within reach, Si Jieyu panicked.

It's not like that.

He didn't want that feeling.

He wen looked at the more and more ugly face of Si Jieyu, and finally reflected that he sat up slowly from the bed, "what do you mean?"

"Ji Rao broke up with you. Isn't that what you want? What we've been trying to do is leave him

Si Jieyu didn't speak. He looked at one side as if he didn't hear it.

He Wenxin was a little bit cold. With the last hope, he asked him, "didn't you say you like me?"

Si Jieyu still did not respond.

"Si Jieyu, why don't you keep your word? When you were a child, you said you wanted to marry me. You said you wanted to be with me. You said that! "

"I don't know..." Si Jieyu leaned against the table, his expression was in a trance, his eyes didn't focus, his hands nervously clasped the table, "it shouldn't be like this."

He wen looked at Si Jieyu in silence for a long time, and finally opened the door and went out.

The surrounding air suddenly quieted down. Si Jieyu knew that the people outside the door were happily welcoming their new year, only themselves, as if they had suddenly lost the whole world.

Si Jieyu feels out of breath. He doesn't know why. He clearly likes he Wen, and he clearly hates Ji Rao. He has been struggling with this belief all these years.

But why did Ji Rao feel so sad after he separated from him.